Raymond Looi

yesterday, my church organized a evangelistic concert.. hell money was dumped into it.. loads of flayers were made, posters, flag-lines and even banners.. it was a loud hu-ha... but then my honest expectation was not a big crowd because of the not so personal touch of inviting frens..


but then last nite, it was great.. about 140 ppl turned out for his concert... raymond was fantastic.. though he had a sour throat, his voice was still pretty good..


now my mom is a semi fan of his.. telling everyone that he's really good. on top of that, my senior pastor who keeps us from jamming the roof down during worship session is impressed with their PA system and says that he wants to get one for our new church (1 n half yes time)... n guess what i'll propose.. wakakaka.. new drum set with 2 splashes and 3-4 crash.. n maybe 5 toms.. plus walls a surround mic... :) what i can say is DREAM ON JOSHUA.. lol... at least change the drums skin n get me 1 or 2 more splashes or crash.. walls n mic.. a must..


back to the concert.. raymond was good with all his "hau ting ma"(nice to listen?) and his "zang sen biao shi"(applaud to signify).. at the end of the day.. there were 8-9 souls saved.. thankk God for that... :)



n thank God its time for me to head to bed..


zzzZZZ...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

i;m done...

life goes on... n finally i have finished working.. i'm actually quite happy but at the same time kind of sad... coz its like leaving ur frens behind.. but then.. look at the bright side.. i've got time to do what i want again..:) more skating n gaming n SLEEPING!!! weeee.....


glad to say.. i'm finally having holiday and i can sleep in... working was hell coz u have to wake up at 6.30 monday to saturday... besides that.. its a fun filled 3 weeks of holiday for me... from cf camp to trippin to langkawi to maybe a family holiday which was unplanned yet.. lol....


wee...holiday..:) i'm gonna enjoy it..

weird days are back..

lately i've been pretty weird.. i've been showing interest in some not so me things.. been really tired.. been not able to focus much... BEEN CON n PRANKED.. not showing much interest in ice hockey...


yeah... whats wrong with me?? skipped hockey yesterday n today... thats not me... n played futsal.. i suck at it though.. got injured... my toe hurts n i strain my right tight.. urh... only scored 3 goals i think.. my team -> mike, hosea, danny.. danny s looked stunned when he got the ball.. hosea can hardly pass... urh... hahah.. but we did have fun n kicked some butts..


i also got pranked by the tam sisters.. man they r sick... must tell their daddy... they they will suffer the wrath of the BIG tam.. n worse still i got conned by some Vietnamese.. although i was conscious about it.. but who cares... its not everyday u can get conned by them.. lol.... afterall its good that they feel smart for ONCE... hahaha....


its getting late.. time for me to head to my nightly parking lot... i've been sleeping alot today... its good.. coz i'm a pig...



remember to drink more H2O k.. c",)

boozing bazuka..!!!

october is almost here.. and new event we r going to organize.. boozing trips..!!!! yeah.. we'll be drink till we drop.. not really drop but till our hearts content... its actually fun to see how ppl drink n get drunk.. the 2 gals got drunk the last time.. they cried n cried... n damn they stink when they vomit.. but its one hell of an experience.....


this time.. we're making it wild... we'll be heading to the island of the eagles.... y?? coz booze there is cheap man.. n we'll be going all out!!!!


3 days 2 nights... 2 rounds of total boozing til u drop..!! n sure some sight seeing.. going to the beach.. n maybe we'll do a BBQ.. :) i'll need to check my budget... haha.. its all fun.. we'll estimate 3 guys n 3 gals.. y?? coz if u cant talk to a guy.. u can always talk to a gal.. n we guys can fight it out... wakakaka... 3 guys.. 3 different characteristics ONLY 2 DATE OF BIRTH... wanna find out whats that.. u must come..


anyway.. if u ask me honestly.. langkawi does not have much to see.. just some beautiful beach.. the underwater world... n some tourist place which i'm not even near interested in... but what really count is the friendship and fun we have together..


but one more highlight is getting me drunk... i'm a hardcore... according to my track record.. i get tipsy but not drunk... never been drunk b4... yeah man... anyone wants to get me drunk??? hahaha... bring it on... on this trip...


places r open.. msg me if u r interested... estimated budget for trip including lodging, food, and transport by bus - 350 ONLY.. its not cheap.. but u know what... its a life time opportunity mate....

