The Water World

wonderin what should i post..

2009-09-23T16:55:00.002+08:00

there's been a lot of things happening lately.. something just normal but then some life changing events also happened..

but basically life's not been really that busy except a week or 2 after the last post where had to work like mad to make sure everyone's working on top efficiency. so much to do and so little workers i have.. but thank goodness 4 more extra workers has arrived and it makes my life so much easier..

my fields are so much better now but still there're more work to be done.. working on it.. financial year closes end of this month so i've got to boost up the speed and finish up whatever needs to be done to spend up the allocated budget and clear up all fields.. :) so its spending month.. happy for my workers but i'll need to answer it to my manager which at times might be in a bad mood.. :( but guess what.. its raya season so i guess his mood wont be really that bad afterall..

as for life, i'm financially broke.. lol.. not to say broke in like i cant pay my loans n stuff but broke in the sense that i dont have much money lingering around to spend.. but i just hope it all ends next month.. :) paid off my bike gear debts but one last bomb is my bike's road tax.. sad to say its about 600-700 bucks including changing owner's name. then next month i'll be getting the annual incement.. fingers crossed for how much.. but at least it'll be some help.. :)

what else.. yeah.. financial year ends = bonus time.. but we'll have to wait until dec to actually get it.. ya.. i know its crapy but i guess thats part of the company.. hmmm... fingers crossed too about the amount.. but just hope for higher bonus this yr..

few days ago it was hari raya.. had to stay put in the estate to be on duty coz 1 of my staff is a malay and will be off for his raya holiday and another staff had a minor sugery for blader stone.. also was off until after raya.. so the "tuan" had to stay back and "jaga estate".. but good thing i had company to keep me occupied.. hahaha... i shall not elaborate.. but the thing about our church is that somehow news often spreds really quickly with the power of additives i had ppl asking me y was i not at camp.. according to the person, ppl said i was on a cruise.. lol.. hilarious..

alright need to send some workers to home division.. so lazy to send them over.. coz its ady after work and i'm still working as if the company pays me over time WHICH THEY DONT.. :(

i shall stop complaining..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING AT WORK??!!!!

2009-08-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

after sometime of working i guess the power of complacency somehow creeps over me.. am i getting lazy or something?? or am i just not doing stuff right?? i really wonder..

lately been scolded by my manager for things.. sometimes i really wonder if its my fault coz i'm just helping other assistants to do their work.. but then at times its my bloody fault.. but the thing is that somethings cant be avoided.. not that i want to make it an issue but its just that circumstances just plays you out..

but honestly speaking my field condition today is really not up to standard and my manager gave me a real big time blasting a week ago.. i know its bad and I'M WORKING ON IT!!! dont expect me to complete things so quickly when you only provide me with a 1:59 worker : hectares ratio!!! some ppl might be super man but i'm sure my workers are not!!!!

here's a list of things i need clearing up.. priority level 1 (least important) - 10 (most important)

1. EFB munching (10)
2. field upkeep, circle spraying, woodies spraying, asytasia spraying (8)
3. maintenance pruning (8)
4. frond stacking (5)
5. beautification (3)
6. staff training course (3)
7. gain back manager and GM's favor (10 X 10)

so yeah.. its alot of things to do.. but then i guess i really have to do it.. coz ITS MY BLOODY JOB!!! and somehow they expect so me to be like what they want.. DAMN.. stressful la..

let me tell u why..!!

1. i'm lame
2. i'm lazy
3. i'm not as smart as they think i am
4. its not easy to control 1450 acres (587hectares) of land ALONE
5. i'm only with ONE year TWO months experience.. not ONCE decade
6. i prefer to sleep at home than going inot the field
7. i's not the kind who goes around scolding ppl.. but i admit i do occasionally..

i think i should quit and sleep at home.. lol.. too bad money dont grow on trees so i'll have to stay and work.. lol....

i guess i'll have to go hardcore cleaning for this few weeks then life will then be easy again for me.. :) weeee... can just laze and lepak at home while everyone else is working their ass off to make their estate look like mine.. :P as if mine's really that good..

but seriously.. its not BAD now.. just not as good as it was before.. i think all this problems started when many workers left to go back to indon after the end of their contract.. i was short of workers and had to train some more workers to fill the place and do more to cover the workers who left.. thats y my workers ratio is so high and the worse part is that i'm suppose to receive another 4 more workers before awal ramadan but somehow my senior assistant and manager decided to use them at home division where their workers are plentiful!!! urh!!! that sucks!!!!

when my mom reads this she'll probably tell me "quit wining start DOING!!!"

alright mom... doing la.. stop bugging... hahahahaa.. just kidding..

anyway.. gtg.. its 7+pm and i just finished my work..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

my first ride...

2009-08-16T19:37:00.006+08:00

its ady been slightly more than a month that i've been riding my bike up and down, here and there.. but then finally i've officially joined a convoy.. actually this convoy started to be discussed the day i took my bike coz i was bugging the foreman to have one..

finally about a week ago it was confirmed.. thus ride to ulu langat on the 16th aug 2009 was on.

that morning, my bike's mudguard was loose so i brought it to the shop to tighten but in the end the foreman just took the whole thing off and asked me to ride without it.. but basically it makes no difference.. lol...

so we started waiting for everyone to arrive from about 10 and started out trip to the petrol station at about 11. then left for our journey at 11.30. the trip was a mainly winedy roads so really good cornering skills were needed.. whereas me, honestly i'm not really good in it.. but still i had to chase up with them.. but the worse part is that i'm riding a 250cc bike and the rest of them are on >600cc bikes.. HOW TO CHASE LA??!!

so the 13 of us started the journey.. we were broken into 2 groups.. the FAST group and the SLOW group with a fixed tail man. so initially i followed the FAST group hitting corners at high speed.. but somehow i was not good enough.. coz i'm a noob.. lol... so half way to the destination i had to slow down and wait for the SLOW group which was honestly SLOW.. lol.... but still i got some tutoring from few of the seniors including the "SUPER CHOPPER" guy.. but seriously.. he's really good on his chopper..

on the way, some really scary happened.. i entered a sharp corner at high speed and i did not drop my gear.. so my bike swing out and i had to pull myself into the grass to slow down.. it was scary coz at the side there was no railing and beyond the grass it was something like a ravine.. but then thank God i just followed along the grass and did not go near the ledge.. the guy behind me was laughing away during lunch.. but at least i learned my lesson and had some extra tips of cornering...

so we reached our destination which was the "fish farm thai restaurant" the food there was said to be really good.. but my honest opinion.. not good.. just so-so only. and it was bloody expensive.. i think the fried rice was the best dish.. but no doubt the prawns they served was pretty large.. but just not taste.. we sat downa and demanded that we get COLD WATER right away coz the weather was really hot and we were like dried out.. my shirt was basically wet.. and the whole place smelled of sweat.. of course contributed by all the 13 bikers..

the location of the restaurant was really nice.. it was a man made pond and the dining area was build on stliks above the pond. the pond was filled with fishes.. some really big ones.. fish food was also sold and some ppl were throwing it into the pond to see these fishes rushing to have some of it.. realy nice indeed...

lunch menu
1. BBQ talapia (the skales were still on)
2. BBQ lamb slices (was really very little)
3. seafood tom yam soup
4. sotong fried with salted egg (only 1 small plate for 13 ppl to share "crap man")
5. lala with dry chilli
6. belacan paku pakis
7. fried rice

drinks
1. todi (only 1 bottle)
2. mineral water

total sum: RM270

comment: i was not even full and the food was not tasty.. and it was expensive... :(

since sara (the foreman) was bugging everyone to go back early coz his wife was complaining we quickly headed back after lunch.. this time, i tried to put the techniques and advice of the seniors into practice and wow.. really worked.. i was hitting corners at high speed and able to join the FAST group.. in fact i was the first few of the group.. :)

headed back to bahau by another route then had a drink in bahau to cool down before heading back home..

the comment before i went back was that its time for me to change the bike... y? coz this 250cc junk is too slow for me.. lol... the problem is i've only had the bike for less than 2 months..!! and NO MONEY LA!!!!!

all in all i really enjoyed the trip.. cant wait to got for another one.. but then i'll need to save up for new tires if i continue like this.. its expensive.. :(

here's some pic i took during the trip..

Yamaha R6 only 2 months old

parking outside the restaurant (from left kawa z1000, kawa zx10 (mine's behind it), kawa zx6)

sara's kawasaki zx10 (speed demon)

the "super chopper" man

view from the table of the pond

our helmets, jackets, etc..

the fried rice that was the best dish

ah siong (kawa z1000). he's the FAST group leader..

all the miserable food that was expensive..

from left ah dee (kawa zx10), fauzi (kawa zx6), new guy (yamaha R6)

us parking at the road side waiting for the SLOW group on our way back

the truth is the guys needed to take a smoke.. and i had to pee :P

parking at the petrol station. kawa zx10 (left) VS my kawa 250r (right) mine's the definite loser.. lol...

some of those guys queing to fill petrol

the picture are jumbled up..but anyway.. just for viewing...

time for me to get back home to rest.. a tiring week ahead!!! GM's coming for visit on tuesday!!! stress!!!!!

remember to drink more H2o k.. c",)

in need of motivation

2009-08-13T11:01:00.002+08:00

lately i've been lacking of motivation.. motivation to BLOG!! i know its pretty obvious but then yeah.. somehow i've been reading other ppl's blog and noticing things they write.. somehow they write about places, things they do, food, friends, hang out spots, love life and whatever not..

but then somehow i came across this one blog who write basically about someone else.. someone close to the author.. it was a sad story of how 2 lovers came apart because of thier lives although they wanted each other so much. made me really think.. what's love? its being quoted in the bible over and over again about love.. but somehow y cant we have a specific definition of love and how it suppose to be??

1 Corinthians 13

Love

¹If I speak in the tongues^a]">[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. ²If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. ³If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,^b]">[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. ⁹For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. ¹¹When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. ¹²Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

thats what it says in the bible.. but then how can this love apply to us? what kind of love is it?

The Meaning of Love offers and explains a definition of love in a way that is interesting, intense, clear, logical, and meaningful. All relationships --love, infatuation, friendship, dating, marriage, family, community, and professional-- involve three key elements:

Emotions --how we feel about each other

Ethics --how good or bad we are for each other

Joys --how much we satisfy or dissatisfy each other

These determine the quality of our relationships; and The Meaning of Love explains how they interrelate, and why attraction --the normally considered most important emotional element and conventional hallmark of love-- is not sufficient to signify a relationship as one of love, no matter how strong or how enduring that attraction may be.

(http://www.akat.com/lovebook.html)

is this what love is?? how we feel? how happy are we with another person??

according to dictionary.com,
LOVE is

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

5.	(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?

6.	a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

7.	sexual intercourse; copulation.

8.	(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.

9.	affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.

10.	strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.

11.	the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.

12.	the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.

13.	Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

14.	a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

its a long definition and pretty much complicated.. but then somehow when ppl talk about love its often related to BGR (boy-girl relationship) type of love..

lets hear from the infamous wikipedia

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection^[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my boyfriend"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love^[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.^[3]interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

comparing these meaning of love and their values, its obvious that when the word love is said, its often so related to feelings, pleasure, emotions and attraction. but never did they mention about what comes to maintain that thing called love..

very often when i look at my parents. how they love each other and how they love me and my brothers although yes we're really a handful. makes me wonder.. how can you really love someone even though they go head to head with you? how do you still love them although they have so many flaws and weaknesses? through the years you get fat, flabby and awesomely ugly.. what's there so good to love anymore? (my parents is not really fat and ugly.. just illustrations)

to me, love is way more than just feelings.. if love is just mere feelings, how can my parents continue to love such a mischief like me for the past 24 yrs.. yeah i know i'm not the worst person on earth but i've been a real pain in the butt probably since the day i was born..

love is a responsibility. a practice we need to maintain and nurture. its a delicate emotion where ppl often mistake and leave it to fade. at the end f the day, many fall apart because they did not nurture this love they have. they did not take responsibility of what they loved..

love is also a habit. a practice. you dont love a person when you feel like it. you love a person because you love them. although many times we fail to realize how much we love someone especially when we are angry or had a bad day. we've heard of many cases of guys hitting their wife and girlfriends although they love them with their lives but what's the reason to all this abuse? the lack of awareness that love is a practice.

we often say that love is unconditional. but what's unconditional? no terms and condition? how is there no condition to give love? look at this again..

lets take a look specifically at this ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres

i think this is one thing ppl fail to do. TRUST, HOPE, PERSEVERE.

to love someone is not to love for a day, but to love for a lifetime.

make sure you understand it when you tell someone "I Love You", show it coz action speaks louder than words.

when someone dear to you comes your way, never think that "what's yours is yours" coz when opportunities goes by, it might never come along again. use this 3 words wisely and timely..

somehow i've been into this song from plain white T's - 1234

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

boring updates

2009-08-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

basically not been blogging coz basically i've been super lazy.. been to this NEW POST page really many times but then just did not find the mood to actually write anything.. but yeah.. lots of things happened lately..

basically its mostly karen's wedding.. this 2 fellow has ady been together for 5 yrs.. so yeah.. time to get married and repopulate the church.. i'm not sure how many will they have but my guesses... nothing less than 3.. lol...

damn i'm lazy to write anything.. just cant find the mood.. until i get the right mood.. i'll just leave u with some pic..

remember tod rink more H20 k.. c",)

awesomely blur + lazy..!!

2009-07-24T13:40:00.002+08:00

its been 2 weeks i've been at my company's 4th and final training course.. topic = rubber..

its something i've not really studies about as my estate does not have rubber.. so the whole 2 weeks i was like dumb.. lol... could hardly catch up with the terminology and names they were using to call things.. but i think i'm much much better now..

but somehow my test is in about 35 min and i dont really know what i should be studying.. honestly i've been sooooo lazy since few days ago to even open up my file to have a look at my notes.. so basically i've got hardly anything in my head.. lol.. but the weird thing is that i can answer my frens when they ask me about this n that.. hahaha...

i've got my notes and computer in front of me now... guess what.. i choose the computer.. hahaha... enough words for this few days... after exam, its freedom!!! probably until my results comes out 3 moths later.. lol.... but as for now.. i'll just enjoy the moment.. i think i should go to sleep.. at least to let my blank brain rest..

i cant wait for monday to ride my bike again... urh!!.. i should give it a name.. any suggestion??.. hahaha

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Being EMO

2009-07-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

lately been pretty much lazy to blog and stuff but since i have basically nothing better to do now so yeah.. i'll do it..

i'm currently in ipoh.. having a 2 weeks training course which i will spend 4 days out of the 12 days course in bahau (my estate region).. we'll be taking that 5-6 hrs journey on monday n back here on thursday.. major waste of time.. but i guess since the company is paying for all the expenses so i'll rather not comment too much..

been a pretty difficult course for me as its about rubber and i know 0% about rubber since i'm from an oil palm estate. so yeah.. been doing some reading up myself or i'll look like a "DUNGU" in class and in the field.. cant let that happen..!!! lol...

so been very free after 4pm so basically been roaming around ipoh.. from the supermarkets to the streets, from the coffee shops to the pubs.. but yeah.. is boring.. even tried playing football in the clubhouse field and now half of us have body aches.. lol...

so yeah.. back to the title..

emo.. i believe that its usually something that we dont call upon yet it comes so naturally.. but this few days.. or maybe more like TODAY, i feel like i want to be emo.. but somehow just cant.. its been a long and boring day and i just feel that i should be emo.. but somehow i'm not..

OOI!!.. dont laugh u bugger!! i know its funny..

its just a feeling.. but then i dont know.. my love life's ummm... like that lor... still single... my bike's at the workshop waiting for me to get back and bring it for rides.. my bank's basically empty, i've got enough food and drink.. what's there to be emo about.?.. NOTHING..

i'm just being ridiculous.. so pls ignore me..

i cant wait to get back to bahau n go for rides on my bike... urh!!!... y must i be stuck here when half my heart is in bahau.. lol....

i really do not know what else to blog about now.. haihz...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the end of the bike hunt..

2009-07-03T17:20:00.003+08:00

about a month ago i started off a bike hunt.. a real serious one.. somehow many doors were open but was not the suitable one.. but then this is one of the funny indecent that gave me, sara n siva a really big laugh..

take a real close look at this bike.. its a kawasaki zxr250. location: termeloh.

looks nice right.. so here's the story..

about a week and half ago, sara (motor foreman) saw this ad on mudah.com.my.. this motor was on sale.. how much?? a shocking 8.5k ONLY.. usually this bike is worth up to 15k in johor and peneng. but yeah... EIGHT point FIVE thousand ONLY!!! super cheap...

so quickly i called up the owner to make a viewing appointment that afternoon itself.. so we set off to termeloh at about 4.30pm raching there at about 7.10pm.. so upon reaching, i called the owner.. and to my disappointment, he said it was just sold to someone else.. DAMN.. it was really disappointing.. so we stopped beside the road then out of a sudden, the bike went past us.. so we quickly got back into the car n chased after it..

weeving through the traffic chasing a bike capable to hit a top speed of 240km/hr... but actually he was only riding at like 70km/hr.. lol... so finally we caught up then waved him to stop.. in our minds were saying that since we've came this far at least we take a look at the bike.. but the guy did not stop.. sara heard the sound of the bike's engine and he mentioned that it had some engine problems but was not 100% sure.. but too bad the bike paced up n left us behind..

so what a major diappointment.. traveled allthe way for 2 hrs n did not even see or test the bike.. urh!!!!!!!

yesterday, i was suppose to take my bike from johor with sara n siva.. but then got posponed coz they had to go pick up a bike.. and guess what... the bike was this zxr250..

the new owner wanted to sell it for 10.5k this time.. wow... making 2k.. but the finniest part was that the bike's condition was really bad.. the crank shaft was ady half gone.. it would cost about 3-4k to replace it...

i would say.. thank God i did not take it.. was so tempting that time to just grab whatever bike available.. but yeah... so we had a good laugh today about that guy being so fast in taking away the chance for us to spend more money.. lol....

anyway, tomorrow will be going down to jb to pick my bike up.. the kawasai ninja 250r.. honestly speaking its a really good deal.. if placed on a market price average it'll be at least 17-18k..

but i got it real cheap.. :P

here's the bike

sweet??? yeah.. i cant wait to ride it.. ady got all my safety gears except the boots.. damn its expensive.. but sive keeps bugging me to get them of i'll regret like HIM.. he had an accident on his zx14 (1400cc bike) 3 weeks ago.. n his leg got hit quite badly n he's still limping today.. so he bugs me to buy all the gears so i wont be like him.. hahaha...

anyway its almost durian time.. bought like 100kg of durian to treat my workers.. its almost the peak season so its rather cheap. but still 100kg is not cheap.. :P ciao...

i would say.. bike hunt 09' officially ends tomorrow at 1pm.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

which one??!!

2009-06-29T12:15:00.002+08:00

basically now i'm in a delima.. which to buy.. its like 2 similar things but with different pro n con..

here's the thing..

ITEM 1: kawasaki ninja 250r

pro:
1. only 8 months old
2. nice paint job
3. good condition and still within guarantee period
4. new model so easy to find spare parts = cheaper spare parts
5. new bike no engine problems. crank shaft, valve, etc
6. slightly lower maintenance

con:
1. less power (top speed n acceleration) compared to zxr250
2. 2 cylinder (higher petrol petrol consumption n less power)
3. sharp n not so nice exhaust sound (sound like zzr or rxz)

ITEM 2: kawasaki ZXR250

pro:
1. bike condition - tip top
2. higher performance compared to ninja 250r
3. exhaust sounds awesome
4. high top speed n pick up

con:
1. manufactured year: 1997 (12 yrs old!!!)
2. slightly more difficult to find parts
3. might have faulty parts coz OLD ady..
4. not safe for long distance ride
5. need to do new paint job (RM300-700)

so yeah... lets assume the price is the same.. which would u pick???!!! i'm thinking of pciking the ninja 250r..

