Sunday, June 29, 2008

why does the weekend end so fast?

on saturday, i reached home at about 7.30pm after going over to someone's place.. we had a good time.. been more than 2 weeks since i last saw her..

got back.. had dinner then went off for worship practice then went for yam cha with karen n some other frens.. long time din go yam cha liao.. had some good chat n catching up..

sunday went to church then headed off to makan yong tau fu... so syok.. got calvyn belanja.. muahahaha...

got home did some stuff n spend time with my family then going off to have dinner (CHINESE FOOD!!!) then back to my estate... oh.. have to make a stop before heading all the way back.. :)

somehow the time i have back here seems pretty short.. haihz...

will be coming back in 2 weeks.. umm.. next week wanna go skating n makan wendy's with someone.. muakakaka... skating skating skating...

one sad thing is that i cant play hockey anymore.. coz saturday training canceled... :(


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Friday, June 27, 2008

finally..!!

after being in the estate for almost 2 weeks, i can go back home.. back to rawang.. back to where i call a CITY.. to see people i love, people who i miss, people who i care about.. :) at home, in church n of course people who dont even go to church...


honestly speaking, besides people in the estate, i've actually failed to make frens with people outside.. somehow the people in church aint as friendly as i tot they would be.. but i did talk to some.. but just some casual n short talk as i mentioned about a week ago.. but still i'll be going to church for friday bible study although they will be singing the songs over n over n over again...



yesterday, it felt like a pretty short day as i was pretty much occupied with work.. running up n down, seeing the senior manager to show him my progress. basically he's pretty happy with me as for currently. hope it goes on for much longer.. suggest me to be promoted quickly.. muahahaha... then earn more $$$!!!! coz someone says she's a materialistic person.. so ok la.. fine.. u say i provide.. haha...


today was also pretty short somehow coz i guess i did alot of talking with people.. after morning muster n a round in the field i went over to Kalai's place to take some log books from him.. he passed me the stuff then briefly told me about the things that i needed to do and log books that i needed to upkeep.. did not sound alot but i guess it's not as easy as it seems.


then i just had a really short lunch break before i started to jaga the weight bridge from about 12 to 4pm... urh.. no break... no sleep... tired... but still.. i'm happy coz someone's feeling better now.. lighter.. :)


anyhow i'll need to get some rest before going out later for church.. need to drive back tomorrow after work.. :) weeee.... finally get to see u guys again after 2 weeks..



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

movie day!!!!!

once again its wednesday... during school days, wednesday was strongly associated to watching movies.. the movies that was just released like 6 days ago... we would say.. "eheh... today cheap la.. v go movie marathon la.." then we'll head to either 1u, MV or pyramid to catch a movie or 2... but then today... once again a wednesday.. but the problem is i'm in negeri sembilan.. the nearest cinema is about 15 min drive away which shows only outdated movies... my goodness... so yeah... cant watch movie...


today a normal day la.. felt bit lazy n tired coz of some issues la.. alot of thinking and emotional things la.. difficult... so yeah.. but today i was bringing Mr. tan around the tall palm and nursery area.. he's a biotech industrial trainee from UM... so yeah... nice guy la..


today audit again came to continue their work.. then Mr. Chiew also stressed out. lol.. so i n Mr. tan went for dinner without him.. he go cari his gf... dunno for what la.. maybe lepas emo emo.. lol... too bad i no gf to lepas my emo emo... hahahha... anyway.. having tough time la...


so we had some dai chao... n fried tau fu... was ok la.. n not expensive also... so yeah... chinese food.. :) but then have to spend petrol to get there la.. haihz... petrol mahal la...


lately i noticed i'm getting really tan because of the long hrs i spend in the field n under the sun... haihz.... now probably i look malay... someone says tan more man ma... but then now u look at me u wonder who am i.. lol... that bad.. my complexion also getting worse n worse... haihz.... how???!!! sad....


anyway.. if u r reading this... just want to let u know that its not easy for me now... coz its painful... can hardly breath... if u only knew...


k la.. i think i need to sleep early...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

the flood..

imagine what will happen if a house top of a hill gets flooded.. what would happen to the other houses at the foot of the hill?