why me??

i sit and think alot.. sometimes i just wonder if i'm actually better off or luckier than many other ppl... am i a person ppl would want to be.. or am i another guy who ppl just looks at n forgets about..? might i even be someone who ppl dont even notice.. something like an invisible person...


makes me think more of what am i doing here on earth.. my goals of life.. what i want.. is getting rich all that matter? or God everything? or are frens and love ones the most important thing in MY life..?? my dream of being a millionaire by the age of 40.. wow... seems pretty difficult if u dont inherit lots of stuff from ur parents.. but it aint impossible...


thinking more of myself personally.. am i a person with adequate qualities??

am i really smart??
am i really good looking??
am i really rich??
am i really reliable?
am i really responsible?
am i really sociable??
am i really a nice person to talk to??
am i??????

sometimes i feel that brands and expectations sealed on me burdens me.. y do i need to live this life like this?? how i wish i was someone else... someone successful.. someone powerful.. someone who just could get his ways without debates... life sucks..!!


does my life really suck?? looking at it in a different perspective..

i've got some great frens..
i've got decent grades in uni.. without studying much..
i've got more than enough money to spend.. basically la.. but usually not enough..
i've got a healthy body.. but a corrupted mind..
i've got a car n my dad pays for my petrol..!!
i've got great parents n good up-bringing..
i've got more than 3 companies offering me jobs even b4 i graduate..
i've got ppl saying i'm good looking (liap cai ->vietman)
i've got a great God..!!!
i've got so much more other do not have...


but how can i be so not contented at times?? how can i be so silly to want to be someone else?? how can i think that i do not have enough??


i guess its just self-pity and my human nature.. i guess life sucks when u believe it does... but look at the bright side... at least we can live another day to see a better tomorrow... at least we can continue writing better story for our life..


look forward ppl..!!! live your life!!!



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

skate baby skate..!!

have not been faithfully updating the blog.. coz just dont have much to write... been pretty busy at work training 2 guys to take over my job... so actually i dont really do much at work but slack around n instructing them n teaching them to do stuff... wakakaka.... n i get paid well.. :P



last nite i did not go for hockey.. coz was partially lazy and had a dinner party on... so yeah... ponteng hockey... so to replace the skipping of hockey training.. i went skating today la... my skating form was pretty off.. but was decent enough today la... n my skates r really blunt... so my cornering r bit sloppy... still i did enjoy myself skating around though there was not many chicks around... lol...


but then after skating for awhile.. i noticed a gal in a green shirt... curly brunette hair.... nice slim body.. n a really pretty face... let me try to describe her looks... ummm... medium sized eyes thats sparkled, small nose slight higher than average, small mouth that had a sweet smile and fair complexion... but the sad thing was.. i was looking at beauty and the beast... her bf.. sucked to the core... not good looking... fatter than ME...!! ummm... had a pretty weird look actually..


she could not skate... yeah.. honestly she sucked... really bad... no technique, no balance, no nothing.. can hardly even walk... n her BF was teaching her how to skate... the best part is he could not do much but walk slightly better than her... lol...


after skating around for awhile.. she did improve slightly.. she was able to walk slowly... her looks were really cute when she walked around.. there were few times where she n her group of frens stopped at my group of hockey skater's corner.. we were "spraying" each other with ice by breaking really hard... n i among those dudes was like the top skater though i admit i;m not that good as compare to other hockey skaters... so i did few tricks n she was like staring at me with that " this guy can really skate" looks... everytime i come around she would put her little head out to see what happens.. lol.. since then she was observing me pretty much.. so was her BF.. lol...


she was off n on the ice for awhile.. i did catch her taking glances at me quite many times but i ignored it n pretended to be too focused in skating... lol..... at the end of the day.. she went off around the same time as i did... i did not get her number nor her name... haihz... sad... was not a total failure but at least i got her attention... hahahaha....


then i had to rush home to attend to my online game... had to attack a kingdom.. yeah... war time.. :) just finish my dinner... maggi tom yam... actually i kind of miss maggi mee.. :)

our eyes

our eyes is the gateway to our heart

our eyes speaks more than a thousand words

our eyes tells stories that words cant

our eyes portrays our hearts desire

our eyes tell you everything you need to know

our eyes never lie

your eyes told me what i needed to know that night. thank you