1. i dont want to crash n die in an accident. :P
2. its a really good offer coz i'm getting it way lower than market price
3. when i sell it off again in say 2-3 yrs i can get more than what i bought it for
4. its new.. so expect to see less problems and able to run for long distance
5. looks better compared to the zxr250

haihz.. but then the 250r less power leh.. not syok... that day i tested a suzuki gsx 600.. wahlau.. super syok.. its like with the slight turn of the trotle u're ady at 160km/hr... the zxr250 also ok ok only.. its pretty good for it's class ady.. this week i'll go test out the 250r.. c what is it like.. :)

update u guys again soon..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

FATHER'S DAY POST

2009-06-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

basically there's nothing to do with father's day.. was just another lame title i decided to put..

its been ages since i've blogged.. basically not much updates but i'm all over being emo over relationships but now i'm pretty much emo about other things...

SPORTS BIKES!!!

basically i've been craving to own a sportsbike since i was in uni.. but daddy said "NO!! when u earn ur own money then only u buy" thats y its a white Myvi.. urh...

i've been looking from bahau to seremban. kl to even ipoh and worse part went to peneng.. but no i did not go so far to look at bikes.. but WANTED TO..

since that craze went on i was about to take a bike when the seller decided to sell it off to a higher bidder.. so.. NO MORE BIKE.. :( but then i decided to buy a helmet first.. since i'll have to spend the money anyway.. so yeah.. this is the helmet i got..

SOL hornet race full face helmet

its just part of the protective gear i need to buy.. there are still stuff like riding jacket, gloves, pants and shoes which put together would not be cheap... how i wish i'll be getting my bonus tomorrow.. :)

time to head back to bahau... jon's picking me.. no need to drive.. no need to waste money on petrol.. weee... :)

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

its in!!!

2009-05-29T17:42:00.002+08:00

since i shifted to my new division, i did up a really big pond, got the pump and filters.. spend a real deal of money on it.. but somehow, for the past 3-4 months NO MONEY TO BUY FISH!!!!

at last.. i bought 18 carps aka japanese koi to dump it inside.. 18 fishes.. but honestly the pond still looks really empty.. its so big that probably i'll need like 100 fishes to make it look like there are fishes in it.. lol.. but no worries.. i'll be working on it...

URH!!! have to spend more money..!! that pond ady took like more than 1k.. :(

anyway, had some work problems.. not really work problems but more like some ppl has some personal problems n grudges what he could not differentiate if it was work or whatever not.. so he had to make such a big issue about it...

this wonderful person brought the state union representative to have a discussion to settle the so called "problem" with the so called employers (manager + assistant managers). ended up more like a big quarrel and letters (surat) was flying everywhere as to pin each other down.. but at the end of the day, no solid decision was made but one this we all know... the guy who caused all the trouble is being framed as a problematic person and full of nonsense.. i'm not sure if he knows it.. but even his own union committee members realizes so..

to me, its not the happiest ending i would want but i'm satisfied.. but regardless of the matter, i'll be expecting more from him shortly.. so my new propagate mission is to break up his trust men and pull the to my side of the line..:) which should not be difficult.. afterall, their salary comes from my hand.. :)

i'm evil.. thou shall not mess with me.. :P

remember to drink more H2o k.. c",)

THE weekends

2009-05-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

been a really crazy weekend for me.. not because of work or programs but because of emotional tension within me.

things between Be and me begin to be pretty complicated after she left for japan for about a month. i dont know.. but i guess long distance relationship just could not work out for us. so somehow she decided that we should go out own ways..

although i ady did expect that coming somehow or other i still felt my heart breaking into pieces after she said it. there was this sense of hopelessness and somewhat really heavy thing in my heart.. i cried... :(

but then i've been doing alot of thinking.. what was the reason of me being so sad to the extend of crying?.. was it because i had deep feelings for her or was it just the side effect of living in the estate? it really made me think.. how did this stoned heart joshua wong became so soft??.. i'm cold blooded if some of you might not know..

my evaluation is that its both together.. somehow i've got down to being serious about relationships and what caren always reminded me to do.. "cherish ur gf yea".. even now i can still picture her face in my tiny brains.. honestly, its not nice to have it in my head now coz it only reminds me of her and its pretty sad of what i thought would be a happy ending.

the estate also did play a factor. as i live alone i dont have much ppl to be attatched to so more than often its the closest ppl i'll be communicating with. since we've been together she's been the one who i communicate with the most although she's so far away.. i guess this caused a sudden change in communication level so i guess it'll be much lonlier without someone who's always there for u to talk to..

but anyhow, it best that we went our own ways.. coz of many many reasons..

thanks to my frens who went crazy after MU won the throphy n really did keep me from being emo and all.. also some of my old uni mates.. :) yeah... love u guys:) and my mom although she's pretty long winded but thanks.. tkae care and dont get H1N1 ok mom.. :P

its a tough time but dont worry ppl.. i'll be fine... just keep in mind that "I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE AGAIN!!" Weeeeeee.....

time to go!!!

remember to drink more H20 k..

office freak!!

2009-05-13T11:25:00.002+08:00

lately i've been spending alot of time in the office.. not because i have alot of work but simply because i've found a spot that allows me to have good internet connection.. lol..

at times i'll go to the office like 9 or 10pm just to get online to do my mails n stuff.. but at least i dont pay my broadband bills to have sucky connection from now on..:)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

hurray!!!

2009-05-10T18:18:00.001+08:00

i lost 5kg in 2 weeks.. i guess diet's working kind of abit but then its like of a torture..!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

2009-05-08T11:19:00.002+08:00

have you ever had that feeling that life's just a pass time? some times its like you dont have a purpose and goal in life.. just lost your sense of directions..

if you do, i feel you...

YOU NEED GOD!!! lol...

anyway, been hell of a week and its finally friday.. will be doing back home tomorrow coz its mother's day:) love you mum..

basically tomorrow i'll go storm crabtree & evelyn mid valley branch to get stuff for my mum and aunty. its good coz i have a 30% discount as crabtree & evelyn is a subsidary compay of KLK.. i'm still wondering what should i get for my mum.. but i need to check out the store then decide..

day before yesterday, i decied to do something that i usually dont and not need to.. i escorted the lorry to the mill which was about 27-30km away on my bike!!!! the hot sun, the dust and everything that comes in riding a honda EX5... but one thing i realize is that this silly motorcycle could actually reach the top speed of 110km/hr... lol... wow... but then it was on a main road.. if i would hit the bike at 110km/hr in the field, i would hit a stone and fly about 30 meters away.. and probably die.. :P but then it was a hell of an experience.. maybe i'll try it another time or probably try riding back to rawang.. lol.. but the thing about EX5 is that u'll need to make stops and cant go on full rav the whole trip coz there's no radiator..

in the evening, went out with cheah for dinner.. he wanted to eat w0estern food.. so yeah.. we did.. but since i'm on the meat diet, i had to give all my so wonderful smelling chips and dilicious looking salad to cheah.. my lemon sauce chicken chop was horrible but i fried sotong which i would rate as excellent.. i'll be having fried sotong next time.. and it was only rm6.50:) yummy..

thursday night, i had a farewell dinner for my hervesters who will be going back to indon and also a treat for my other harvesters.. it did not cost much.. abi'mout 200 but i'm broke and i'm going to claim it from the company.. lol... all in all had a good chat with some harvesters..

basically my goal of work is to make my workers happy so they will be more willing to work hard for me.. especially the harvesters.. coz they r the main sourse of income for the estate..

i think its enough of words for one day... have a good day ppl..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

when it comes, it comes BIG time

2009-05-05T18:42:00.002+08:00

there's a saying about things that happens to comes according to season and the aura you possess..

basically it means that it comes in waves of good incidents and bad incidents.. the questions is how do we know if its a good time or bad time?

the answer, WE DONT KNOW!!!

somehow lately its been a bad time on a streak.. its like i've been awarded the worse luck prize for a week or something.. its been pretty bad.. from relationship to work to even to sports.. its really sucky when its like the whole world is crashing on you..

even now, how i frame my work process in work is being affected.. my job plans for my workers seems pretty much not very effective and somehow i've been missing out many things here and there.. its probably coz i cant really focus or something.. besides that i'm getting scolded because of other ppl fault and for me continuing what the previous person said was right..

the list of things i did wrong and got screwed for:

1. i decided to send one of my worker to hospital coz my senior assistant did not do it when he was suppose to. but it was the wrong choice coz today was pay day and i had to be back at the estate before noon to take the money from the security van. got messed up but was able to clear things.

2. my work in the morning was horrible.. basically it was because of many indonesian going back and also some changs my manager wanted.. so basically i screwed up and had some ppl without jobs and i was blur for awhile but finally able to clear things out.. sigh..

3. when i was awy at ipoh for training, my senior assistant was managing my estate.. so basically know what was happening. but then i was good enough to help him do up his contract work order and also do his home do his home division one too.. but guess what.. i just followed the data he gave me which i too tot was silly but i still did it without questioning him.. but the end results... i got the blame and my manager screwed me.. COZ OF HIM!!!! DAMN!!!

4. my staff did up the CRD (CheckRoll Distribution) when i was going to the hospital that did not let me check it befire sending it to my manager.. i instructed him to take note of few items which was sensitive but he forgot to.. n again manager called me and gave me one BIG screwing.. the worst part is that the thing i got scolded for was actually an instruction made by my senior assistant and a practice by him which somehow hide from my manager.. but then i doubt that he was hiding it but probably somehow got the manager's eyes off it.. but BECAUSE OF HIM I GOT SCREWED BIG TIME..!!! F*** HIM!!! so much so for senior position causing problems for us!!! haihz... too bad i cant totally cut off all my afiliations with him.. coz he's still y senior assistant.. damn him!!!

ok... i'm done with my anger management.. so now for the good stuff...

i got my confirmation letter after i got back from my course.. so basically i'm the few who got it and i'm glad to say.. hurry!!!! but the thing with this KLK (Kedekut Lagi Kedekut) is that they will only give u increment after 1 year of service.. not on confirmation.. i did bring up the issue to my general manager and regional director but i guess its the company policy so i'll just have to live with it until i finish with my bond then decide if this company is worth staying on.. but the regional director promised that they will consider a higher increment for those who confirmed earlier.. so yeah.. i'll be looking forward to it.. coz increment suppose to come in about 1 month plus.. :) but then again.. fingers cross coz its part of politics to keep ppl happy until the forgt about the issue.. lol...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

back..

2009-04-18T18:20:00.003+08:00

its been sometime since i really sat down and blogged.. been pretty busy with life and all.. plus i had internet connection problem and my laptop hard disk died.. so yeah.. i was left with a non functional laptop for sometime.. but anyhow, its ady been fixed and working perfectly well...

i'm currently at attending training school at ipoh until the 26th of april.. but then it'll get crazy again once i get back to the estate.. but all in all, life is good... :)

let me introduce a new person in my life..:)

my babe, Yeng Be.. :)

its really weird how we actually met but yeah.. somehow thing got ironed out and we're in love..:)

my first pic with her rosemund's place.. until today this top she's wearing is still my fav top for her.. i dont know y myself but i guess its just N.I.C.E :)

initially she was pretty nice to be.. so i gave her a piggie back ride on the beach..

but then she turned evil and tortured me like crazy... lol... but i guess i enjoyed it.. (not that i'm SM or anything)

her sis (Ze), mum (auntie Pam), Be and Me :)

oh.. i got to tell u about her mom... she's really awesome.. although her mom is a homemaker but she actually decorated the whole house and its really superb.. she sewed the curtains n even actually made her own wall paper.. she's super happening and basically treats her children like her bro n sis.. but then she's also kind strict when she needs to and her spaghetti is wow... something u should not miss...

there's Be cam whoring.. something she dont really do.. she claims this is her first time.. but yeah.. its nice alright.. love ya Be..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

gLKSDGKlg

2009-02-21T19:32:00.002+08:00

somehow i feel like blogging but yet somehow everytime i open this page up, my mind cant seem to find the words and my fingers cant find the keys...

but no matter what. been a pretty light n easy week.. got new bed, new dressing table, astro, curtains will be fixed up next sat, pond's all sealed and ready to take in the filter and fish, finally got down to starting to take my B full license (>500cc motorcycle license).

today, something out of the ordinary happened..
1. 5 bags of fertilizer went missing.. worth about 300 bucks
2. the indian temple was broken into and gold chain worth about 500 was stolen

so i was pretty worried and trying to figure out what the hell happened.. was it done on purpose or was just mere thief..

after searching and questioning, found out that the silly workers loaded an extra 5 bags of fertilizer that day.. no case close.. :)

then just before i left for kl, my mandore n the security guard was quarreling... over some personal issues which been boiling for a really long time.. events even before i came.. so yeah.. got it settled then zoomed back with cheah to church the now home to enjoy a nice family steamboat... :) weeee....

makan time.. later MU vs Blackburn :)

GO MU!!!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

new curtains..!!!

2009-02-09T22:46:00.003+08:00

finally i got down to getting myself a set of curtain to make my house look more like a HOUSE.. took off early to head to segamat to but the cloth materials..

its a big house with big windows... 50 meters of material was needed... was looking around.. those that caught my eyes cost like 25 per meter, 29.90 per meter, 18 per meter and so on.. so from choosing one colour, i mixed some expensive and cheaper materials to come out with this:

cream white in colour with little silver leaves.
Location: sitting room, dinning table

cream white with silver waves
location: entrance to kitchen

golden brown with little curly patterns
location: 2 of the guest rooms + toilet

super colourful stripes
location: 2 master room (my room) + toilet

golden and brown mix with flowery pattern
location: upper panel of the kitchen windows

got some other accessories and things which cost a sum of RM520.00... was less than i expected.. it was the last day of a special sale and we got extra discounts for buying alot.. i guess i got there on the right day :)

to complete the whole curtain, adding some other things and workmen, its gonna be about rm670.00... haihz..... $$$ fly away... :(

but at least i'm starting to build what i call my HOME :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

loads of question marks after a typical chinese dinner..

2009-01-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

its been some time since i went to a typical chinese dinner.. but this time round.. it has left me feeling pretty weird and curious about the perception of these village ppl..

so since i was invited by the ketua kampung.. so i went.. wondered awhile of what to wear.. but coincidentally all my formal cloths were at rawang.. so i went in a black t-shirt and jeans.. lol....

when i got there, i felt so under-dressed and although many were not in super good quality cloths but at least they had collars.. there were loads of ppl.. CHINESE ppl.. mostly cina ah peks and aunties.. so i met up with Dato' Leong (the ketua kampung) and got introduced to some other ketua kampung and some MCA ppl..

when i was about to sit at a random table, Dato' Leong dragged me to his table.. the VIP table.. i was like "shocked".. under-dressed, kid like and sitting with ppl who's probably 3-4 times my age.. lol.. ppl from the back was taking peeps to see who's this "fellow" who's sitting with all the VIP..

the program was super lengthy and without much entertainment.. basically the agenda was just allowing ppl from my table to go on stage and give speeches. of course.. EXPECT ME..

then for the opening ceremony, i've never seen so many ppl doing an opening ceremony in my whole entire life.. i think it was about 20-25 ppl up on stage to do a 2 sec opening ceremony.. lol... this sums up to a little observation i've been doing with rural area places ppl..

1. they like to be involve in activities which allows them to hold positions
2. they often give excessive attention and recognition to ppl with position although not relevant
3. they tend to grab as many position as possible
4. they take A LOT of pride in their positions
5. the higher their position, the louder they talk and criticize ppl
6. politicians more than often give empty promises (even if they've lost the election)

after that, there was a karaoke session where a mixture of good singers and self proclaimed good singers (horrible) came on stage to perform their songs.. before they had enough, the emcee cut them off for a lucky draw.. 400+ ppl and about 60-70 prizes. to my surprise, once the last draw's number was called, almost everyone stood up and started walking out.. NO good night or thank you speech... my goodness...

so, i also ciao la.. said good bye, thank you, shook some hands then balik rumah to sleep..!!!

tomorrow's last day of work.. gonna leave early back home if possible to do some cny cloths shopping + cut my messy hair.. the best part... HOLIDAY FOR COUPLE OF DAYS..!!! :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the post without pictures..... again.....

2009-01-22T17:24:00.002+08:00

for the past few yrs, i feel that CNY and many major celebrations has lost it's colors, excitement and meaning.. probably work, studies and all the other stuff have been cramping my up that i did not have time to take notice..

but this year, i've been having many pre CNY goodies.. :)

1. free hardware -> i went over to one of my estate's supplier to get some hardware to do up my pond as i just moved to this new place.. its an awesomely big but really shallow.. so i got ppl to dig and redo the whole thing.. so i got some tools, netting n some other stuff.. so happen, the boss was in a good mood n i wanted to pay.. but he told me not to.. was on him.. weee...

2. free dinner X 2 -> monday, supplier belanja dinner at a chinese halal hotel.. 10 course meal with only 7 ppl per table.. my goodness.. it was like super full... after that, went bowling.. man i'm so lousy at it.. my score was i think only 90+.. another dinner tonight.. got invited by the ketua kampung.. its like a chinese kampung having their CNY celebration dinner.. good time to get to know the kampung ppl in case i get into some trouble.. muahaha.. plus go check out if there's any chicks around.. :P

3. cheaper stuff -> thanks to my dog (messy) i needed to send my shoe to repair + buy a new shoe in dec.. i've been going back to the shop to take that shoe i think about 3 times.. and on the 4th time.. i got it.. only cost me 25 bcuks when it was suppose to be 35.. :) then i went to buy some other stuff for my house.. cabinet, toaster bla bla bla.. got to know this shop owner (aunty) and she gave me some really decent price.. :) weeee.....

4. free car service -> need i explain more?? CNY gift.. muahahahaha...

5. loads of oranges -> basically in my new estate, its me and one staff.. yesterday a new staff came.. but our suppliers gave us like 12 + 1 +1 (my pongkam) of oranges.. what to do.. go distribute to workers la.. they so happy.. lol....

6. ANG PAU!!!! -> not yet.. soon to come.. :) weeee.... the only ppl who rugi is my parents.. muahahahaha... thanks mom, thanks dad:)

this year bigger ang pau can??

i'll take some pic of my new house soon.. n post it.. hopefully.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

after 7 months..

2009-01-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

due to complains from multiple ppl that i've not been blogging so i'm start again.. hiahz.. dunno where to start.. so many things happened this 2 months..

but guess what.. today marks the date where i hit 7 months of working in the plantation sector.. a sector that noone would even imagine me going in to.. but i guess it was wrong.. its only 2 months more to either early confirmation (good performance) or regular confirmation (1year).. i need to start bugging my manager to confirm me ady.. lol...

anyhow, my new house's smaller than my previous one, smaller garden, smaller room, smaller kitchen but a really big pond.. hahaha... *lazy to upload pic coz connection super slow n unstable*

besides that i'm learning up the new estate.. tomorrow there will be a new staff coming.. indian guy previous from united plantation (suppose to be a very god plantation). i also not sure y he's coming to klk.. its like degrading his planter's status.. lol.. but nvm.. i'll hear from him tomorrow...

back to watching tv..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

shifting

2009-01-09T13:26:00.002+08:00

its been almost 5 months plus since i shifted into this house.. but now.. time to move out and move on... moving to rompin was something i was honestly looking forward to.. but then now as i move out, i dont feel like moving.. its like shifting to a place where u belong to a place where u dont know nothing.. hiahz... as i type now they r shifting all my stuff including my POLLOWS onto the lorry.. going off to rompin.. :( haihz...

need to go.. pack up the rest of my stuff.. (only computer left n some food in the fridge..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

training treats

2008-12-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

as for now, training is on... so what comes with the torture of sitting and listening for a whole boring day?? whats the benefit of being here and sitting for exams that might determine my future??

1. company - its seriously one of the nicest thing to have ppl who u can chat and go out with.. coz in the estate, there's only 2 types on ppl... employers and employees.. and its a big NO NO if the employers are too close with the employees..

2. places to go - guess what.. there's like shopping malls, food stalls, pasar malams, clubs/pubs all around.. its like heaven compared to the super kampung i have there in bahau.. my goodness.. its like wah... so many plac to go and stuff to do.. no more boring nights where its u, tv and computer with super slow connection..

3. chicks - its ipoh.. and its naturally filled with chicks.. guess what.. today, i had a lecture from the internal audit department.. one of the lecturer was like super chun.. (i'll try to get a pic and post it).. but the catch is.... SHE'S ADY MARRIED!!! damn... lol.... but then no worries.. loads of other flowers out there...