believe it of not it really happened to my house here..


it was raining in the afternoon... but work still went on as usual after the rain slowed down.. went to office to collect some files after going to bahau town to have a hair cut and to make a new identification card (IC) coz my chip was spoil..


got back about 4.30pm then headed to office to pick up some files.. then back to my house again.. was suppose to go play badminton at 8pm but when i reached there noone was there so i decided to go back... wen into my room n online for awhile before walking out of my room to find my dinning area and my sitting room half flooded... i mean really water literally covering it!!! my goodness.. i was panic and all.. went around looking for a lose or burst pipe.. but i could not find any... my goodness..


guess what...


at about 7pm, Mr. Chiew loaded a load of cloths to wash... and the pipe was not connected properly.. so the water was flowing all the way from the kitchen into the dinning area n into the sitting room... my goodness.... the place was all flooded...


so it took a pail n cloth to start wipe it all up... finally after more than 3 buckets full of water.. the place was finally dry.. haihz....


then good thing i could catch kung fu scholar on tv3.. then went to bed before it ended.. coz was too tired... anyway din really sleep well... today bit tired n moody too... sien....



today (tuesday), just another ordinary day... muster, breakfast, went around the field, bla bla bla..


but today there was 3 internal auditors who came to check the store n all the accounts Mr. Chiew was terrified n stuff coz he did not want to get scolding n stuff.. so yeah.. they came.. n i went to see them too.. just to have a glimpse of what will happen when they come in the future... honestly speaking they were pretty nice ppl.. actually so called comparing and correcting the wrong methods used to do things.. they also gave some really good pointers to us...


then after some short discussion and questioning, we went out for dinner at era hotel at bahau... guess what.. i noticed something..!!!! the banner says.....


BOWLING!!! RM1.50 PER GAME!!!!


wah... 1.50 per game.. damn cheap.. i;m so gonna entertain myself n improve on my bowling skills... lol....


kind of tired now.. i guess i'll sleep early.. but i have to wait for mr. choew n my new roommate for 3 days to come back from a dinner... haihz..



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

the sabbath day

Genesis 2:2-3

2 By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. 3 And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.


sabbath day is my day of rest... the day where I DO NOT NEED TO WORK...!!!


sadly.. at about 7.30am, 2 indian workers came around mt house calling "tuan.. tuan.." woken up by the calling i answered them and asked what was the matter... they needed the key for the diesel pump for the lorries and trucks... the staff who was suppose to attend to that was not around!!!..!!! so i rode my bike over to unlock the pump to alow them to fill 1 truck n 1 lorry... what a waste of my time..!!!


then i got back.. did some blogging then took a shower, breakfast then headed to Hope EFC.. a church at bahau..


ummmm... this was the church that repeated the songs over n over again... but thank goodness the worship leader today was bit better.. although her voice was like.. i dunno what la.. squeaky.. honestly i consider myself a bad worship leader but then she's way worse than me:P hahahahaha.... anyhow, pastor teoh took over at the end and sang few other songs which was really worshipful... but still repeating it over n over again... my mouth also tired.. first time i worship God mouth tired.. lol...


then pastor teoh gave a message about loving God... bla bla bla... honestly speaking i did not really understand his message.. probably i was bit blur coz i did not sleep well the night.. got problems la.. haihz...


after the service i tot ppl would hang around n fellowship like other churches.. but the weird thing was that everyone disappeared right after the closing prayer.. only leaving few ppl behind which included me... so noticing that.. i also pai seh la.. faster ciao.... on the way to the car somehow i dunno too lucky or something.. stepped on a packet of chili sauce from some chicken rice la... then it burst n my pants was covered with it... crap man... gross... i wanted to go cut my hair as my senior manager complaining that my hair is long.. haihz... so i had to cancel my plan to go home n change la..


got home... just slacked around.. reading blogs, posting stuff n chatting with ppl la.. plus missing someone... hiahz... so long din see her liao...


but then honestly speaking la.. now i look horrible lor.. all the wounds coz i tend to scratch when i'm itchy.. so yeah.. here got alot of bugs plus some times the leaves of some plants make ur hand n legs itchy... so my hands n legs got alot of wounds la... but then wont die la... just not nice to see.. plus now i'm darker ady.. n my complexion worsen... coz i guess the climate different n got alot of dust on my face when i ride the motorcycle around...


basically today what i did at home was
1. blogging
2. chatting
3. playing winning 11 on Mr.Chiew's ps2
4. sleeping
5. play with Max n bring him for a walk
6. miss someone
7. watch tv
8. missing more of that same someone (must emphasize on the SAME)


like that lor.. until now.. 10.22pm...


going to sleep liao la...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

LOVE

1 Corinthians 13:1-13

1
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, [1] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; [2] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.