4. peneng trip - on the 13th, we had a half day class.. so ten me out of my madness propagated that we should go to peneng.. 9 of us then left for peneng after no discussion at 2pm.. since it was also a weekend, there were loads of cars.. but the worst thing was that we wanted to take the ferry.. but there was a jam at the harbor.. but still i wanted to take it..

sadly, some dude in the other car did not want to coz it seemed like we had to wait for a long time.. so he asked us to take the bridge which was way worse than jam.. for the time motion study, we were ady almost at the toll at the harbor at 4pm.. then we turned out and went to the bridge which was more than madness.. we arrived at peneng island at 6.45 or something.. but acually we could have reached peneng before 5.30 by ferry.. haihz... the worst idea we could have...

but then still, we had good food, a great time at feringgi pasar malam and went around.. we also wanted to go clubbing but was too sweaty after pasar malam so decided to head back and SLEEP!!! :)

me n tan bought a whole bunch load od DVDs to watch. weee...!!! :)

today, i had the internal audit exam.. it was madness... did not know how to do.. coz too much information cramp into one super long day session.. HELLO!!! tired one u know!!! how so sit for exam somemore at 4pm??!!!! but then!! dun care,, wont fail one la!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

whats on my DID list..

2008-12-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

sunday, 7th dec

woke up early to go to church in seremban.. after church, tried something new.. took ktm all the way to midvalley for shopping since the church's christmas musical mock up rehearsal only started at 7pm.. so i had 7 hrs of free time to loiter around..

was really long time since i took a ktm.. so yeah.. it was fun to see ppl doing stuff in the train, moving in and out.. bla bla bla... coz when i drive, i see nothing but other cars and the road..

so musical was pretty good.. but then i would say alot of professionalism but lack of emotional stuff to make ppl emo or sad.. coz ppl dont feel sad or what so ever... but if they could add emo effect in it.. i think it would have been much much more touching..

the actors and actress were very good and their voice.. my goodness awesome especially one of their narrators.. wah... her voice was like so powerful and awesome.. their choir... magnificent.. in harmony and power... was like so angelic..

by the time i got back home it was almost 12 midnight..

monday, 8th dec

woke up for work to only find a down pour of rain.. went to the muster ground at about 6.45am and waited for the rain to stop but it went the opposite and got really heavy.. so i want back hme to complete my hand over note before i leave for training and my assignment. got it done and had to go under the rain to print and settle somethings before leaving.

got it done by about 12 and took my shower before heading back to kl.. i wanted to stop to collect my leather shoes which i went to patch on a sole. but i forgot it was hari raya haji and the shop was malay.. so.. guess what.. CLOSED... haihz..

so went back.. was suppose to go cari rosemund in MV but then could not get her.. so i decided to go to sunway to get my hair cut.. then made my appointment with dorothy.

so went to 1U to meet up with dorothy.. bump into thin choy (some super old fren), sue, michelle (just got back from aus) and allysa. went to sushi grove coz sushi zenmai was so pack with ppl.. i cant post the pic of our food coz i dont have my cable with me.. although the price was bit above normal.. but the food was really good.. the sushi was like so good that u wont even have to dip it into sauce...

after that, i went to search for a replacement pair of leather shoe since i had to use it during training. found one shop with 70% discount.. cinni or something like that.. my shoes was like rm 310 - 70% = 93 bucks only.. lol.. i wanted to buy a nice slipper but then.. too bad.. out of my size.. sad...

got back, watched some tv and online... i miss big tv very badly.. lol... and astro... haihz...

tuesday, 9th dec

got up early.. took my shower then went downstairs to be glued to the tv with this movie called nancy drew.. a teen detective solving some cases..

it finished at about 8.30 so i rushed off to pyramid to skate.. rosemund suppose to come.. but mana tau 12 only come.. dui.. anyway, skated until about 2 then rushed to ipoh where i am now...

went to jj just now just to walk around since v had nothing to do. class starts tomorrow morning at 8!!! urh!!!! had a nice bowl of ABC.. so now its time to sleep....

in my mind... go sushi grove... lol...

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remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

he should dye his hair blonde..

2008-11-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

all my life of watching football, i'be not seen such silly behavior as what christiano ronaldo did on the 68th min of the man city VS man united.

after getting a first yellow card for a lame tackle on shaun wright philips, ronaldo converted a beautiful header into a red card by using his hands to push the ball away for we're not too sure whats the reason.. probably he wanted to rewrite the mardona golden fist history.. but i guess seems like it failed...

2 min into extra time, joe hart (man city's goal keeper) did a superb save after a silly mistake. he went up to receive a corner kick not expecting that man united would gain control of the ball and quickly counter attacked. he ran from man united's goal mouth to merely tip off ryan giggs's long shot to deny man united to a 2-0 lead.

the game ended with a 1-0 win to man united thanks to rooney netting a fletcher shot that deflected off man city's goalkeeper.

time to sleep.. tomorrow leaving for estate at 3.30am to attend work at 6am... haihz...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

not been blogging..

2008-11-21T12:39:00.004+08:00

lately not been in the mood to blog although it been a daily affair that i come to this page where i write a post the blog.. actually i've been trying to post up a video i took of messy and mojo playing or more like fighting with each other.. really cute.. but cant seem to finish uploading.. sad.. anyhow,

last week, mom went to australia to visit her frens and at the same time taking a time off from US.. :P no la.. she's always had annually holidays.. so this time round.. aus is the place where she spend her birthday.. *saved me a present* muahahaha...

dad on the other hand was really busy.. non stop engagements.. fetched him from the airport on saturday coming back from singapore.. then had a meeting at 5.30pm.. next morning went to speak at some church in kl then rest for half a day before going to china again on monday.. amazing huh?? how does he cope up...

hosea, play computer 24/7 coz pmr is over.. but i cant wit to see his face when the results comes out.. lol...

ezra, eh... dunno where n what's he doing.. but he's working alright.. if anyone sees him tell him i need more 100plus.. lol....

as for me, monday was the first time i actually stepped into the KFC of bahau!! usually its like jammed packed with ppl coz thats the only kfc there and there's no other fast food restaurant until pizza hut appeared about a month ago..

so this is the little kfc.. very little ppl today.. but basically i was conned to go there by my CC and hassan.. i was forced to treat them.. :( 50 buck bye bye.. haihz... i'm so poor...

on thursday, manager brought me, chiew n badrul to round the field.. pointed out some really bad areas which belonged to chiew.. as for me.. just keep quiet, stay away from trouble, listen and do my work.. my field, 1) pruning - almost done.. actually its quite good ady considering i've only worked on it for n half months.. 2) woodies - not much left but needs some touching up here and there. 3) circle - boom sprayer's ady started.. so it'll be clean in a month or 2.. 4) harvesting path - have to wait for the rotorslasher (a grass cutting machine attached to a gigantic tractor) probably soon..

see.. i've got it all planned.. but some of chiew's areas were like that for dunno how many months ady.. not bothered.. haihz... after that, i was at office before manager asked me to follow him another round.. so he complained la.. but i just listen and showed "empathy - reflecting back his feelings". then we went to bahau for tea at a place manager says has the best tosai and kari kambing in bahau.. the tosai was ok ok la.. not the best i've eaten but the kari kambing was good.. really good in fact.. went back, then another round the field.. wah... up,down, up, down, bump here, bump there.. pening..

in the afternoon, i sent my car for servicing at automas.. at perodua usually cost nothing less than RM 150.00.. but today at automas, only RM 66.00.. wah... change engine oil, filter, tighten suspension, replace a fuse or two... ONLY 66!!!

today, i've been spending my morning chasing COWs again..!!! YES!! COWS... stupid and useless cows..!! so i've decided to catch them or kill them!! the question,

1. how to catch??
answer: use a rope, lure them near then catch them.. use the tractor to drag these beast back to where we'll keep them and then ask for compound to release.. if not, we'll have beef curry soon.. :)

2. how to kill?
answer: i got to know a very dangerous substance called furadan.. its usually used to kill and keep insects away from vege, and what so ever.. with the smallest amount, u can kill anything ranging from a beetle to a dog, a human to an elephant.. its one of the ideal suicidal tool.. painless and quick.. cows like salty stuff.. so mixture of salt and furadan = deadly weapon of mine... i'm so gonna be the furadan samurai squad.. kill those bloody cows!!!!!

today i was put to a challenge by one of my bunch counter.. he says that if i can catch a cow, he'll spend me for ONE night.. means whatever i do for that night its on him.. muahahaha... challenge valid for 1 month..

i was so near catching a cow just now.. but bala screwed it.. damn chicken la these indians.. haihz.. i'll have to work my way into catching one soon!!..

weekend's coming really soon.. weeee... :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

day at seremban..

2008-11-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

last night, out of syok-ness, i decided to go down to seremban to look for winnie (an old uni mate who i call "mommy" basically she's my wife during a role play counselling session with a daughter "baby" elaine). yeah.. so since i was going down and was not very happy with my present church in bahau.. so i also decided to pay ps. frankie (our church's previous youth pastor) a visit and attend their church..

church was at 9.30 so i left at about 8 to pump petrol, go to the bank and get some breakfast.. reached there just on time.. took me i think about 1 hour 5 min to reach.. the church, agape gospel assembly has a pretty big main century, good sound system, loads of sophisticated lightnings.. but more importantly, good worship.. :)

during the worship, one lady received word from God saying "you are mine, you are mine. be like the child of God, walk like a child of God, sing like a child of God. you are mine. you are mine".. someway of another, these words spoke to me.. *shall not go into detail*

then the senior pastor of the church, rev. benjamin yeoh shared on the topic, "driven, yes; directed, better".. was short, simple and sweet..

after service, just hanged around talking to ppl while waiting for frankie and family for lunch.. got to know some really nice + funny + crazy ppl around.. lol... had ngou lam min (beef noodle) which suppose to be famous which also added to my stomach discomfort i started having the day before..

although uncomfortable life still goes on.. so since winnie was not feeling well. so i went out with philip to jj for a movie, arcade games and some window shopping.. watched james bond which left philip clueless of what happened in the movie.. lol.. if u ask me.. this was a really lousy bond movie.. haihz... rather watch high school musical 3.. lol...

reached back home at about 9.30 after sending philip home..ding dong, ding dong and its no time to sleep..

this utopia ar.. changes so drastic until i also dunno how to loggin.. haihz... kns..

btw.. agape gospel assembly is having a christmas play on the 12,13,14 Dec. it will be an awesome night so pls do make time to head to seremban to check it out.. trust me.. the time, money and effort they put in will definitely leave you in awe..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

under fire of heavy machine gun!!!

2008-11-08T23:09:00.005+08:00

last few days been some pretty crazy days coz i was not feeling very well plus having a sick and crazy manager.. manager was sick i think since tuesday.. he got some food poisoning he claim to be from the lobster he ate the night before.. on top of that, he also had sore throat which was honestly speaking putting him in a position where he SHOULD NOT be yelling at ppl..

but still he called for a meeting on thursday.. meetings as always is the time we the assistants get questioned about out field progress and problems faced.. its also a time where our manager will switch his hand gun to a full automatic rifle with penetrating power.. at times also a rocket launcher..

but this time, none of that came out.. but manager came out with a heavy machine gun.. 7inch chained ammo.. 80rounds per minute.. massive fire power.. but the thing i was glad about i was only at the fridge.. hardly got even hit.. but chiew n bad got all the hammering.. u should have seen their faces.. man it was terrible..

then again on saturday, manager asked the assistant to come for a ride with him in the field.. this time was only me n bad coz chiew was late.. this time poor bad had to take all the firing.. i was just quiet at the back.. almost falling asleep.. lol..

one of the days i had nothing to eat for lunch so cooked the spaghetti i still had in the kitchen.. din add any other thing except the sauce, garlic, small onion, pepper and some oregano.. plain spaghetti.. not even deco..

although its just a simple dish.. but look at all the pots n pans i used.. i was really bad.. i actually left all the stuff in the sink for my maid to clean it the next day.. :P muahahaha.. evilness..

the sauce was from prego.. called tomato.. there's really quite many variety of flavors sold.. i've tried 3 kinds including the traditional sauce.. i've acutally bought and stocked few other kinds too.. ranging from traditional to mushroom sauce.. from tom yam to cheese and cream.. :) yummy..

basically its alright by itself but i feel its little too salty.. so probably when u cook it little water will be really good.. plus some things to add in a kick and some greens to give it some pleasant look..

here's a pic of one of this week's nicest sunset.. i was looking at it and i only remembered to take a pic just before it set.. when it's setting, u can actually see the sun moving slowly down behind the hills.. really nice.. it was like total orange..

tomorrow.. i'll be on my way to seremban to visit ps. frankie + my ex uni mate.. plus probably some shopping and a movie.. weee....

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

sick..:(

2008-11-05T23:42:00.004+08:00

its 11.45 now and i just finish my shower and feeding messy and mojo..

basically i was out for dinner, shopping and lepaking with cheah who's an assistant at batang jelai.. went buy some sundries and dog + monkey food before heading for dinner.. after dinner, we actually went for desert.. but it was more like supper..

the worst part is that although i was sick.. down with flu, fever and sour throat, still i ordered french fries and a cup of ice blended mocha with an ice cream topping.. was not fantastic but it was really bad for me.. hahaha...

last night i went to bed pretty early but was woken up by messy making so so so so super much noise at about 3.15am.. it was like a kid yelling in pain.. haihz.. so woke up and attended to him.. but still he made noise after that.. so decided to go back to bed n not bother.. my goodness.. sleep being interrupted half way through is really bad.. sick + tired = horrible..

i still have some work to be done.. but hell i dont care.. to tired to bother.. will do it tomorrow..

today i noticed a singer who's super chun.. she's more of a pop-sentimental-country type of singing.. not too bad.. but she's damn pretty..

taylor swift...

come on.. dont tell me she's not pretty.. lol...

check her out http://taylorswift.com/

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

201th post

2008-11-04T20:13:00.004+08:00

after 1 year and 4 months of blogging.. finally i hit 201 post!!!.... proves that i'm not a so frequent blogger.. simply because life if full of excitement, joy, pain and lots of other things.. u got to feel life to be able to share it..

basically for the past 1 year plus, this blog's been basically nothing much but my daily life's story with occasional other junk fitted into it.. its more or less almost like my dairy.. just that there's not much secrets in it.. haha...

anyway, thanks everyone for being part of my life and making my life's story.. without u, joshua would be joshie or some other thing.. lol...

alright.. back to my life.. hmmm.. anyone knows what's a GPS?

its basically a road navigation system directed by satellite.. its so u can find ur way around and so u wont get lost!!!...

so this is my dad's GPS.. currently in the hands of joshua wong.. i decided to follow the ulu langat road to save money.. coz tol's slightly more than 15 bucks per way.. total = 30+ bucks... which is good to save also.. so basically by following it, i wont get lost or anything..

but the weird part is that although i had and followed it, i apparently got lost, missed turnings and other stuff... how could this happen?? my dad would say u were not paying attention!!! but actually no... i found out few things about the GPS..

1. its 2 seconds late.. so if u drive pass the turning, it will take 2 sec for the GPS to show that u have overshot..

2. new roads were not taken into account... basically my task was to follow the pink road shown on the screen but the thing is that at times, extra roads were constructed and its not shown.. so.. making the wrong turning was not my fault.. :P

but still, its cool to have gadgets as such... haha... my dad's a tech fan.. sees some nice tech stuff.. then he'll consider.. then BUY IT... muahahaha... you should check out his laptop, pda, phones, cameras, and other stuff.. high end stuff... no joke.. but i guess its his way to enjoy life.. :)

as for my part.. i have phones.. lots of phones.. but guess what.. its all almost dead..

u see... 5 phones.. but only 3 functioning... basically its 2 functioning and 1 = half functioning and another half functioning.. lol...

simple terms its 2 + 0.5 + 0.5 = THREE..

few days ago i mentioned my phone's screen went off.. its still on now but its getting worse n worse by the days... the colour is getting more and more pale.. so the solution is go ask my daddy for help.. happen that he bought a new phone from hong kong.. touch screen, dual active sim card, 5mp camera, what else?? dunno la.. but its what he wants.. so his N73 was not used... as his son, we are entitled to inherit things.. so was taken.. actually lend to me for awhile(forever)... muahahaha... i know he knows i know he's reading my blog.. so probably he'll call me the next min n complain.. thats what my mom did anyway.. so nvm.. still my parents.. :P

but pls remember i'm not a 2nd phone seller or anything.. but if u want to buy my phone.. it can be arranged.. but bare in mind it might not be functional.. wakakaka..

just some random pic i took sometime ago while chasing cows in my field.. so super damn gila many cows!!! never ending..

today, mr. vj kumar (my training manager) called me about noon.. he wanted to check how i was doing and inform me about the next training module.. of all time, it was placed from 14th dec to 27th dec... the worst part is that christmas holiday for me would only be ONE DAY!!!! haihz.... which means i'll not be having much of a christmas this year... haihz... have to cancel some christmas plans ady then... but the good thing is that it's only a tentative date.. not confirmed.. pray hard it wont be...... which is also unlikely..

then he also mention to me about my previous performance in training school.. he was actually keeping an eye on me as he believed i had the capacity to excel and he was glad i did well in the exams.. :) what my manager expected of me was only being in the middle of the class of 20.. but my vj told me i'm in the top 5:) weeeee..... looks like i'm gonna be not the blue eye boy anymore.. but the golden boy.. provided i can keep my field up to par and expectations of the rd, gm and manager:)

that was in the afternoon.. but its almost 10 and i'm so tired.. i feel like i'm gonna fall sick anytime soon coz of the rapid weather change.. got flu, sour throat, i think heatiness, what else?? probably fever... its a whole big fat package and looks like i'll need to remember to drink more H20 and sleep early...

bed time for me... nitez..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

$$$$

2008-11-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

for the past few days, been waiting for my SALARY to come in.. it was practically delayed because there was an increment.. so of course everyone's excited.. who does not want to get an increment..!!

finally today it's in..!!! at least i dont have to starve to death or something... now i have money to pay my phone bills, internet bills, car loan and live a normal life... lol... but sad to say.. all these excitement was of no point coz somehow, the company decided not to give all unconfirmed assistants increment.. haihz... have to wait another 4 n half more months to get confirmed.. then only get i think couple hundred confirmation increment.. just pray hard they dont decide to take our bonus away also... i'll jump n scream!!! lol.....

feel like going to ipoh n scream:
"Y NO INCREMENT??!!!! I'M NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH MEH??!!!" hahaha..

its saturday today and i'm glad to be home.. but sad thing is i'll have to go back to my estate tomorrow evening gaian.. haihz.... when will i have a long holiday where i can just stay home.. enjot FREE air con and big TVs with astro... mostly, fast internet connection and the company of my family members... christmas is around the corner.. hope that'll be the time.. but then its always been a busy christmas and probably will be again...

time to sleep.. tomorrow's program.. church - makan - futsal - sleep - balik

zzzzZZZZ...

at least i'm assured that there's no snakes in my house.. lol...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

blue day..

2008-10-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

somehow today's not been a good day..

got 4 or 5 blisters on my hand.. my thumb, first finger, middle finger and 2 on my palm.. haihz... was using a metal hock to help load FFB onto the lorry.. it was hot and friction = blisters.. i guess i was not made for kuli work.. lol...

during lunch, my ho went off.. screen was blank only the white lights.. but good thing when i got back home it was back on again.. but then its slightly faded colour.. my guess.. it wont last for long... looks like i'll have to get another phone soon... haihz.. need to spend more money...

today finally i tasted the durian from my house.. ady gave away the first few to workers n my dad.. smelled really good.. when i brought it back for my dad my car was filled with the smell although was placed in a tied up plastic bag... and today, i found out how good it was... it was like... wow... :) u would wished u had tasted it...

today fixed a petrol saving system in my car.. did not cost much but it was said to be able to save at least 40% fuel.. alright.. i'll give it a try.. provided it dont send my car into the workshop.. its only 1 year 7 months... i'll let u know if it works soon.. going back to kl tomorrow...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

in my dreams

2008-10-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

last few days somehow or another i have not been sleeping well.. been disturbed by messy (my dog), the hose that burst just outside my window and the worst one, dreams...

for the past 2-3 days, i've been always dreaming about snakes.. snakes in my estate house.. all over my sitting room and my room.. its like everytime i dream about it, i'll wake up ad look around to see if they r here..

as a psychology student and a so called sigmund freud enthusiast, i believe dream plays a big part in one's psychological pathology.. its actually signifies alot of things and can be a repressed issue by our conscious mind.. so after doing some search i came out with these findings..

Snake
A snake, being the ages old symbol of evil or satan, makes it a bad omen to have one show up in a dream. To see a lone snake and feel threatened by it shows that you have a bad enemy that is even then working against you, it also a warning against bodily harm from an enemy. To dream of many snakes in a pit is the foreboding of much bad luck in love or business. Should you overcome and kill a threatening snake in your dream shows that you will overcome your adversary and win out.

Snake
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

Snake
In dreams, the significance of the snake is extremely varied. It also symbolizes man's instinctive drives. With young people, it may well be appropriate to interpret the snake sexually. In the dreams of older people and those in middle age, the snake mostly appears as a symbol of change and renewal. It can also appear as a danger signal.

Snakes Dream Meaning
Psychological Meaning: The snake is one of the world’s oldest symbols found in some of the most ancient sculptures. They are often used as phallic symbols and have long been linked with pagan fertility gods. Because it lives close to the ground, the snake is an emblem of the nurturing earth and also the unknown perils of the underworld. Christian imagery emphasises the dark side of this symbol. It is considered evil, yet it is the snake, created by God, that tempts man to gain knowledge. In dreams, a snake can represent hidden fears. Falling into a pit of snakes may represent the many worries that are threatening you. Sometimes snakes can symbolise the poisonous words and innuendo of the people around you.

i wonder if its some bomoh shit on me or something or is it me who's bit obsessed with snakes lately.. or maybe its just me feeling stress of work which i dont really feel.. can it be a warning from my unconscious that i might be out played by someone who's just waiting to snap at me??.. honestly.. i dont know.. but one thing i know i can do....

PRAY...

sleep time...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

living without handphone and money..

2008-10-29T19:35:00.003+08:00

today, i found out that i somehow forgot to bring back my chargers from rawang.. this means my phone batt will be dead soon if i do not buy or borrow chargers... on top of that, after lending and dumping my money into a small business, my money is pretty much tied up.. thinking that my salary would be coming in anytime NOW, i was so wrong... had to get some sundry good and a charger so that i'l have a phone to use.. now i'm left with only 5 bucks.. haihz...

just pray hard that salary comes in tomorrow.. workers r bugging me for petrol n rice again... basically i'm cash poor but rich in liquidity.. haihz... whats the use of having money that u cant spend??..

but then all in all i believe in the concept of money earning money.. so i'll let those money work their way to more money... at the end of the day.. a fruitful harvest after a period of toiling..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

long long post..

2008-10-28T10:25:00.002+08:00

not been blogging for few days n this is to fill it in...

1. GM's visit

basically he did not go crazy and blast all the assistants and managers this time round.. but then he did make quite alot of comments and areas to improve in. but basically more of the comments were for the other 2 assistants.. as for me.. i've got a check list here...

a. pruning (2 months dateline)
b. straighten owl barn (simple thing)
c. maintain grass cut (in progress)
d. fix bridge (this week)
e. appepipe - a parasite plant on the palm (to be done soon)
f. woodies (will be done as time does by)
g. cleaner lose fruit (need time to train harvesters and lose fruit collectors)
h. poison male palm (to be done soon)
i. complete bags for platform (in progress)
j. repair water retention drains
k. racking (after pruning is completed)
l. stacking (when i'm free enough to think of how i want to implement it)

its a long list.. but aint that difficult.. so i got to start working on it..

2. ACU 2

after reaching back to rawang on saturday night, it was a race against time to rehearse, prepare and polish up... after all the hussel and bussel, the time came when it was 8pm, 26th October 2008.. it all started.. the starting up was bit floppy but it got smoother after awhile..

as the emcee, i would not rate myself well coz honestly speaking... i was not well prepared.. plus have not been emcee-ing for sometime.. so yeah... stage fright is also part of me.. not today but actually everytime..

ppl's feedback... "excellent job... pls do it next year." my goodness.. they crazy ar??..!! do they know how much time n effort is being put into it.. ppl nowadays are lacking of few things..
- time
- money
- initiative

how u want us to do it again?? this time round was ady a struggle.. what more next time??..

3. skating on public holiday

woke up pretty late on monday.. about 12 i think.. took lunch, packed, laze around and it was about 2pm ady.. haihz... so started off to pyramid.. jam here, jam there.. so damn many ppl!!!

many people shopping, eating, skating and everything la.. the whole place was packed..

skated n skated, round n round.. was kind of sien.. good thing got to know few fellows.. one of them was rosemund (its a weird gal's name but it's hers'.. so i've got to live with it..) this gal, she's looks like probably 13 or 14.. but in fact she's 17... if u need to know how to stay young... u got to ask her...

then before resurfacing the ice ring, the hockey skaters are given a time to do some speeding.. so i went lor.. before speeding, one mabuk fellow skated right into my path.. i tired.. but could not avoid him.. "bang" both of us on the floor.. half my pants wet... then during speed skating, my leg cramp.. then i was again on the floor and ended up with a bang at the walls... now the other half of my pants is also wet... sad case... so after waiting for my pants to dry while skating around and not trying anything funny so i'll fall..

about 7+, got a drink n a dozen of jco.. then started my journey back.. reached home at about 11pm.. first thing i saw was my stand lamp from ikea... my dog tore it into pieces.. haihz... i've got a destroyer dog.. first 2 sets of shoes.. now, my lamp...what next??.. my car?

got to get back to work..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the increase in value..

2008-10-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

finally the day has come.. its the opening ceremony of my new office..

basically the regional director, general manager, managers and assistants from about 15 estates came to grace this occasion.. it was a 140k project from turning an old club house into klk's most luxurious office..

as for me, i was pretty much worried about the landscaping coz some part was not completed due to rain the previous afternoon.. so i had to start work early.. got the workers to clear the place at 6.30 and finished at about 7.30..

when the rd and the guest arrived, the only thing that they had to say was "wow.. so beautiful". naturally the answer was "thank you" with a big fat grin on our faces.. basically i've never seen my manager so happy before.. the rd and gm commented well on the building, landscaping and the interior furnishing where it was summed up to name our office "the five star office".. looks like we'll be having frequent visitors and the spotlight as the model office in coming years..

as for me... its a +1

during the tea break. the rd and gm ask to talk to me in private. they wanted me to join in the recruitment drive approaching the chinese community in utar and tarc.. as its a chinese company, they believe that the chinese standards of work often best meet the requirements and ethics of the company. therefore, the company is pushing hard to recruit as many skilled and able chinese workforce into the company as they expand. my job basically is to convince these bunch of gonna be fresh grads that working in an estate is not as bad as they think and the benefits surpasses many other industries.. y not join us and build their future on something solid rather than going out in the world to spend half your life seeking for something that might not even earn enough for you.. as the assignment allows me to work closely with the HR department, top management people and of course our rd and gm, it enables me to have more interaction and opportunity to approach and impress them..

so thats another +1 for me :)

anyhow, hopefully this visit by the gm and rd will give me couple more +1 which will leave them with a good picture of me painted...

sad to say, today's field visit with the gm has been posponed to tomorrow... i wonder how many +1 and -1 will i get tomorrow.. haihz.... nervous.. but no matter what, this is my first gm visit.. so i'll make sure it's much better the next time he comes then it'll be +1 all the way... :)

just now, i went for dinner with chiew and another assistant from selbrone estate.. after that went for a foot massage which was initally suffering but now i feel my whole body relaxed and ready to sleep... lol.... eh... dun simply think... i went strictly for a foot massage ONLY.. lol....

sleep time.. long day tomorrow..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

gm's visit..

2008-10-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

after attempting to prepare the place for the gm, he's finally here.. today's visit was generally for malay rompin (the division that i'm going to). he was very much impressed with the improvements and did not have much to comment.. my manager was also pretty happy that the gm was happy with the place..

after having a cup of tea at kopitiam, we headed back to our estate.. gm wanted to have a look at our young area as the rain had ady stopped. so we went over.. on the way there, we passed by one of my field.. the first thing he said was, you need to send in the hair dresser.. which basically means that my pruning was bad.. lol.. but no doubt it was bad.. coz i had not really focused on brushing up the pruning.. i was focusing on things i believe is more important.. fruit ripeness standards, woodies (wild plants) and circle spraying..

at the end of it, i promised gm that i'll have it improved in 2 months.. besides he also complained about alot of other things which is not part of my field.. so i care less.. :P he also said that he would prefer me to be transferred to rompin only in jan.. so looks like i'll have slightly more than 2 months to enjoy my bed before i leave.. lol... anyway, after we went to the immature area, my manager's face changed due to all the comments.. was definitely not happy.. i wonder what will happen after gm leaves.. lol... gonna be a big bomb..

so in short... i'll have to wait until tomorrow before i get the full list of comments.. where i'll post it here.. so i'll remember to do it... update it every month, see it's progress..

tomorrow's my office's opening ceremony + rspo meeting.. rspo gm and rd(regional director) coming.. haihz.. still got bit of landscaping to fix...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

horrible hornet

2008-10-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

this morning when i woke up, i noticed that i had no more working attire in my wardrobe.. so i had to go over to pick up my cloths from the backyard where i hang to dry. after putting on my pants, i felt a sudden sharp pain in my tight... knowing it was definitely a bug, i tried to shake it off.. a hornet dropped on the floor..

after the last experience of a hornet stinging my foot, it was bad enough.. this time round, my tight.. it was more than a week that my last sting took me to recover... its horribly painful and uncomfortable.. now, my tight is all swollen and i find it difficult to move my leg coz every move i make its painful.. hiahz... somehow this little bug has this much venom to create such suffering...

tomorrow's the day.. the day we've been preparing for.. GM's coming.. and i'm half limping.. wow.. how fun... regardless of what, life still goes on.. today had another cow chase... i wonder how long will my bike last me at the rate i'm going.. lol.. 6 months? 1 year? lol.... nvm.. company is paying for it.. :)

tomorrow's gonna be another busy day.. so i better get some rest and hope that my swell gets better quickly.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k... c",)

the busy week..

2008-10-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

the past week has been pretty busy.. mr. GM and mr. RD coming in few days.. been up to few projects to clear up my field so it looks good.. besides that, there's been also few other office beautification projects been handed to me.. so yeah.. been under scorching sun a lot this few days.. getting really tan.. haihz.. probably gonna turn into a negro soon.. lol...

anyway, one fine morning, when i opened the door of my house, i saw this... water ants... not one... but hundreds and thousands of them.. it was not only an eye sour.. but it was pretty much horrifying.. seeing these about 1- 1and half inch bugs crawling all over the floor... looking for a place to hide and create what we so know as a colony of ants... and ants are really horrible.. they are able to get into and onto every inch of ur house and they get to anything they pronounce as FOOD!!! these little pest are small in size but massive in numbers...

water ants are the mother of it.. the soon to be queen of the colony..

after shifting to the new office. i tot of making it a nicer place where i can relax, do my work when i have time off from the field.. so seeing that my manager and i like fishes and the sight of it.. so i decided to buy a small aquarium to place in my new room.. :) besides liking it, having initiative and being so called liked by manager is always an advantage for work, promotion and increment.. not to forget, bonuses.. :)

on top of that, my transfer letter is still in the hands of the GM where if he does not approve it, i'll not be going anywhere.. so yeah.. got to show him that i'm not only good in the field but also a tidy, responsible, trustworthy, bla, bla, bla... list goes on and on..

alright.. i know it sounds like i'm "polishing shoes" in cantonese "chat hai" but then face the fact that its life.. if you want to get promoted, have good comments, being the manager/GM's fav kid... YOU GOT TO MAKE THEM HAPPY!!!!

so this is my new aquarium.. aint the best but i only paid about 250 for it.. and its good enough for now...

my own office room.. big space, big table, nice aquarium and have the front view.. can see who's coming to the office.. :)

need to call it a day..

messy's been a real pain in the butt.. he's smelly, shits and pee everywhere, hyperactive and noisy..!! barks and wakes me up at night on some occasion..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

crazy cow chase!!!

2008-10-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

thanks to the head mandores, i was left with about 300 cows in my field. so whats with cows in my field?

1. basically there's not much harm caused except having shit everywhere and the fronds (palm leaves) getting pulled all over the place.

2. the GM is coming in less than a week and he will start screaming at the sight of cows coz out chairman says NO COWS!!!!

3. usually there's only a hand full of cows in my field coz they dont get as much food compared to when they are in the short palm area.

how did it come here?

1. those bloody mandores who took about 10 workers to chase the cows out of the short palm area did not complete their task which is to chase them OUT OF THE ESTATE!!!

2. those lazy + useless buggers wanted to play me out since they say i'm Mr. manager's blue eye boy... probably they r also blind coz i've got dark brown puples..

so the story goes on.. 300 cows, 1 idiotic assistant manager = mad cow chase!! chased, raved my motorcycle, sounded my horn, waved my stick and parang, shouting, running into and over drains and dranches, and throwing stones at cow's asses... slowly they moved along... man it was tiring and SCARY!! imagine you alone surrounded by 300 cows.. big, fat and scary ones.. hahaha...

sad to say, i was unable to chase out all the cows but only maybe slightly less than half.. the heard broke into 2 but i could not.. plus i could not keep them together coz they were running in different direction and was getting hard to control...

but regardless of what, it was still a success.. coz i idiotic assistant manager could chase out 100+ cows when 3 head mandore + 10 workers + 2 smart ass-istants could only chase out NINE cows... lol... hillarious....

probably need to go back to chase more cows tomorrow... haihz...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

with a limp...

2008-10-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

went to play football again today after a slightly more than 1 month break.. there will be a friendly match against jeram padang estate which will end up us trashing them coz they r that lousy..

but regardless of what, i injured myself during training today.. as a goalkeeper its normal to rush out at a ball that's pushed far forward be the dribbler.. as i attempted to stop the ball, the dribbler did a sliding tackle probably to try to lob the ball away from me but ended up piercing his studs into the upper part of my shin.. damn it was awfully painful..!!! but the game still had to go on..

i hobbled around not knowing that it would be that bad.. after reaching home and shower, i noticed a really big swell on my shin... at this moment, even bending my leg's painful.. haihz... now i'm walking around like a cacat fellow..

things i'm not going to do
1. play football for a week
2. go running around
3. sleep late (coz if i dont sleep i'll walk around which causes it to hurt more)
4. carrying heavy things
5. work (in your dreams joshua)!!!

time to sleep!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the short weekend..

2008-10-13T20:20:00.002+08:00

after work on saturday, went over to manager's house for open house before heading back to setapak for dinner with jun and kenneth at little tree cafe.. its small n cosy that serves i think is pretty good spaghetti.. drinks are so so only.. the mango smoothie is good so if u do pop by do give it a try.

anyway, although we did not stay for long but i guess its good to do some catching up with ppl that u've not seen for like 2 yrs... tracing back to how we met.. during my 1st yr 2 sem, i was studying in the block where all these little foundation kids were studying.. to be more specific foundation in science..

i was this dude who often would run to the corridor to get internet connection to log on my UTOPIA account.. someway or another, i got to know kenneth who then introduced me to jun who that time was not this pretty n was much chubbier.. thats how it started.. i think... :)

now jun is so pretty that she has her own fan club or something.. lol.. the question is y is everyone looking better n better while i now look like a malay??.. sad case...!! ppl say get dark more macho.. me?? haihz... nvm.. who cares...

after the dinner went straight to church for music practice then to Mcd for supper and try out the new Mcflurry mud pie.. was not too bad.. practically was just oreo with some chocolate inside.. then headed to ah lun's house for his baby's first bday.. i did not see the baby coz i reached there about 12.30am and got home near 2am...

sunday was another long day.. woke up early for church which had a baptism service.. i think it was 10 yrs ago since i had my baptism.. man, time flies and i'm really getting OLD..!!!

DONT SMILE!! YOU R GETTING OLD TOO!!!

so after service, went with lim, sue and fion to deli france for lunch.. they had these sets which was quite worthwhile.. my seafood thingi was good.. very savory and tasty.. but the coffee sucked..

after lunch, i wanted to go for a skate at sunway before getting my hair cut coz its realy messy then... but then after some thinking, decided to go with these THREE FELLOW for a eagle eye at 1U.. so i went over to a salon recommended by lim to get my hair cut.. hmmm.. was not a good cut.. plus the gal said i looked like a malay... bloody hell!!! she did not need to remind me how i look.. lol... next time IF i go there i'll ask for jessie to cut my hair.. lim says she's good...

went to 1U, bought tickets, watched eagle eye which was pretty much similar concept with this terminator : the sarah dunno what chronicles where the AI (artificial intelligent) computer would over-ride their creators and attempt to do crazy stuff.. but all in all the actions and setails they featured made the movie one that i would rate 8 out of 10.. its a worth watch.. :)

after the movie headed to sake sushi for dinner which was crazy.. me and lim was like wacking all the available WASABI.. he was practically crying and we were laughing out asses off... after burning a small hole in out pockets, we decided to make the hole bigger by having desert at chilli's... if u dont know, chilli's has a really good desert.. its basically a chocolate cake with hot, rich, delicious, OMG chocolate in its core, topped with a scoop of ice cream and more chocolate!!! it completes your meal even if u did not have a main course..

sad to say, chilli's was full.. so plan B was activated..!!! paddington pancake!!! they serve damn good pancake at a not very good cost!!! so yeah.. go there if u want to pamper urself to some real pancakes.. if not.. cheapest alternative is always Mcd's cone!!! :)

so after that had to go back to rawang to pick up a VIP to send to hostel before balik-ing my estate.. reached home to find my house STINKING and in a total MESS!!! my sitting room was filled with shit and dog pee..!!! 2 of my shoes was like torn apart!!! my good-ness!!!! haihz..!!!!

i did not even wan to care to clean up all these shit coz i was too tired and it was ady 1am!!! WORK STARTS AT 6AM!!!! zzzZZZ....

this gave me the perfect name for the dog.....

MESSY!!! not the argentinean football player messi..!! messy derived from the root work MESS..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

D-day

2008-10-10T21:48:00.003+08:00

today, everything went totally different from any ordinary day.. y so?

first thing in the morning, went to morning muster on a motorcycle with FLAT tyres..

at 9.30am, my manager brought me n the other assistants around the field to show us what needed to be done before the general manager comes for his new financial year visit on the 21st - 23rd of this month.. but it became a super mega bombardment when things went wrong... glad to say it was not my part.. so i just kept quiet.. as for my field, the manager did not comment much.. only some minor areas where only little attention would be needed...

so basically for the rest of this week n next week i'll be busy touching up things to make the field look nice..

for a very long time i had not actually taken an afternoon nap... but sadly, someone came over to my house n was honing his bloody hon causing me to wake up... bloody hell!!! after i woke up and talked to him, i forgot to close my door.. so remembering it i went to close it without my specs... on my way back to my room i noticed a long dark color thing on the floor but could not identify it.. after taking my specs i went to have a look again... WTF!!! it was a snake.. so i went to get my WAR GEAR and slaughtered it!!! its headless now!!! seee...

after throwing it away, i went back to sleep then woke up about 15 min later by my alarm signifying = TIME TO GO TO WORK!!!! again... so went to work, bla bla bla... came back.. then needed to go take my car which i send for repair...

left home at about 6.40p then reached there at about 7pm.. got my car n also took back a puppy who the shop owner said was ok for me to have it since they ady have so many dogs... it still has no name.. so any suggestion??

names pls... names..!!

sleep time.. tomorrow going back rawang.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k. c",)

good news...

2008-10-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

this morning when i came back for breakfast at my house, my maid told me that my durian tree is baring fruits... i know its not durian season but somehow this tree of mine finally is showing something good...

besides that, my nangka and mango trees are also producing fruits which soon be ripe and ready to be eaten.. :) i heard my durian tree produces really good durians.. :)

sad to say... i wont be here for long.. so wont be tasting much of it... but nvm.. once is better than none.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

..