_________________________________________________________________________

now the question is this..

1. does this passage only apply to God where he's almighty and forgiving or does it applies to all of us humans?
2. we say that our God is a jealous God but why is it stated is some other versions that love is not jealous?
3. as we see so many qualities of love but many times i dont see some of it being displayed in the lives of even christians.. many times we are selfish, hot-tempered, and envious.. why so? does that mean they are not good?
4. how can we be able to acquire these qualities of love?


post me the answers if u know them.. mom.. can help ar..?? haha..

off to church..


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

Saturday, June 21, 2008

5th + 6th day

friday

as usual muster at 6am.. today, i went around with Mr. kalai who's an assistant manager that will be leaving. i will be replacing him. so went around the areas that i'm suppose to take over. he brought me to the GM (general manager) road where the important ppl will be brought to this road to visit the place.. the whole road are areas that i'm in charge of... haihz.. pressure..


then after that, went to the replanting area called 2008. the use the year its planted to mark and name the areas. so was just seeing the workers planting the trees into holes dug by a machine then covering it back n stuff..


basically replanting has 2 reasons
1. correct a previous error
2. creating a new and better beginning for the seedling


after that, went back for tea then headed to the fertilizer store to learn the proper procedure of receiving fertilizers. let me count... 640+640+3 bags of 50kg fertilizer.. total of 64.15 tonne of fertilizer... lol.... alot right.. thats only like 1-2 weeks supply..


after that i went around the field again to do monitoring n stuff.. then left for bahau at about 1.30pm to have lunch and open a maybank account.. but then right.. my stupid MY CARD could not be scanned... crap man.. like shit la.. so i could not open an account.. wasted my 35-40km of petrol... crapy la....


got back.. then it rained so i decided to stay home and do my report at home.. dun go office... then just slack around until 7pm... went to faith EFC in bahau... its a small church.. with a pretty soft spoken pastor..


but then amazing thing with this church is that they can sing the song over n over n over again.. wah.. my throat also dry n they r only in their 2nd song.. u know how many times they can sing a song?? up to 6 times repeating the same verse...my goodness... i almost died.. lol.. the when the ministry time came.. even more power... one by one they went up... then the pastor blew into the microphone.... and they fall... but then sorry la.. but i have to say this la.. they just fall for the sake of falling.. not really slain in the spirit... but then pastor says its an act of surrendering n enjoying the presence of God... ok la.. accepted.. but then... still weird la...


got back then tall with someone.. someone not feeling well..:( haihz...





saturday

almost could not wake up.. coz tired.. but made it to work.. today i followed the lorry to one of the mills called jeram padang mill.. went there... had a good chat with the driver n stuff la.. got there had to wait for dunno what rubbish.. then went to take the A-COMET mat for replanting.. n waited again.. adui... guess what... we went near the rubber refinery also.. the stupid rubber smelled like SHIT!!!! its like a chicken farm... yeah.. that kind of terrible smell... crapy rite.... lol...


got back then went for my regular rounds n had some chat with the harvesters n stuff la.. then got back.. had lunch at home.. Mr. chiew cooked.. i helped abit... ya lor... then now lor... stoning in my room... gonna take a nap then later wash my car...


this week not going back.. so going to faith efc for sunday service at 10.30...


anyway.. the manager offered me to shift house.. to a place with air con n water heater... good la.. but then have to stay with another guy.... still thinking about it... :) but the house is nicer la.. newer n cleaner....


haihz... miss someone la.. miss my frens in rawang also... wondering what r they up to.. lol..


ciao



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)