2008-10-08T22:53:00.002+08:00

actually there's so many things to blog about lately.. but somehow dont feeling like witting essay.. been pretty busy lately because of work.. not that there's more workload or anything but its more of the sense of belonging, responsibility and knowing that ur field/ estate aint the best in town... so after being imparted with more knowledge from the training and managing the estate along for a week.. its creeping up.. changing how things were to what it will be.. a better Ladang Ayer Hitam..

besides that out manager are pushing us to imporve out fields as the General Manager will be coming soon.. but i guess my field is alright.. not too bad.. at least its much much much better than when i just arrived..

another thing is that today during a meeting with all the staff, assistants and manager, our manager anounced that i'll be going to Malay Rompin to manager that division alone.. weee... but no formal letter have been recieved by me yet. so yeah.. i dont have long here too..

thing i need to do..
1. save up to dig a new pond in my new house
2. prepare a good field to be hand over to the person who will be taking over it
3. plan how an i suppose to continue my little business (if i want to)
4. go look for aquariums for new house
5. save up for curtains for new house
6. prepare myself for much higher challenge = acquire more knowledge + experience
7. enjoy myself before i go into solitary.. hahahaha...

sounds bad.. but it aint that bad la.. currently i'm having the same feeling when i was offered this job.. maybe about 2 weeks before starting the job... excited, afraid, stressed (not really but i guess its it), looking forward to it yet uncertain if able to cope up..

time to sleep..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Misty moring..

2008-10-06T07:48:00.001+08:00

after a week long hectic work, whats more refreshing than a cold misty morning to greet the new week ahead:)

time for work..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

ending the week..

2008-10-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

finally the end of the week.. but tomorrow's another working day for me.. but its not a busy day at least.. only evacuation and dispatching of crop, some harvesting and some pruning to be done. i guess i'll go trim some of the trees in the new office myself so keep myself occupied..

the week has been tiring, stressful yet interesting.. learned alot.. basically did what 3 assistants do plus minus here and there.. basically running around more than 2000 hectares of plantation land for the past few days... could hardly even stop to breath as work was going on everywhere.. making like 7-9 different point check few times in a day..

anyway, life still goes on.. working life is about challenges and how we move out butts to adjust and make whats best :) if we run from problems everyday, one day problems will come from all 6 ways and smash u into pieces.. so whats there to gain from it.. facing a single problem at a time will hell make life easier for u, me, everyone.. coz when too many problems come at once, it feels like shit and shit aint gonna help u with anything.. so buggers!!!

DO NOT RUN!!!
DO NOT PROCASTINATE!!

coz if u do so.. i'll only end u IN UR GRAVES!!!

no no.. i'm not angry or pissed.. just somehow felt like spitting out some stuff.. haha..

those who will be driving tomorrow, drive safe.. dont speed.. coz if mr. joshua wong can travel back from his estate on highway to rawang at 90km/hr.. WHY NOT YOU!!!

ask urself..

YOU WANT TO DIE IZIT??!!!

hahaha..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

spring cleaning

2008-09-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

my parents and some relatives were suppose to head over to my place tomorrow coz its raya and they've got holiday but i dont.. haha.. not that i dont but i have to jaga estate.. so cant leave.. but at the end of the day only ended my family coming coz the others had somethings to do or something la..

i practically spend whole morning and afternoon cleaning my house, changing the water for my pond which was really dirty (i'll go through the process later), weeping the outside of my house which is damn alot, wasking toilet and even ran around chasing a monitor lizard around because it got into my house through an open window.. fulfilling huh..??.. haha..

at least my house is clean again:) oh almost forgot.. boiled leong sui, went out to buy stuff to stock up my food supply as if i'm a refugi of war.. lol... got mojo honeydew, mango, pear and some chocolates:)

anywayz, jst want to wish everyone out there SELAMAT HARI RAYA..!!

have a good holiday, drive safe and remember to pass me all the green packets!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

bloody bugger!!

2008-09-29T20:33:00.002+08:00

woke up this morning to make myself a nice breakfast while my maid was cleaning up my house then headed to office to settle some claims and receive some last min instructions before i become manager for a week..

so whats with being manager for a week? my manager n the other assistants will be going off for holiday and will only be back on sunday night.. so its only me here to manager the place with 1 other staff for a week.. ya la.. its my first time handling more than 2 thousand hectares of land on my own so sure nervous la.. but then can la.. no problem!!.. lol...

after finishing everything, went out to bahau with chiew for lunch.. on the way out after the traficlight, there was a slight jam so i slowed down my car and behold a dumbass proton wira hammered me in the back!!! my goodness!!! the worse part is the bloody fellow did not even stop as i pull over at the petrol station just about 50 meters after the collation!!

so i went to the police station to make the report la.. and the stupid police asked me to not make the report.. y? simply because the stupid police did not want to do any investigation.. what he asked me to do is just go fix the car urself!! WTF!!! but at the end i just made the report since i'm gonna pay taxes which is their salary.. so who cares!!! let them work since they r so lazy!!

after seeing my company mechanic, he offered to fix it for me for only 100 bucks.. so ok la.. fine.. get it done.. but what i wanted is to get a brand new perodua bumper to repair it.. since i'm gonna claim the opposite's insurence which might not happen.. so haihz... bare with it la... sad..

anyhow, my car's not really that badly dented la.. but shit la.. that bloody guy!!! IDIOT!!!

anyway, if anyone sees this dark blue proton wira with the number plate WHB6143 stay away!! his driving sucks!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

back from training and at my very much missed estate..

2008-09-28T17:01:00.002+08:00

after 2 weeks of so called PAID holiday cum training, its time to head back to the REAL WORLD!!

left ipoh at about 3pm to go to HQ ro pick up somethings then heading back to Ayer Hitam.. on the way we met william and few other guys then decided to drop by a rest house to have a drink as it was a really long journey for us..

after that we continued and stopped at senawang giant for some "shopping" and dinner but ended up not really buying anything.. but at least i enjoyed my black pepper hot plate yee mee.. :)

by the time me n badrul reached the estate it was 10+pm.. but we drop by the office which is NEW.. cant believe they moved in without us.. haha.. which is good coz wont need to pack my stuff.. but i've got some books and records still missing.. really need to go hunt for it soon..

some other news i got was that seems like its most likely i'm gonna get transfered to malay rompin.. whats to be said about it?.. i asked for it... although i'll be leaving the bigger estate, bigg house, nicer place for a more remote and isolated area but i'll have to stretch myself to learn more, be much more independent and of course prove my worth.. it was never n easy job to handle a whole 587 hectares urself.. even a acting manager only has about 500 hectares..

all in all its good that i'm being posted there.. so i can learn real quick.. coz i've been pretty much protected and pampered here.. out there, i'll have to fight for survival and learn how to!!! besides, getting a transfer was part of my career plan to be promoted to manager in 5 yrs.. hahaha..

let me tell u whats cool about being a manager..
1. u get ur own really huge bungalow
2. u get a free hilux with free petrol
3. u get to sit around n play golf all day as ur workers work their butts off
4. u get really good salary which might hit 5 digits
5. awesome bonus somewhere between 6-10 months per year
6. with great pay comes great responsibility.. so yeah.. thats the catch.. u got to be in-charge of an asset worth nothing less than 50mil ringgit.. some estates are worth more than 150mil depending on location, age profile and hectarage

yup.. so thats just part of the things.. anyway, i'm grateful that people has confidence in me.. hopfully i'll not let them down.. as for now, Mr. VJ Kumar (my training manager) said i'm not a planter yet.. only a flower planter coz i am yet to plant any oil palm trees.. only leads of flowers.. lol...

my new bed had arrived.. but sad to say i wont be bringing it on my transfer.. so looks like someone else will be enjoying it as soon as i get transfered.. but i have not recieved any official memo yet.. so i'll just have to sit back and wait for it.. half an hour ago some of my workers were asking me about it.. but yeah.. i dont know how true is it so would be best not confirming anything..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

training

2008-09-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

last few days been busy.. only could get online for a short while at night..

overall, things r good.. its good to have some time off from the estate after 3 months there..

able to meet up with 19 other gila and new assistants.. almost everynight go out lepak, so see chicks.. hahaha... thats what happens when u get locked up in the jungle too long without a gf.. lol...

i'll try to post more photos and stuff some other day.. sleep time..

6.30 = morning excercise (jogging)

tomorrow going back to kl for cousin's wedding...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

leaving for 2 weeks.. :(

2008-09-13T21:16:00.004+08:00

last few days been pretty much busy preparing and finishing up things before i leave for training. somehow the past 1 n half weeks seemed to fly by really quickly as i dont have much time to just sit at home n get really bored much..

basically i've been very much working on my project at the new office.. its not completely done but its almost ready.. i've snapped some pic of it..

this is when it just begin..

starting off the cement-ing..

cement-ing completed.. now what?

planted the flowers n grass around..

it looks terrible now but in 2 weeks it'll look much better..

so now as the words r done, i'll have to start doing the logo..

E.M.P.T.Y

KLK logo - draft logo before leveling the soil

done connecting + leveling + making frame.. i think can be completed tomorrow. then time for more planting of grasses.. too bad i wont be around to see it until another 2 more weeks..

today, what i've been doing is going on a joy ride with my manager and doing nursery hopping.. from the nursery in bahau to the ones in kuala pilah.. pactically spend the whole moreing out with him.. got back then realizing i was very short of time.. but still good thing can complete my things at 6.30pm when my work is suppose to end at 1pm.. lol...

as for my little investment cum business, its been doing well.. but the problem is i'm really short of cash now even had to borrow some money from my parents to lend it to my worker coz of RAYA.. haihz... but anyway.. thanks mom.. :) now i'm just counting down to the 19th where my money will come in again coz its their PAYDAY :) i current profit is i think just slightly below RM200.. i'm not too sure coz din really count today..

as for now, i'm ady all packed n ready to go to sleep then leave tomorrow at 8.30am with badrul.. there r few things i'm actually worried about.. my house, my fish n my dear monkey.. although ady arrange people to come feed it 3 times a day (breakfast, lunch, dinner) and ady bought grapes, apples, pears and other things worth more than 30 bucks for him.. i think this monkey spends mroe money of food than me.. lol... anyhow i'll miss mojo... haihz... wonder if i can take him along..

here's some photo that shows people that leaving the city aint the worst thing.. u get some other really beautiful things... such as THIS :

the sun hiding behind some dark clouds

just one of the beautiful sunsets = awesome

my house from afar.. thats how big it is.
.

some pattern of the clouds

today's sunset with the blue sky and soe formation from the clouds

its actually much more beautiful compared to the picture.. see it to believe it..

the moon at night.. had stars around but not near enough to take it with the moon.. it was really bright..

i noticed a bee hive in my garden.. it big but then its still new.. no honey yet as the hive is still flat.. wait for another 2 weeks n it'll be filled with honey.. :)

alright.. time to sleep.. tomorrow attending muster then having a 5 hours drive.. i plan to travel at 90km/hour again tomrrow.. slow n steady.. save petrol..

IPOH... here i come!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

UTAR -> good?

2008-09-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

i noticed that my post on segi college has had pretty many hits somehow but i definitely did not write anything nice about it.. coz what i wnt through there sucked... so since i'm an ex UTARian so i guess i should also write something about UTAR..

i'll start off with the pro of UTAR

1. its pretty much cheaper than other private uni
2. most of it's courses are credited by LAN which is suppose to be good
3. its new campus is really big, beautiful and conducive
4. the rapidly growing university is being affiliated with many world renowned universities
5. they are always striving to improve their standard of education and lecturers
6. utar certificated is well recognized by many private and governmental organizations
7. various highly demanded courses are being added into the list of offered course hence foundation in utar is highly recommended
8. enables students to be in touch with many event organizing to improve communication, management and social skills
9. provides good soft skill and other vocational trainings to students at a very reasonable price
10. the uni invest heavily in research and development in sciences

the con of utar
1. its highly populated with chinese hence the level of english language might not be as good as some other uni
2. the standard of lecturer are not well maintained but they are working on it
3. weak alumni community as it has just been founded
4. if not placed at kampar, other campuses might not be as condusive because some of the faculties are placed at industry lots

some other things why you should consider UTAR
1. our vice president Dr. yeoh is an awesome person. friendly, meek yet at the same time respectable
2. more than 80% employment 6 months after graduation
3. offers scholarships + master programme scholarship
4. offers study loans (PTPTN)
5. i dont know.. i guess coz i'm from there..

from my experience there its not the best learning environment but indeed my uni life where i was actively involved in events and socities was well worth. learn alot from my supervisors, seniors and other people. new skills, new friends, had to push myself through sleepless nights and all... made me a hard shell to take on the working world.

besides that if u dont think u r really smart u can really consider UTAR as u will be able to graduate. but if u are a high flyer, the moment u start getting results, u'll be really happy to see your name in the first class list during convocation rather than a second upper in some other universities.

think about it.. consider it..

p/s: this is not an advertistment but just how i feel and something to leave for my uni.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

3 days to training..

2008-09-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday my manager brought me over to a division of my estate. its about 600 hectare of prime oil palm.. decently good crop which should be able to hit 30-31 tonne per hectare for this year..

manager asked me of i would like to go over there.. which very much was hinting that he might send me over if i would consider it.. but then the problem is that shifting there means alot more responsibility and hard work.. coz if i go there, i'll be the only assistant there with the manager only coming over once or twice a week.. what if i get stuck with some work.. hahaha... besides that, the assistant house there is not as nice as the one i'm living in now.. its kind of smaller.. the house itself and the compound.. haihz...

but the best part of it is that i can have the freedom to move my workers around to complete things quickly without the disturbance of other assistants.. lol... besides that i will not be so closely watched by mr. manager which aint always the best thing.. but then without much help i need to be very independent and learn up things very quickly.. more like forced to which is good.. but then the best part of if i'm transfered there is i am able to really prove my capacity and ability hence alowing myself to promote myself hopefully quickly..

that was yesterday... today basically everything went as normal.. bla bla bla... had a friendly game today where we won 5-2.. :) din really have much of the ball and any really dangerous shots plus had my form back..

after that i had bala over for dinner.. cooked spagetti carbonara.. basically its white sauce.. ummm.was slightly salty but then overall it was really nice and cheesy plus the cheese sausage i added went along really well.. had a short chat before him leaving.. so i guess its good la.. can make people working for u happy so that they r more willing to work.. just hope he dont mess up things while i'm gone.. haha.... i'll need to call back to do regular check up..

time to sleep..

remember to drink more H20 k... c",)

monday...

2008-09-08T21:35:00.004+08:00

today's progress of work.. finished putting the bricks together with cement and now its the plastering part where all the bricks will be covered with cement for a real good look.. only half the T and AM is done.. i'll need to quickly prepare to build the logo and start planting the flowers..

there's alot to be done for the logo.. leveling the ground, doing the outline for the logo, doing a actual mock up on the ground, lining the bricks then cement them together, plastering and also planting for plants.. haihz... the hardest part is the logo's not a simple shaped thing.. its... difficult.. but i'll do it...

LDG AYER HITAM

mojo and his lunch (grapes) ->expensive monkey

just part of my garden, grass just got cut :)

my pond with 9 japanese carps, still slowly modifying

the last part of the evening sunset from my gate, every evening's sunsat is different.. depending of the weather and stuff.. one word for it.. BEAUTIFUL

view of my house from my gate.. the distance is more than 100feet.. i think 110feet to be exact..

today it marks a start for my 1000 bucks investment.. i'm selling rice (beras) and petrol(minyak) in the estate from my house... 1000 bucks of rice and petrol is alot.. but i'm ady almost sold out.. i ady sold 160kg of rice and 80 liters of petrol.. i still have 90kg of rice and 40 liters of petrol left until end of this week.. i'm now stuck with only 250bucks until mid of the month where all thier UTANG (oweing) will be paid when thier salary comes in..

all in all although i seem poor but when i finish selling all of it n middle of the month comes, i'll make about 125 bucks.. hahaha... thats a 12.5% return in half a month (salary is paid twice a month).. imagine bigger model and a full month..

i expect myself to see a small shop opening latest in 2 months time selling more than 1200kg of rice and 400liters of petrol a month :) that would be a nice fat side income for me.. :) but the question again is where do i get such a model??.. hahaha... dont worry.. i dont spend much here plus i'll find a way.. as its says: "if there's a will, there's a way".. just hope my monthly savings can hit 500 a month which is more than i expected..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

am i turning into a workaholic or am i just bored??

2008-09-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

for the last few days been working n working n working.. even today (sunday also work).. haihz.. honestly speaking i dont know if its because i'm too bored at home.. so i work a full day on saturday n sunday even though saturday is a half day and i;m off on sunday.. besides that i play football until 7.30 after work everyday just to kill time.. take my shower, cook then watch some tv n online before going to sleep.. thats life for me.. lol...

besides that tis is a project that i've been working on for soometime ady.. a row of words right in front of the new office "LDG. AYER HITAM"... next up after finishing it is to plant flowers in and around the words and also a really difficult task... make a KLK logo next to the words.. i only have 1 weeks before leaving..

LDG = ladang
sunnim + mukrim at work

the new office.. nice huh.. :)

the road to "glory"

a hut next to the office. our future lepak place..

blue sky with beautiful clouds before rain

a road i travel too often = my house

the 2nd most evil creature in LAH (ladang ayer hitam), MOJO

p/s. i'm the first:P

his house.. i know u wish it was urs.. lol..

thats all i have for now.. back to watching tv gor me.. :) tomorrow's monday again.. haihz..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

football??..!!

2008-09-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

today as usual.. work.. but out of a sudden was involved in a football friendly match with a team from bahau..

so i went for it late to only be able to play in the 2nd half which was not much better than the first half. our players were very much confused with their roles and position allowing the opposing team an upper hand and controlled the game with more possession..

after getting on the field, i was only to put the losing 4-0 game to 6.-1.. at least we scored ONE.. hahaha.. i guess the teams needs to do alot of training, running, sprinting, passing and hell loads of strategy ans set piece practice..

its friday tomorrow and i got lots of stuff to complete before i leave the estate and head for training at ipoh for 2 weeks.. my days are short here.. eh... 9 more days before leaving.. haihz...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Missing Mojo... again..

2008-09-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

after a long holiday, its time to head back to work.. missing my house, fishes and of course mojo... this time i followed a new road thanks to my dad's gps system.. the road was really dark and stuff but then one thing it did is save 15 bucks tol.. so its good i guess..

i reached back at my estate to find mojo missing again.. my goodness.. this time i went to the guest room where he was hiding the last time to look for him.. but he was not there.. since it was only 10+pm.. i went around the house looking for him.. but then could not find him.. haihz.. so went to bed..

woke up.. ding dong ding dong, went to work, cane back to find mojo in my chicken cage behind my house.. my maid locked him in the day before coz he was running about disturbing her... lol... used some food to tempt to get into the cage then lock that silly thing in.. lol...

anyhow he's back n everything's back to normal.. work work work.. today my maid also cleared 4 dead rats out of my room.. somehow the foul smell was around since last nite so i asked her to check it out n found FOUR of them.. DEAD... i dont know why and dont plan to... but its gone for good.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

double buffet = BE FAT!!!!

2008-09-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

sunday

went to church.. got back then went to 1U with derick n jamie to watch movie.. ended me n derick watching Babylon AD.. it was ok until the movie ended... the ending was... SUCKY... so sudden n did not really have a good ending.. after that went to 3cj to eat.. wah.. the chili very nice... not spicy but very nice la.. u need to try to know.. then willy also joined us... went around shopping bought football gloves..

after that we went to willy's place so he could shower before heading to ampang view point.. had really late dinner (12 midnight) at gasoline.. the food.... ok ok lor.. nothing that special..it was bit expensive somemore suppose to have ice cream.. but kena con.. tak dapat.. :( but at least we had a good time la.. talking n stuff... got home about 3am..

monday

woke up at 10.30 to bath n prepare to go for a buffet lunch at chours hotel.. the same hotel where i took my lunch after my convo... the lunch was to celebrate my graduation just with some close relatives.. the food today was much better than saturday... tasted better but there were much more ppl.. so was bit crowded la.. n i dont really like crowds except when clubbing.. haha... had a good time with my relatives.. had some good chat about work n bla bla bla.. many went "wow.. u have a monkey ar... so when can i see it?? take photo, take photo.." ok.. yes.. i'll take a photo soon.. post it here so u can see mojo...

was pretty full after the lunch.. ate so much.. but then went again to meet derick, jamie n willy at curve at about 4pm.. go walk around tesco and ikea.. ended up buying a lamp that i've been eyeing.. its cheap but looks nice.. just to occupy some space in my house.. hahaha...

after that we had curry puff then headed to the pet shop to find mojo a collar chain.. but then could not find a suitable one.. but i found out something else.. Sin Yong got gf ady... hahaha.. that fellow diam diam ubi berisi.. hahaha... got gf also din let anyone know... evilness....

after that we headed to murni at ss2 to eat there. mana tau tak buka.. so decided to head to ming tien.. but on the way change minds and headed to yuan for buffet steamboat... thanks to me... i've been stuffing myself with food after more food.. my goodness... getting fat...

we din really eat that much.. but we ate more of prawns n fish.. so yeah.. i guess worth it la... plus we sat next to the chicken wing tray.. so got pretty much of it... but at the end before we left the tray was full of chicken wings coz everyone had enough of food ady...

having 2 buffets in a single day is not fun... its awful.. i feel all the food in my stomach.. haihz... getting fat.. so i'm gonna berpuasa with the malay frens.. haha.. puasa from good food for sometime.. having simple food plus mroe fruits.. derick also say my blood is dirty coz my eyes r getting yellowish... my meals from now on = more fruits, more vege, less meat... :)

tomorrow's agenda
1. take graduation portray
2. return graduation gown
3. skating
4. shopping for my daily goods..
5. go back to estate

actualy i miss my monkey n fishes... wonder how r they doing..

remember tod rink more H20 k.. c",)

convocation

2008-08-31T14:19:00.002+08:00

many ppl get so excited about convocation.. yesterday, it was finally my turn.. the weird thing is that i dont understand why people get so excited about it... making it such a big hu-ha.. its like get all ur frens n family to wait for u inside and outside the hall.. pity those outside that waits from like 8am to 11am for u to come out.. they buy u flowers, soft toys, gives u hugs and kisses, and take loads of photos.. but what's the end product we get?.. satisfaction? creditation?

i guess everyone has thier own point of view towards it.

as for me.. i think its a waste of time.. i lost at least 598 bucks for that convo.. 3 days leave + my gown.. but i guess we dont get to graduate all the time plus my parents want to see me in it.. i think that convo is just a ceremony people like to do to proclaim thier completion of thier education which they believe was hard work and all.. but to me.. its just part of life.. so just study, get the cert n ciao.. go work n make money.. who cares about the convo.. the people that really wants to be at the convo is clearly our parents.. they want to see thier children walking in front of 3thousand people to take that EMPTY thing (i dont know whats it called).. they feel proud that thier children has done well..

parents bought me a bunch of flowers and a teddy.. thanks.. buffet lunch at chorus hotel.. having more people join for a buffet lunch on monday.. :)

regardless of what.. thaks to all who helpped me graduate.. parents for money + support, my assignment mates, frens, lecuteres although some were practically useless, my dudes n babes who always provides me notes and exam tips, say leong, caren, tong, racheal, simon, yen hong, eh... i'm not sure who else i missed. but yeah.. thanks...

i have to admit.. i've been a sucker of all of ur brains.. i suck what u study then i go for exams with all what u have given.. muahahaha...

good luck in ur future..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

HOT!!!!

2008-08-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

this morning.. din feeling like waking up but had to do so to send my car to change its disc brakes.. also still on warranty.. so its free.. took them 3 stupid hours to change it, tighten my car's undercarriage and do balancing for my car.. waited like so long.. thank goodness i was smart enough to bring my laptop and modem.. :)

after that went to my old uni that i left 3 months ago.. wow.. jaya ONE has changed alot.. so many shops i wish i had when i was schooling.. awesome...!!!! took my gown then went over to PC and bumped into amanda and meimei.. long time din c them liao... then i feel like i'm bit too serious to sampat n crazy with them.. hahaha.. took lunch at my old economy rice with loads of pork.. :) miss it.. taste soooooooooo soooooooo good... haihz...

went to MV for some shopping.. i prefer to shop alone coz i walk from shop to shop to lok for what i want.. very fast.. if got ppl they have alot of comments n have to wait for them... 2 words.. MA FAN..

after that went back to campus to meet up with some old coursemates.

1. yen hong + her bf
2. david
3. some july intake guy.. (cant remember his name)
4. derick
5. jamie
6. catherine
7. dorothy
8. sin yong
9. sin chen
10. tommy

i guess thats all.. had some small talk here n there then headed home to find myself once again stuck in a KL jam... haihz...

got home and tried the convo suit with all the coat + shirts + gown... TWO words to describe it...

EXTREMELY HOT!!!!!!!

i only wore it for like 3 min and i was ady sweating.. i wonder what will happen when i wear it for like 1 hour..

the best part is.. tomorrow's my convocation!!! finally finished with UTAR..!!!

bad news is that tomorrow have to wake up drop dead early to go for convocation... haihz...

remember to drink more H2O k.. c",)

dead

2008-08-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

let is take a moment of silence in remembrance of those who fought hard yet perished.

the war and struggle for survival started when i changed the water of my pond..

somehow my house water supply was

1. muddy
2. it ran out half way while i was filling the pond

my 13 carps had to share a small pail of water.. struggling for air and space.. 4 of them died.. the rest returned to the half filled muddy pond where i wonder if they will survive... haihz... sad....

today got back to rawang at about 8.15pm... traveled really slowly again.. 90km/hr.. i guess i'll have to get used to it to save petrol.. coz seems like it aint gonna stay down for long. and i really need to learn how to save.. :)

back in rawang for 5 days.. going back on 2nd sept.. long holiday which what i want the most is TO SLEEP IN!!! :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

in the rain

2008-08-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. long day.. did many things INCLUDING going around my fields as usual..

my leg's still painful because of the bite plus its bit more swollen compared to yesterday.. haihz..

was suppose to go for some police day function but somehow kena sepak balik to stay back and take care of the oral cancer checking for the workers..

so just before the dentist left, it started raining... really heavily.. so on the way out.. their van got stuck in some mud coz reverse into the wrong area.. so i had to get the tractor to pull the van out.. so went in the rain lor.. go find the tractor, go find the rope to tie the van to the tractor.. when i got back, the van got out.. lol...

i also dunno y.. but so pai seh... haha... when i got back.. i realize my house did not have water since last nite... haihz.. so cannot take a nice hot shower.. had to use the water in my tank...

the rest of my day was spend just relaxing around in my house.. i'm planing my time and thinking of the things i need to do tomorrow before i go back for a 5 days holiday:)

the best thing about holiday is that I DO NOT HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6AM!!!!!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

i do not have idea of what title to put..

2008-08-26T22:57:00.003+08:00

1. badminton - won the semi finals to go to the finals before losing to my manager's team.. so my prize was cut down from 10kg of rice to 5kg of rice.. hahaha.. i would not have known what to do with 10kg or rice either.. lol..

2. morning misery - woke up as usual feeling very tired coz had a late night.. when i was wearing my shoes, a hornet( big bee thats yellow n black) stung me on my foot as it was in my shoes.. and my goodness.. its awfully painful.. its bee getting worse through the day and even every step i take now its... PAINFUL..

3. busy day - had to settle some advance payment confirmation before we send the check roll to ipoh to generate the worker's salary.. took me about 2 hrs before being dragged to the police station by mr. chiew to make a police report of 5 stolen pump on saturday. got back about 2+ before once again going to the hospital to send one of my workers.

4. scolding spree - today kena scolded 2 times by manager.. lol.. reason.. i shall not tell.. but its not my fault.. i'm just a victim.. :P

5. biawak dinner - another of my workers caught another biawak (monitor lizard) so they decided to cook it since i dont know how to cook it and bring it to have dinner over at my place with mr. chiew. was a simple dinner, roti (indian tosay) + curry chicken + curry biawak + beer.. my goodness.. the biawak curry was good.. hahaha... but i'm so bloated now because of all the roti and beer..

6. tomorrow - its some hari police tomorrow.. so will be going for their function as estate representative..

7. my field - i did not even enter my field today coz no time.. i feel so guilty worse still tomorrow also might not have much time to do so also.. haihz..... bad bad bad...

time to sleep..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

arrival shock..

2008-08-25T17:23:00.002+08:00

after spending a short weekend back at home, headed back after uncle lim's funeral which ended at at about 10+ pm. was really sleep so had to drive slowly.. even took a 10 min nap along the way.. it was that bad.. lol... but finally reach safely at about 1.15am...

after driving my car into my car park, i noticed mojo was missing.. not at his house.. i went around my house in he dark looking for him n calling his name.. but nothing seemed to be seen.. so sad la.. went in to look at my pond and i found out that my clear water has became some slimy green color pond.. eew... could hardly see my fishes.. all the alga growing super fast when i was away.. so i decided to fix a cover over my pond tomorrow.. MUST DO before i change the water again and be gone for another weekend..

after that i tot i should look in my guest room to check if mojo was there... and yes.. the silly little thing was hiding under the bed.. but then i was too tired to catch that little evil monster.. so leave him alone n headed to bed..

today, woke up as usual but feeling extremely tired.. had to work so ya la.. work work.. bla bla bla... until now.. just got back.. later on got badminton competition.. need to win to get into the finals.. physically very tired.. but my opponent aint that strong either.. :)

today my worker caught a biawak (monitor lizard) so slaughter it and gave it to me.. the biggest problem is... I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COOK IT!!! later only think about what to do with it la..

remember to drink more H20 k. c",)

at 90 km per hour..

2008-08-23T19:31:00.002+08:00

after seeing an advertisement saying that we use 25% more petrol traveling at 120km/hr compared to 90 km/hr.. i decided to save petrol regardless of the FIFTEEN cents reduce in fuel price..

its was terribly slow... but then because of the rain so generally all cars were slower.. i think it did save some petrol la.. i saw my petrol meter going down after a really long time.. good la.. save money by traveling slowly... but i'm planning on a water vapor modification to save even more petrol.. :)

today.. i was not in a rush as usually i am.. so i took it as a stroll.. went by hair asia to get my hair cut.. back to my typical hairstyle then went over to sunway pyramid to buy some cloths coz dunno y my closet is getting smaller.. haha..

after shopping ALONE.. headed back home tailing cars in a jam.. haihz... i tot i would be jam free... but still jam.. coz of the RAIN.. haihz...

got back.. waiting for hosea to finish up his DotA game so that i can fill my noisy tummy...

later on.. fren's bday at scarlet... banyak lala punya tempat... nvm la.. frens ma... afterall how often can i go clubbing ady... stay kampung area only...

ok la.. ciao..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

a friday without manager.. :)

2008-08-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

if i was a normal assistant manager, when the manager says "i will not be in tomorrow" the first thing i'll jump for joy.. but sorry la.. i too hardworking to be happy.. hahaha.. jk only..

so today, no manager.. weeee... freedom... still woke up at 5.45 to go for 6am muster as usual.. then went back for dinner n look at my poor pond with 2 carps only.. still alive... then went back to work at about 8.15.. bit late.. but thats me la.. noone cares actually.. went into the field(estate).. round here.. round there.. check if they working properly.. bla bla bla..

when i was near one of the felda boundaries, there was a big puddle of water on the road so had to go over a small hump at the side.. not noticing that my motorcycle was on 3rd gear i went up slowly.. mana tau the motor mati... then i was over the puddle of water so i had to jump lor.. leaving my motorcycle to land with a splash in the puddle of mud... my goodness.. my parang, books, water bottle n stuff all wet n covered with mud..

what to do.. but good thing i not covered with mud la.. haha.. so took up the stuff n headed back to office lor.. then put my books n things at the office before sending my bike for a wash... now its clean.. :)

so went back to rest at about 11 something then mr.chiew called wor... he stomach pain.. been flushing himself since last night about 6 times.. wah.. poor guy... so send him to bahau to see the doctor who ended up giving him lots of unnecessary medication and one BIG fat injection on his butt... hahaha...

while he was at the clinic i went to makan.... PORK!!!! yummy... and went to BUY MORE FISHES...!! weee.... so ended up buying another 11 carps and some small fishes so that the pond wont look so empty... 13carps... ummm... nice number... sap sam.. "sure live" in cantonese..

to cut the story short.. its now in the pond and its nice..:) but i think next month when salary come in maybe buy another maybe 10 more.. making it 23... = my age.. ayo.. old... hahaha..

then i today dunno y mood very good.. go catch my monkey for a bath.. go mandi with me... hahaha.. struggle n struggle... still ended up in shampoo and clean for now.. haha... so after the shower, have him chocolate... he loves chocolate.. his favorite treats are..

1. toblerone white chocolate
2. vochelle almonds coated with white chocolate
3. M & M
4. suger cubes (cheapest)

see... this monkey has expensive taste... hahaha... thats mojo.. :P

i'll bring him back one of these days... maybe for convocation.. hahaha..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

finally back..

2008-08-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

today.. one of the best thing happened.. at 1.10pm, my dad brought me my dear laptop... something i've missed for a very long time (3 weeks plus).. looking back.. i wondered how did i survive..

tracing back.. after the accident plus bad bad luck.. things had a change....

although i did not get a new laptop coz "this was still under warranty" when it was not suppose to.. but anyway.. its all still good.. dont want to get a new laptop and have it spoil in 1 year.. :P

1. i got a new house.. :) remember the one i posted before??.. the really big one.. yeah.. its all mine now... i practically have a football field size area from the gate to my house door.. its that awesomely big.. great place to do a party..

2. i got a new bike.. got rid of that yamaha sports for a honda EX5... more power but less top speed.. plus the ex5 is a much newer bike..

3. new pet... mr. mojo the monkey.. who has his own house with doors n windows... (post the pic another time.. it was given by my worker just after i shifted.. see.. my workers love me.. haha..

4. new handphone.. it aint any flashy one but its a pretty good buy for a price of 99 bucks.. hahaha... besides dont want a 1000bucks phone to one day fall in the mud n spoil rite..

5. new beautiful pond which i only have 2 japanese carps in it atm.. tomorrow but another.. eh.... its expensive.. so maybe 11 to make it thirteen and making me POOR...!!!

6. new look.. this aint good.. coz i'm now... not tan.... but BLACK!!! u have to see to believe..

7. i've got alot of other new things also la.. pots, pans, plants, frens.. bla bla bla... coming soon.. new office.. damn nice place..

ok la.. enough for now.. better check my mails or else wont even finish by tonight..

almost forgot.. my toilet's pink.. haha... my first pink property..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

missing for awhile..

2008-07-27T19:46:00.002+08:00

my laptop's motherboard just got fried.. will be out of computer for sometime until its fixed or A NEW ONE :)

PC fair's just next week.. weeee..!!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

tired

2008-07-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

been bit tired lately.. plus lazy too blog.. so i'll just summarize everything here..

1. tuan amir's farewell party with 60kg of durians!! weee.. syok...

2. tuan amir's farewell dinner.. ok ok lor.. halal chinese food.. what can u expect.. pork??..

3. football's back.. i suck.. still stand at 1goal, 1 assist :)

4. new security system in estate.. thanks to me:)

5. my motor puncture it's tyre TWICE in 1 day.. haihz.. too fat i guess

6. having new bike soon... having new house soon... 4 rooms with air con and water heater.. FINALLY!!

7. my wounds healing real quick.. almost done ady..

8. its thursday tomorrow.. coming back on saturday :)

*i've got something to post.. but i cant remember whats it.. post another time la.. sleep first..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the weekend :)

2008-07-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

the last weekend passed pretty fast.. i mean really fast.. like time flies..!!!!

was a friday and i was thinking if i should go back.. coz saturday's a public holiday in negeri sembilan.. yang dipertua negeri's BDAY :)

so i decided to come back lor... work ends at 5pm.. and guess what.. at 5.09pm i was ady on my way out of the gate.. hahaha... on the way back drop by subang rest stop for long missed KFC :) then back for cell group..

slept early that night coz was really tired... end of day 1

woke up then went to have breakfast with vivian and send her fr piano class.. after that, since someone wanted to eat mt cake as her bday's was mostly eaten up by her bro so make lor.. later on in the evening chin wei n jovean came over for a visit.. had bbq at karen's place and met up with some of her crazy frens... i tell u.. they r really crazy.. lol...

got back.. online for awhile then SLEEP..:) end of day 2

woke up n headed to church with chin wei n jovean.. after church went over to serendah for tom yam.. wah.. syok gila... went back packed my stuff then headed to the other caren's place.. spend sometime over there n had dinner.. caren cook wor.. haha...

after sending her back to setapak then headed back to estate. when i rached back.. guess what...

i only had the key to the wooden door n not the metal grill.. so how?? cant go in lor.. ayo.. sien diao la.. then i called chiew n check if he was coming back.. NO wor.. how?? shit la.. so i though of a way.. i had to break into my own house.. hahaha...

so i open up my room's window n stick my big fat hand in to take my spare key.. weee... successful.. i have been promoted from a petty thief to a professional break in artist.. haha...

got in settled my stuff then tidur.. end of weekend.. so super fast... haihz...

monday.. i did not want to wake up in the morning.. my goodness.. wanted to continue sleeping for ever or something.. hahaa... went to work la.. bla bla bla....

the clumsy me.. today fell down again.. now i added 9 more holes in my right palm and 2 in my left palm.. coz the fruit has torns on it.. kena la... haihz.. but its alright la.. not very painful or anything...

had 2 different meetings today back to back from 3pm to 6pm.. tired.. had shower n started watching horror movie coz chiew was around.. lol.. not really scary la but then when its in a place like i'm in.. even the movies with freakish lizards might cause u to be afraid.. lol....

anyway.. now just lepaking around n waiting for time to sleep.. lol..

i'm really broke now... haihz.. help me!!!...!!! dont have even enough to reload my phone.. haihz...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

my ONE month, ONE day present from the estate..

2008-07-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

its said that not many people especially fresh university graduates that come from the city can survive a month in the estate... i'm proud to say i did.. and i did it well.. :)

as a reward i guess the estate decided to give me some surprises.. :)

waking up at 5.45 in the morning, i heard rain pouring outside.. thunder and the heavy downfall of water from the sky... which only signaled one thing.. I DONT HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TODAY:) offing my alarm with gladness coz finally i can really sleep in on a rainy and cold day.. my goodness.. it was like so syok.. hahaha... really... the feeling was like "you get paid even if you are not doing your job and sleeping in.." so nice.. so i guess it was best sleeping time i ever had since i came.. cold, with my warm blanket and my SMELLY pillow and i still get paid.. :) weee... zzzZZZZ.....

so i slept, slept, slept and slept until Mr. Chiew (my housemate) came knocking on my door at 8.30am asking me to get up.. coz today it wont be a busy day coz the harvesters were unlikely to go harvesting...

after waking up, changing and brushing my teeth, i headed to the office only to find out that THE HARVESTERS WERE GOING IN TODAY... alright... good also la.. give me work to do... so i headed to the mamak to have my breakfast then went into the field to receive my SECOND present from the estate..

as the roads in the estate are made from red sand and clay like mud which usually soften after rain, i decided not to blast through the field at top speed which i usually do... so i went about on moderate speed... going over the sloops cutting across puddles of water..

out of a sudden, my back wheel went into a puddle of muddy and lose soil making my bike skid.. it skidded to my right.. i tried to pull my balance back by accelerating..

the next thing i remembered was my saying "OH SHIT.." before hitting the ground and being dragged by the bike for about 5-7 feet...

joshua as joshua quickly scrambles up and look around of anyone was around watching to avoid embarrassment.. lol.. looking at my bike and the spot i skidded and sighing.. my pants was dirty... my book was dirty... haihz.... at that moment the pain did not strike me yet...

i headed back to wash up and change my cloths.. thank God i did not break any bones as the bike was on my leg when it fell... although my legs and hands were pretty badly scratched.. i think at least 200 different scratches... hiahz... but still its painful.. its like stinging all the time..

after that went back into the field to do my work despite my injuries.. then i headed for a OSHA meeting in another estate.. so wore a long pants.. to cover up.. i tell u.. the long pants was "OUCH" keep kena the wound... painful la....

finished got back.. went to pasar malam to buy dinner and some fruits then back.. about 7++

i guess what i really need now is to rest my wounds so it can heal quickly so i can actually walk properly again... i guess thats life la.. we get injured, we heal, we get injured again, we head again.. it goes on... hahaha...

but the most important thing is that we learn from mistake and GET UP again.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

upon completion of my first month

2008-07-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

one month ago, on this day, i arrived at Ladang Ayer Hitam.

filled with fear, excitement, uncertainty, hope, and of course the mind to excel in work.

this day marks the complete first month working as an assistant manager.

today was not a long day but a day with much of disappointments. (i guess its my turn to have a bad day). disappointments from my workers, bunch counters, mandores (supervisor) and staff. all in all, 32 + 3 + 2 + 2 = 39 plus one BIG FAT ME = FORTY!!!! i guess it was a chain reaction.

1. last nite at a worker's union, my morning muster was canceled because some smart indon guy complained about it.

2. this morning, no muster = ppl went un-reminded about what they are suppose to do - DO NOT CUT BLACK BUNCHES!!!!

3. the bunch counters were slow to check the bunch, the mandores did not check the crops properly, the staff did not do critical supervision = disappointment

4. i went to the mill to do grading to practically prove my point of the muster. so guess what. 3 BLACK BUNCHES!!!! = very disappointed

5. i came back with out having any breaks for the whole day and showed the statistics to my staff. their reaction was : "oh.." then walking away.. = how do u want me to react?

6. my phone.. my dear samsung phone.. yesterday, i lost my bluetooth ear set. today, my flip came up with a problem and now at full flip, THE SCREEN DOES NOT COME ON.. haihz....

wow... some one month completion present for me as a day..

i'm not too sure how am i suppose to tell my manager about the 3 black bunches but i will have to. and i'll be yelled at.. but... WHAT TO DO.. thats life...

today was not a good day.. but God gave us something called a new tomorrow where we can work towards a better tomorrow.. :) look ahead and press on joshua wong and you too...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

my 155th post..

2008-07-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

i din really know what to entitle this... thats y its as above.. haha..

i was reading my own blog when i noticed something...

i'm actually crazy..

so y do i say so?

coz if u actually read my last 2 post which was 2 days apart.. its like so contradicting.. one day so frustrated.. then 2 days later all is awesome.. weird rite.. actually i also dunno y.. maybe mood change or something..

but i guess its more than mood la.. its some massive element called "TIME".. its only 4 letters but it does alot..

time changes, time proves, time fly-S..

in a blink of an eye.. i've ady started work for almost 4 weeks.. wow.. learned alot and changed alot.. although 24hours might not seem enough for many.. but in fact, 24 hours might change our lives.. the real truth is that every single min and sec might even change our lives.. not only yours but also the people around you...

coz man's not an island.. things u do affects others.. like it or not.. its true.. so moral of the story is think twice before doing anything.. make sure its at the right time and place :)

you would say: "wah.. like that also can ar??.."

i'll tell u: "ya la.. i dont know how did i come out with this.. but i did.."

one more thing..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

sleepy me..

2008-07-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

dunno y been rather sleepy.. sleep in the afternoon then sleep at night.. n always wanting to sleep.. hahaha... i guess work's getting me tired..

the day my house flooded, i slept from i think 2-7pm.. massive right.. then now i'm getting sleepy also and its only 9+ haihz.. i guess i better get going to bed soon..

anyway.. work update..

yesterday i went to do harvesting.. remember that picture i posted of the guy harvesting? something like that but a shorter tree... i tell u.. it was really tiring.. after cutting down some leaves and fruit.. i was almost out of breath.. imagine going 50 trees in a row.. thats how difficult.. n the strength it took was massive!!!!

besides that, the quality of fruit bunches has taken a drastic improvement.. happy about that.. :)

basically this few days been happy about some thing la.. good la.. haha..

my bro's studying hard..

my relationship with my parents getting better..

someone's happy.. so am i..

i'm happy with my job..

i'm happy with what i'm doing..

finally found the peace i once had.. :)

thank you God..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

frustration...

2008-07-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

today, comes a time where i'm really frustrated..

with life,

with work,

with relationship,

with alot of things..

how did it become so hard for me? nothing really used to seem difficult to me.. used to be.. "yeah!! joshua boleh" or something like that.. but nowdays.. i'm stuck.. stuck between everything..

work's getting on me now as i start implementing new things, discipline workers, and face the fact that i'm working up to expectations of performance with really limited knowledge.. but i'll try my best...

today i finally cooked my first plate of fried bee hoon..

actually it was mostly left overs from the steamboat.. plus i dont really know how to fry bee hoon coz i aint a fan of it.. tasted ok la.. not too bad.. was not really filled with taste.. just a mild sourish taste from the tomato, sweet cabbage taste and some oyster sauce taste..

i would say not bad for a first try...

quite tired lately.. alot to think.. alot to do.. alot to tell you.. alot to miss..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

down on my knees

2008-07-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

getting down on the knees is an act of submission.. act of humbling oneself to do what the master commands. kneeling down symbolizes surrender..

very often people get onto their knees.. to propose, to plead, to ask for forgiveness, to show submission to God or someone, to worship and many others..

today, i was on my knees.. for about an hour..

i was wiping the floor..!!!!!

once again my house was flooded..!!! crap.. the hose again got lose n i was sleeping from 2-7pm n it flooded my who gigantic sitting room.. my goodness... all the water..!!! urh!!!! so frustrated to see it...

anyhow.. all done.. haihz.. been tired lately.. dunno y.. sleep so much.. i guess mentally tired gua..

i got a new weapon of mass destruction..

my PARANG!!!

cool rite.. so u better behave or i'll make sure it pays u a visit..

maybe i should get a name for it.. any suggestion??

i can go around chopping the workers ady.. lol..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c")

4th and 5th of july

2008-07-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

4th july 2008

woke up as usual.. went for muster at 6am... din feel like waking up coz was rather cold n tired..

it was pay day.. so at about 2.15pm, all the workers were outside the office waiting for their names to be called to get their long waited salary..

sitting inside, i was next to 70k cash.. wow... could have just ran away n have 2 years of salary advanced.. lol... but yeah. took pretty long to actually distribute the money n stuff.. urh.. tired...

went back had a nap was thinking if i should go for friday bible study.. so i got myself together n headed off at about 7pm.. guess what.. finally..!! a person in church who does not repeat the songs 6 times!!!! she only repeated it twice or maximum 3 times.. my goodness.. thats like so much better.. but sad to say.. her voice and worship leading skills... hiahz... OUT!!!

ps. teoh preached about prayer.. although it was long n there were alot of unnecessary parts.. but i guess i did learn something from it.. :) got back n slept... no questions asked.. TIRED!!!

5th july 2008

morning muster... guess what... kena scolding early in the morning my senior manager..

WHY?? coz the dumb harvesters went around cutting black bunches or known as unripe fruit!!! the mill did grading and came out with some really bad reports..!!!

so i started to go around scolding ppl n stuff. urh... sometimes these ppl.. just dont know how to listen.. but then there r many ways to make them do it!!!! CUT THEIR SALARY!!! muahahahaha..!!!

finished work at about 1pm. went back took a shower n rest then went out with Mr. chiew to buy some stuff for steamboat.. his GF and brother was coming over for dinner at night.. the brother's family were also coming..

so prepared n stuff then started eating about 8+.. had a good time of fellowship n fun.. had good food n enjoyed ourselves.. kind of tired.. but then i'm still really full.. i wan to sleep... :(

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

gold 30 feet above us..

2008-07-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

as the CPO prices increases day by day, commodities changes their values.. the previous unwanted oil palm now has turned into gold being planted on trees.. but the question is how do u get gold that are on trees 30-50 feet above us..?

do we climb the tree?

so we use a leader?

or do we use a helicopter??

WRONG... basically we use a fortified harvesting pole created by sime derby.. and here's a picture of how we do it..

so what drops down are bunches of oil palm bunches.. this is a bigger than usual sized bunch probably from 35-40kg
this is an average size bunch weighing about 20-35kg.. the pen as we can see shows the difference of size...

today, i got slightly more hardworking than usual.. usually i'll rather relax n recharge my energy coz working under the sun aint easy.. really sucks up all our energy.. plus.. my "Xiao Bai" (little white) is getting pretty dirty.. even someone said it was awful.. lol..

guess when as the last time i actually washed it..?? 7th jun.. lol... washed it with someone at her place before going for hockey.. hahaha...

when i was washing i was wondering who would help me scrub the tires.. lol... coz she did.. :)

but no matter what.. its clean now.. :) see....

anyway... miss you, You, YOu and YOU.. :)

miss someone loads too.. :)

k la.. sleep time..

zzzZZZ....

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

first ever before...

2008-07-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

today, at 8.45am it all started...

something that never in my life happened..

something that would be the starting point of more to come..

i had to do it.. i could not escape..

we had a management meeting with the staff n senior manager..

hahaha.. alright.. so last week the audit came n really did some checking leaving us with some bad comments.. but actually its not my problem.. simply because... i was NEW :P

so the meeting went on until about 10.45... the manager went on n on.. ok ok.. but i guess ppl who r getting old tend to nag more la.. so bare with it.. i got some little roles to play which is good la.. coz i feel i'm getting too free.. nothing much to do.. which is sad...

then made my usual rounds, went home to eat lunch then slept.. the smart me over slept coz was kind of tired plus din set my alarm right... so woke up got my stuff then headed to office to dos some stuff..

got back then went for badminton at about 8 but got back at 9 coz not many ppl play.. sien.. many FFK...

i almost forgot.. last nite..

was the farewell for Mr. Kalai.. so went to a malay restorant.. according to them had nice n cheap food.. alright.. so was not really a feast... we had:

1. fried fish in sweet n sour sauce
2. some vege with salted fish
3. tom yam soup
4. minced meat in egg
5. quail cooked with some sweet sauce

the quail and minced meat wa nice.. the rest... haihz... guess what.. there were 16 ppl n the bill was RM350!!! thats expensive la.. can eat much nicer n more things in a chinese restorant!!!

after that me n chiew went to some chops to look around before going to a little cafe to have some beer.. chilled there for awhile.. chatted n stuff then headed back at about 12.. still have one bottle of heniekken in the fridge.. :)

time to sleep.. need rest..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

beauty of the dawn

2008-06-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

at about 5.45am my alarm started to ring.. snoozing it i continued to sleep.. the weather was cold.. the best place to be in the world was under my warm and comfortable blanket..

sad to say i could not stay long as muster was at 6..

dragged myself up.. got ready n headed off..

was in a holiday mood today as nothing much to do coz closing of the month's account so not much harvesting and crops..

decided to take some pictures of the beautiful morning scene..

honestly.. its like the most beautiful morning i've seen until now... :)

young palm tree planted in 2007

the road that i travel very often

the entrance of what i know as money.. :)

at 8.30am

at 10.30am

FFB (fresh fruit bunches) each worth about RM20

lose fruit where out money comes from..

mini grabber (MTG) loads the FFB into the back then into the bin

MTG leaving this behind

the bin.. with about 10 tonnes of oil plam FFB

putting on the safety netting so u cant steal it!!!

loading the bin on the lorry 1

loading the bin on the lorry 2

loading the bin on the lorry 3

done.. n ready to roll!! thats like RM8000 worth of oil plam.. :P

need to go for farewell dinner now..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

back..

2008-06-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

work starts at 6am tomorrow.. n i'm back to my estate...

haihz... so fast the weekend over ady.. need to wait another 2 weeks before going back again..:(

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

why does the weekend end so fast?

2008-06-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

on saturday, i reached home at about 7.30pm after going over to someone's place.. we had a good time.. been more than 2 weeks since i last saw her..

got back.. had dinner then went off for worship practice then went for yam cha with karen n some other frens.. long time din go yam cha liao.. had some good chat n catching up..

sunday went to church then headed off to makan yong tau fu... so syok.. got calvyn belanja.. muahahaha...

got home did some stuff n spend time with my family then going off to have dinner (CHINESE FOOD!!!) then back to my estate... oh.. have to make a stop before heading all the way back.. :)

somehow the time i have back here seems pretty short.. haihz...

will be coming back in 2 weeks.. umm.. next week wanna go skating n makan wendy's with someone.. muakakaka... skating skating skating...

one sad thing is that i cant play hockey anymore.. coz saturday training canceled... :(

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

finally..!!

2008-06-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

after being in the estate for almost 2 weeks, i can go back home.. back to rawang.. back to where i call a CITY.. to see people i love, people who i miss, people who i care about.. :) at home, in church n of course people who dont even go to church...

honestly speaking, besides people in the estate, i've actually failed to make frens with people outside.. somehow the people in church aint as friendly as i tot they would be.. but i did talk to some.. but just some casual n short talk as i mentioned about a week ago.. but still i'll be going to church for friday bible study although they will be singing the songs over n over n over again...

yesterday, it felt like a pretty short day as i was pretty much occupied with work.. running up n down, seeing the senior manager to show him my progress. basically he's pretty happy with me as for currently. hope it goes on for much longer.. suggest me to be promoted quickly.. muahahaha... then earn more $$$!!!! coz someone says she's a materialistic person.. so ok la.. fine.. u say i provide.. haha...

today was also pretty short somehow coz i guess i did alot of talking with people.. after morning muster n a round in the field i went over to Kalai's place to take some log books from him.. he passed me the stuff then briefly told me about the things that i needed to do and log books that i needed to upkeep.. did not sound alot but i guess it's not as easy as it seems.

then i just had a really short lunch break before i started to jaga the weight bridge from about 12 to 4pm... urh.. no break... no sleep... tired... but still.. i'm happy coz someone's feeling better now.. lighter.. :)

anyhow i'll need to get some rest before going out later for church.. need to drive back tomorrow after work.. :) weeee.... finally get to see u guys again after 2 weeks..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

movie day!!!!!

2008-06-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

once again its wednesday... during school days, wednesday was strongly associated to watching movies.. the movies that was just released like 6 days ago... we would say.. "eheh... today cheap la.. v go movie marathon la.." then we'll head to either 1u, MV or pyramid to catch a movie or 2... but then today... once again a wednesday.. but the problem is i'm in negeri sembilan.. the nearest cinema is about 15 min drive away which shows only outdated movies... my goodness... so yeah... cant watch movie...

today a normal day la.. felt bit lazy n tired coz of some issues la.. alot of thinking and emotional things la.. difficult... so yeah.. but today i was bringing Mr. tan around the tall palm and nursery area.. he's a biotech industrial trainee from UM... so yeah... nice guy la..

today audit again came to continue their work.. then Mr. Chiew also stressed out. lol.. so i n Mr. tan went for dinner without him.. he go cari his gf... dunno for what la.. maybe lepas emo emo.. lol... too bad i no gf to lepas my emo emo... hahahha... anyway.. having tough time la...

so we had some dai chao... n fried tau fu... was ok la.. n not expensive also... so yeah... chinese food.. :) but then have to spend petrol to get there la.. haihz... petrol mahal la...

lately i noticed i'm getting really tan because of the long hrs i spend in the field n under the sun... haihz.... now probably i look malay... someone says tan more man ma... but then now u look at me u wonder who am i.. lol... that bad.. my complexion also getting worse n worse... haihz.... how???!!! sad....

anyway.. if u r reading this... just want to let u know that its not easy for me now... coz its painful... can hardly breath... if u only knew...

k la.. i think i need to sleep early...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the flood..

2008-06-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

imagine what will happen if a house top of a hill gets flooded.. what would happen to the other houses at the foot of the hill?

believe it of not it really happened to my house here..

it was raining in the afternoon... but work still went on as usual after the rain slowed down.. went to office to collect some files after going to bahau town to have a hair cut and to make a new identification card (IC) coz my chip was spoil..

got back about 4.30pm then headed to office to pick up some files.. then back to my house again.. was suppose to go play badminton at 8pm but when i reached there noone was there so i decided to go back... wen into my room n online for awhile before walking out of my room to find my dinning area and my sitting room half flooded... i mean really water literally covering it!!! my goodness.. i was panic and all.. went around looking for a lose or burst pipe.. but i could not find any... my goodness..

guess what...

at about 7pm, Mr. Chiew loaded a load of cloths to wash... and the pipe was not connected properly.. so the water was flowing all the way from the kitchen into the dinning area n into the sitting room... my goodness.... the place was all flooded...

so it took a pail n cloth to start wipe it all up... finally after more than 3 buckets full of water.. the place was finally dry.. haihz....

then good thing i could catch kung fu scholar on tv3.. then went to bed before it ended.. coz was too tired... anyway din really sleep well... today bit tired n moody too... sien....

today (tuesday), just another ordinary day... muster, breakfast, went around the field, bla bla bla..

but today there was 3 internal auditors who came to check the store n all the accounts Mr. Chiew was terrified n stuff coz he did not want to get scolding n stuff.. so yeah.. they came.. n i went to see them too.. just to have a glimpse of what will happen when they come in the future... honestly speaking they were pretty nice ppl.. actually so called comparing and correcting the wrong methods used to do things.. they also gave some really good pointers to us...

then after some short discussion and questioning, we went out for dinner at era hotel at bahau... guess what.. i noticed something..!!!! the banner says.....

BOWLING!!! RM1.50 PER GAME!!!!

wah... 1.50 per game.. damn cheap.. i;m so gonna entertain myself n improve on my bowling skills... lol....

kind of tired now.. i guess i'll sleep early.. but i have to wait for mr. choew n my new roommate for 3 days to come back from a dinner... haihz..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the sabbath day

2008-06-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

Genesis 2:2-3

2 By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. 3 And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.

sabbath day is my day of rest... the day where I DO NOT NEED TO WORK...!!!

sadly.. at about 7.30am, 2 indian workers came around mt house calling "tuan.. tuan.." woken up by the calling i answered them and asked what was the matter... they needed the key for the diesel pump for the lorries and trucks... the staff who was suppose to attend to that was not around!!!..!!! so i rode my bike over to unlock the pump to alow them to fill 1 truck n 1 lorry... what a waste of my time..!!!

then i got back.. did some blogging then took a shower, breakfast then headed to Hope EFC.. a church at bahau..

ummmm... this was the church that repeated the songs over n over again... but thank goodness the worship leader today was bit better.. although her voice was like.. i dunno what la.. squeaky.. honestly i consider myself a bad worship leader but then she's way worse than me:P hahahahaha.... anyhow, pastor teoh took over at the end and sang few other songs which was really worshipful... but still repeating it over n over again... my mouth also tired.. first time i worship God mouth tired.. lol...

then pastor teoh gave a message about loving God... bla bla bla... honestly speaking i did not really understand his message.. probably i was bit blur coz i did not sleep well the night.. got problems la.. haihz...

after the service i tot ppl would hang around n fellowship like other churches.. but the weird thing was that everyone disappeared right after the closing prayer.. only leaving few ppl behind which included me... so noticing that.. i also pai seh la.. faster ciao.... on the way to the car somehow i dunno too lucky or something.. stepped on a packet of chili sauce from some chicken rice la... then it burst n my pants was covered with it... crap man... gross... i wanted to go cut my hair as my senior manager complaining that my hair is long.. haihz... so i had to cancel my plan to go home n change la..

got home... just slacked around.. reading blogs, posting stuff n chatting with ppl la.. plus missing someone... hiahz... so long din see her liao...

but then honestly speaking la.. now i look horrible lor.. all the wounds coz i tend to scratch when i'm itchy.. so yeah.. here got alot of bugs plus some times the leaves of some plants make ur hand n legs itchy... so my hands n legs got alot of wounds la... but then wont die la... just not nice to see.. plus now i'm darker ady.. n my complexion worsen... coz i guess the climate different n got alot of dust on my face when i ride the motorcycle around...

basically today what i did at home was
1. blogging
2. chatting
3. playing winning 11 on Mr.Chiew's ps2
4. sleeping
5. play with Max n bring him for a walk
6. miss someone
7. watch tv
8. missing more of that same someone (must emphasize on the SAME)

like that lor.. until now.. 10.22pm...

going to sleep liao la...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

LOVE

2008-06-22T08:45:00.000+08:00

1 Corinthians 13:1-13

1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, [1] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; [2] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

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now the question is this..

1. does this passage only apply to God where he's almighty and forgiving or does it applies to all of us humans?
2. we say that our God is a jealous God but why is it stated is some other versions that love is not jealous?
3. as we see so many qualities of love but many times i dont see some of it being displayed in the lives of even christians.. many times we are selfish, hot-tempered, and envious.. why so? does that mean they are not good?
4. how can we be able to acquire these qualities of love?

post me the answers if u know them.. mom.. can help ar..?? haha..

off to church..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

5th + 6th day

2008-06-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

friday

as usual muster at 6am.. today, i went around with Mr. kalai who's an assistant manager that will be leaving. i will be replacing him. so went around the areas that i'm suppose to take over. he brought me to the GM (general manager) road where the important ppl will be brought to this road to visit the place.. the whole road are areas that i'm in charge of... haihz.. pressure..

then after that, went to the replanting area called 2008. the use the year its planted to mark and name the areas. so was just seeing the workers planting the trees into holes dug by a machine then covering it back n stuff..

basically replanting has 2 reasons
1. correct a previous error
2. creating a new and better beginning for the seedling

after that, went back for tea then headed to the fertilizer store to learn the proper procedure of receiving fertilizers. let me count... 640+640+3 bags of 50kg fertilizer.. total of 64.15 tonne of fertilizer... lol.... alot right.. thats only like 1-2 weeks supply..

after that i went around the field again to do monitoring n stuff.. then left for bahau at about 1.30pm to have lunch and open a maybank account.. but then right.. my stupid MY CARD could not be scanned... crap man.. like shit la.. so i could not open an account.. wasted my 35-40km of petrol... crapy la....

got back.. then it rained so i decided to stay home and do my report at home.. dun go office... then just slack around until 7pm... went to faith EFC in bahau... its a small church.. with a pretty soft spoken pastor..

but then amazing thing with this church is that they can sing the song over n over n over again.. wah.. my throat also dry n they r only in their 2nd song.. u know how many times they can sing a song?? up to 6 times repeating the same verse...my goodness... i almost died.. lol.. the when the ministry time came.. even more power... one by one they went up... then the pastor blew into the microphone.... and they fall... but then sorry la.. but i have to say this la.. they just fall for the sake of falling.. not really slain in the spirit... but then pastor says its an act of surrendering n enjoying the presence of God... ok la.. accepted.. but then... still weird la...

got back then tall with someone.. someone not feeling well..:( haihz...

saturday

almost could not wake up.. coz tired.. but made it to work.. today i followed the lorry to one of the mills called jeram padang mill.. went there... had a good chat with the driver n stuff la.. got there had to wait for dunno what rubbish.. then went to take the A-COMET mat for replanting.. n waited again.. adui... guess what... we went near the rubber refinery also.. the stupid rubber smelled like SHIT!!!! its like a chicken farm... yeah.. that kind of terrible smell... crapy rite.... lol...

got back then went for my regular rounds n had some chat with the harvesters n stuff la.. then got back.. had lunch at home.. Mr. chiew cooked.. i helped abit... ya lor... then now lor... stoning in my room... gonna take a nap then later wash my car...

this week not going back.. so going to faith efc for sunday service at 10.30...

anyway.. the manager offered me to shift house.. to a place with air con n water heater... good la.. but then have to stay with another guy.... still thinking about it... :) but the house is nicer la.. newer n cleaner....

haihz... miss someone la.. miss my frens in rawang also... wondering what r they up to.. lol..

ciao

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

long waited pictures.. :)

2008-06-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

alright finally i got some time + mood to go around snapping some pic..

presenting.. MY HOUSE..:)

as its right on top of a small hill.. i have great view.. even the one of the sunset n sunrise:)

view from my house

my garage and small store

my very own garage (my car fits just right)

side view of the house

front view of my house (Mr. chiew's car)

my old junk (heard i'm gonna get a new one.. soon..)

MAX (noisy dog that lives in the kitchen)

sitting room + dinning room (its really big)

my run down bathtub (will get it fixed in few month's time)

my E.M.P.T.Y room (but big)

my crib where i spend at least 10 hrs of my time on the internet n in lalaland

thats what we get in the morning after evening rain + light

more of these water ant

u see.. its that gross... not only here.. all over the place..!! eew!!!

a present in my room after the first night

alright.. thats all i have for now.. will snap pic in the field later on.. n maybe of some people.. but yeah.. uploading it takes patience..

miss ya guys!!!

gonna go for friday bible study here.. :)

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

3rd n 4th day

2008-06-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

wednesday

was another new day.. woke up as usual for muster.. i cant really remember the deatils.. kind of tired now.. but waiting for someone to get home so v can chat.. :P but then i remember

1. going around with mr. bala
2. going out for lunch at a near by chinese stall with mr. chiew
3. din go to office after my afternoon nap coz was raining so stayed home
4. badminton.. someone says good coz i'll lose my FAT.. i know la.. u trying to complain i;m real fat...
5. talked to someone before heading my crib..

thursday
pretty much a day for me... lol.. went to muster as usual.. today the senior manager came back from training so yeah.. met him.. n he assigned a motorbike for me... it was a old yamaha sports dunno what crap la.. but it had a modified exhaust pipe n wow... LOUD!!! but no power!!!

so yeah. i was pretty much happy... finally my own bike... ok la.. not really MINE but mine in a way la... so went around again with Mr. bala after breakfast.. went to do checks on workers n go around the field to familiarize myself with the roads... few times going up the steep slopes i almost went down all the way backwards coz not familiar with riding a bike...

the funniest part comes here..

when i got the bike, Mr. chiew asked me if there was petrol.. i open the petrol cover n saw some water like thing inside.. seemed quite alot (but not)... so i said got petrol la.. but then on the way back just before out 10.30m tea break, my motor ran out of petrol... shit... like wah... just died in the middle on the FIRST DAY!!! crapy rite... then i tired to start it n all.. but then TAK BOLEH la.. coz not petrol ma...

then the worse part was that when i was trying to start up the motor n stuff, i stepped into a puddle of COW SHIT!!! my whole shoe went into that giant puddle of SHIT!!!!! wtf!!!!! n Mr. bala was there... omg.. malu-fy-ing!!!! my guess tomorrow everyone will know about it ady.. lol... somehow the mouths in the estate cant be stop one... one pass to one then pass to another.. wah.. the chain wont stop until everyone knows... :P

SAD...

so yeah.. went back office.. took petrol n got the bike.. then i took the bike myself into the field.. got bit lost but with the help of a map n my terrible sense of direction i was able to get out.. lol...

then makan lunch then went back to rest... woke up.. went back to office then met up with the senior manager for a briefing of my job scope n what i need to do... bla bla bla... then hanged out at the staff office for awhile before heading back..

so got back... then just laze around the house lor.... somehow my laptop cant play cds well ady.. like bit jumpy stuff.. haihz... myust be the cd player got problem.. :(

k la.. waiting for someone to call or sms me..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

first 2 days of work..

2008-06-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

finally i've found the time n connection to be able to actually BLOG..!! somehow been i dont know but TIRING ans somehow when it reaches about 9pm, the connection snaps.. cant get connected.. crapy rite.. lol..

MONDAY

woke up at 5.30am coz had a muster (morning meeting) at 6am. but my housemate (Mr. Chiew) could not wake up so only got there at about 6.30+.. then had breakfast from 7.30-8am.. then went around the field with Mr. Chiew.. he showed me around the place explaining stuff which was practically UNKNOWN to me before this.. the trees, the fruit, fronds (leaves), n other stuff.. all the terms used n all la... then helped Mr. Chiew with some paper work...

then at about 1+pm went to bahau town for lunch with Mr. Chiew n Bahdrul who's a new assistant manager in this plantation. then had a medical check up by a doctor who i guess did not know what was he doing either.. he asked me what do i need to check when i went for the check up...

aint he the doctor??
aint he suppose to know??!!!

DUH!!!

yeah.. then hanged around for awhile at bahau town as i waited for them to come pick me up again.. got back to my house then took a half an hour nap before going back to the office at about 3.30pm to continue the paper work...

got back home at about 5.30-6pm..

took my shower n a simple dinner before heading to the hall for a badminton session..

got back.. took a really cold shower (OUCH!!) then hanged around.. talked to someone... then went to bed about 12+

TUESDAY
woke up at about 5.45am then headed to be muster on time to see what was going on n what they had there.. then went over to the chemical store... did a list of chemicals n what were the functions.. n yeah.. there were about 14 different chemicals including 2 types of rat poison... chemicals were used to treat the trees from bugs, insects n other small plants n fungus..

had breakfast then met Mr. Bala at about 7.45 to show me around the tall palm which i will soon be in charge of.. tall palms r palm trees which are above i cant remember.. 13 or 15 yrs old.. yeah.. they r the main fruit producers.. big fat juicy bunches each worth about 15-20 bucks.. :)

somehow Mr. Bala who will be a staff under me soon is fatter than me.. n if u know me, i'm about 85kg.. n he's even more.. imagine 2 of us riding on a motorcycle.. lol.... true enough.. we got a flat tyre... lol.. so he drop me off in the middle of the estate then headed back to change the motorcycle.. then after going around, we bumped into Bahdrul who asked me to follow him coz he had somethings to show me..

so yeah.. went chasing after the manualing (fertilizer) team... coz the audit people were coming soon... he explained n taught me alot of stuff which is in my book now:) trying to get it in my mind... hahahaha... yeah.. then went around n around... until it was lunch.. had my lunch at the near by mamak... the nasi goreng was ok la...

then went back to have a nap again after lunch.. probably thats y i'm not losing any weight.. lol... then headed back to office to sit n hang around... at about 5+pm some ppl were trying to catch a cow.. coz cows were prohibited in the estate... so went over to kepoh la.. lol.... but then the ppl failed to catch the cow... too powerful.. lol...

reached home at 6+ then took a shower before heading to bahau alone to buy stuff n look around.. got back at about 9+ then arranged my things then wanted to talk to someone but i guess... busy or something la....

miss ya anyway..

slept early.. about 10+.. but din sleep well.. woke up at 5.45 again today... Mr. Chiew late again... sad la.. make me look bad coz always late.. coz currently i dont have my own motorcycle.. so cant go myself...

i'll post what i did today later... :) take a nap now..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

ESPECIALLY YOU!!! THE PERSON WHO SAID THAT SHE DEHYDRATING!!!

ciao...

my new home..

2008-06-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

leaving the house at 2pm, i was pretty much happy to be on my way to bandar seri jempol where i will begin my career of my life. just before reaching sungai buloh tol, i suddenlly remembered that u forgot to bring something really important to me...

MY PILLOW

MY BLANKET

MY LETTER OF CONFIRMATION

oh my goodness.. had to head back n take it... so in total i wasted 27min and 32.7km of petrol...

then again after gathering those thing, taking a cup of water, i headed back on the road at 2.35pm.. dropping by my condo in pj to pick up my 29inch tv then heading to holiday villa subang to pick up some money as i was totally broke.. then heading to drop something by at caren's place...

at about 4pm, i finally left caren's place and headed for ladang ayer hitam...

was pretty much a smooth journey without making any wrong turns what so ever... reached there at about 6.22pm..

so i would be staying in a big bungalow.. yes... one with 2 rooms and i will be sharing the place with another assistant manager (Mr. Chiew) and his 7 years old golden retriever (Max)... when i got there.. oh... i could smell the dog from the door.. lol.. it was locked in a room behind the kitchen.. poor dog...

my room is really big.. its probably about the size of my sitting room at home.. lol.. yeah.. n its really empty.. there were only few things in it..

1. queen size bed
2. 1 small cupboard
3. 1 really big cupboard (actually tall)
4. 1 dressing table with mirror

attached bathroom with a bathtub :) but its kind of in bad shape.. but i'll fix it up someday when i got the time..

it was bit dusty.. but nvm.. the more important thing is my internet connection... can my celcom broadband work??..!!!

YES!!!! CAN!!!

but then my msn live messenger cant really connect properly... :(

thank God for creating MSN web messenger:) could login n chat but slowly la..

at about 7+ went out to look for food n buy some stuff i'll need... guess what i ended up buying..

1. new pair of working shoes
2. 2 pair of socks
3. a pail
4. a dustbin
5. a broom
6. a mop
7. some cloths
8. hangers
9. stick on hocks to hang my cloths
10. some breakfast + tonight dinner
11. maggie mee (tom yam)
12. and other stuff i also cant remember whats it.. so many!!!!!

got back ate my buggers then started to clean the place... sweep, mop, wipe... bla bla bla....

now my room is really clean... :)

but then worst thing is that my room DO NOT HAVE AIR CONDITIONER!!!!!!!!

ITS DAMN HOT HERE!!!!

ok ppl.. need to sleep soon... tomorrow work starts at SIX IN THE MORNING!!!! SICK!!!!

ciao.. pray for me that i dont get eaten by some monsters from the oil palm jungle or sucked dry by some dinosaur mosquito... :)

remember to drink more H20 k. c",)

counting down the days

2008-06-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

bumming been my job for the last 1 n half months since i finished my degree... but then sad to say my bumming period has come end...

tomorrow's the day i would begin to tie myself to a real PERMANENT job.... in the estate...

how do i feel??

scared
excited
dont know what to expect
dont know if i can get used to the place n work
kind of happy coz i got something i wanted
dont really want to leave this place coz i'll miss many ppl
lots of mixed feelings

sad to say.. i still need to leave.. thanks to some of my frens.. giving me some real farewells.. lol.. as if i'm not coming back half my life.. lol... but thanks guys... appreciate it...

so now.. basically i'm half way dome through my packing.. still my cloths left... n some minor stuff.. but then honestly speaking.. i dont really know what i want to bring over..

my working attire over there..
1. short pants or 3 quarter pants
2. polo tee
3. long socks
4. some kind of sports shoes or something
5. ugliness

thats horrible.. i cant imagine myself in that.. totally out of what i am... like indiana jones ady.. dunno la. probably i'll go digging for gold or something la... but i guess oil palm is ady turning into gold now days as commodities has begin to increase drastically over the past few yrs.. i cant wait to get my 6-10 months bonus paycheck at the end of the year.. :)

probably i'll be not blogging so often coz gonna be in the jungle of oil palm trees... plus dunno if this stupid celcom broadband thing can work properly anot.. coz i tell u la.. i've never did get along with computer gadgets since i was born...

ciao

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

super smart me..!!!

2008-06-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

few hrs ago, i started off to pj with my white myvi that hit a new record of pumping rm100.02 worth of petrol.. my goodness... its really bad... the petrol hike... madness..!!!!

alright... back to the story.. i was on my way.. thinking of who i wan to yam cha with after i finish packing my stuff at my condo... then just before i pass by the sungai buloh hospital exit.. i suddenlly remembered that my condo keys were in my dad's car... goodness..!!! i forgot to bring it...

so i ended up going back!! n then sitting home.... crap... lol...

so dont do stuff like this.. waste petrol.. waste tol money..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

some week i have had..

2008-06-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

have not been blogging lately.. somehow did not feel like it or had nothing much to blog about..

but now i have some stuff to just fill it up..

from 4th to 6th i was up at cameron highlands.. for a camp where my dad was speaking at.. honestly speaking.. wah.. the camp basically comprises of 2 generations in general.. the elderly (40-80yrs old) and kids (below 17 yrs old)... sad rite.. so basically dont have much peers for me to mix around with.. but then at least had some good time with my family..

bought back loads of stuff including stuff for my frens... BIG FAT strawberries... made some ppl + parents happy.. anyways its just really nice to see the smile on ppl's faces... spend sometime with ppl i cherish and had fun entertaining the rest... hahaha... i din know i was that entertaining.. i tot i was more annoying than entertaining.. :P

sat... full day... started off going to music practice at 11am then back home for lunch... then went back to church for yf which ended up at little taiwan for a yam cha session.. anyway.. besides the cream on my drink it practically sucked...

headed back to start a small throwing of words with my dad.. lol.. but nvm.. went out for dinner with my grandma.. had some nice food.. then headed back to pack my stuff then head ti caren's place to get a free car wash..:P

after hanging around for awhile then went to play hockey... it was tiring.. plus my foot cramp.. sucky man... so yeah... went back n tidur...

sunday morning... church no electricity.. wah... had service outside.. felt weird but then was good.. coz had a change.. :)

n yeah.. not i'm just sitting around n doing nothing.. sad....

preparing myself to start work for REAL... urh..!!

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

TWO days of my life..

2008-05-31T22:33:00.000+08:00

have not been blogging much.. coz my life has been only about sitting home, on the computer, watching tv, chatting, sleeping, smsing, talking on the phone and eating.. thats about it..

but yesterday (friday) i accompanied caren for an interview for a teacher job at sri bestari.. the school was pretty nice except it was only white and green... and i mean everything.. lol...

while she was having her roughly 1 and half - 2 hours interview, i was busily chatting with her 2 really cute brothers and her father who looked like a really serious man.. i mean REALLY serious.. they really did keep me entertained.. hahaha...

but the best part of the trip was that caren was offered the job right on the spot.. cool rite.:) i will only know what she decides on monday..

after the interview.. i guess her parents were happy n stuff la.. on top of that she grad with a first class honor n her dad's bday was around the corner.. so they decided to head out for dinner n also invite me along.. so yeah.. went along..

guess what i discovered.. caren's youngest brother (sean) is actually BLOODY smart.. lol... we were playing around with jokes n lame riddles n he really surprised us with some creative ones he actually made up himself... he's only 11 years old!!! freaky but true... genius kid.. few rare ones.. but he's really playful la.. but if he matures and studies well.. he's gonna be a bomb when he works..

that night had some good food and CRAB!!! had really good time with caren's family also.. thats y today someone got really jealous... hahaha..

went straight for cell group n had some great time with the guys.. played the long missed game "mafia" wah.. i rocked... n so did karen... (caren and karen is different ppl).. had some really awesome cheese cake made by sue sian's auntie.. auntie.. u rock!!! lol..

next morning was woken up by Mr. Eric Tan at 7.05.. aduh.. sleep also cant sleep in peace.. then headed off to help karen move house before 8am... walau... it was nightmare.. sooooooooooo many things!!!!!!

we finally got home at 5++pm.. got home.. took a shit then went flat on my bed.. until karen called me out for dinner at about 6pm...

we went to sg. buloh... and had an awesome meal... i tell u the ham yu fa lan bou (claypot pork with salted fish) was awesome!!! then the honey squid was wah... the best i ever eaten... n there was this weird vege... i tell u... u must try it to believe it... best leafy vege ever eaten by me... serious... after dinner.. we went to a dim sum shop for 2nd round.. wah... had some good dai pau and siew mai... its been about 2 hrs ady.. n i'm still so full that i can hardly move my ass... lol....

so gonna skip hockey tonight.. might puke if i got bang.... lol...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the function of a blog

2008-05-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

practically the function of the blog for me is to spend my time writing stuff that happens to be in my daily life regardless if its interesting or not..

sad to say.. laterly too many thing happened that i wish i could blog about but then.. haihz.. too P&C.. so haihz... been having some pretty rough weeks.. frens leaving, others looking for jobs, relationship problems, human problems, n loads of other problems la... haihz...

also dunno how to say la... been not so good this few weeks.. even utopia also lose 2 wars... kena woop in the ass in those wars.. aduh... sakai la...

those ppl who reading.. dont be me.. think before u do anything.. or u might step in shit just like me...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

movie day:)

2008-05-26T02:11:00.000+08:00

its been sometime since i watched a movie in the cinema..

today, went out with fion n kai to MV to catch 2 movies after church.. the best part was that we had 4 complimentary tickets given by aunty lanny.. :) hahaha.. thats 4 X RM12 = 48 bucks saved.. so only had to pay like 24 bucks for 6 tickets.. muahahaha...

the first movie we watched was that indiana jones movie.. honestly.. i was disappointed with it.. no class to the movie coz it was like suppose to be funny n adventure together.. but.. the way they put it together was not good la.. so yeah.. go buy pirate n watch at home..!!!

the second one was narnia.. it was alright.. not bad but still the first one was better... the chef centaur was damn yeng.. lol.. n prince caspian i have to admit that he's good looking.. lol.. but then he did not play much of a role in the movie.. was overshadowed by the other main actors especially peter.. but its a movie worth watching.. sound effect n stuff was alright also la..

anyway.. sleep time..

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)