my 155th post..

i din really know what to entitle this... thats y its as above.. haha..


i was reading my own blog when i noticed something...


i'm actually crazy..


so y do i say so?


coz if u actually read my last 2 post which was 2 days apart.. its like so contradicting.. one day so frustrated.. then 2 days later all is awesome.. weird rite.. actually i also dunno y.. maybe mood change or something..


but i guess its more than mood la.. its some massive element called "TIME".. its only 4 letters but it does alot..


time changes, time proves, time fly-S..


in a blink of an eye.. i've ady started work for almost 4 weeks.. wow.. learned alot and changed alot.. although 24hours might not seem enough for many.. but in fact, 24 hours might change our lives.. the real truth is that every single min and sec might even change our lives.. not only yours but also the people around you...


coz man's not an island.. things u do affects others.. like it or not.. its true.. so moral of the story is think twice before doing anything.. make sure its at the right time and place :)


you would say: "wah.. like that also can ar??.."


i'll tell u: "ya la.. i dont know how did i come out with this.. but i did.."


one more thing..





remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

sleepy me..

dunno y been rather sleepy.. sleep in the afternoon then sleep at night.. n always wanting to sleep.. hahaha... i guess work's getting me tired..


the day my house flooded, i slept from i think 2-7pm.. massive right.. then now i'm getting sleepy also and its only 9+ haihz.. i guess i better get going to bed soon..


anyway.. work update..

yesterday i went to do harvesting.. remember that picture i posted of the guy harvesting? something like that but a shorter tree... i tell u.. it was really tiring.. after cutting down some leaves and fruit.. i was almost out of breath.. imagine going 50 trees in a row.. thats how difficult.. n the strength it took was massive!!!!

besides that, the quality of fruit bunches has taken a drastic improvement.. happy about that.. :)


basically this few days been happy about some thing la.. good la.. haha..


my bro's studying hard..

my relationship with my parents getting better..

someone's happy.. so am i..

i'm happy with my job..

i'm happy with what i'm doing..

finally found the peace i once had.. :)



thank you God..



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

frustration...

today, comes a time where i'm really frustrated..


with life,


with work,


with relationship,


with alot of things..


how did it become so hard for me? nothing really used to seem difficult to me.. used to be.. "yeah!! joshua boleh" or something like that.. but nowdays.. i'm stuck.. stuck between everything..


work's getting on me now as i start implementing new things, discipline workers, and face the fact that i'm working up to expectations of performance with really limited knowledge.. but i'll try my best...


today i finally cooked my first plate of fried bee hoon..


actually it was mostly left overs from the steamboat.. plus i dont really know how to fry bee hoon coz i aint a fan of it.. tasted ok la.. not too bad.. was not really filled with taste.. just a mild sourish taste from the tomato, sweet cabbage taste and some oyster sauce taste..


i would say not bad for a first try...


quite tired lately.. alot to think.. alot to do.. alot to tell you.. alot to miss..


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

down on my knees

getting down on the knees is an act of submission.. act of humbling oneself to do what the master commands. kneeling down symbolizes surrender..


very often people get onto their knees.. to propose, to plead, to ask for forgiveness, to show submission to God or someone, to worship and many others..


today, i was on my knees.. for about an hour..


i was wiping the floor..!!!!!


once again my house was flooded..!!! crap.. the hose again got lose n i was sleeping from 2-7pm n it flooded my who gigantic sitting room.. my goodness... all the water..!!! urh!!!! so frustrated to see it...


anyhow.. all done.. haihz.. been tired lately.. dunno y.. sleep so much.. i guess mentally tired gua..


i got a new weapon of mass destruction..

my PARANG!!!


cool rite.. so u better behave or i'll make sure it pays u a visit..

maybe i should get a name for it.. any suggestion??

i can go around chopping the workers ady.. lol..


remember to drink more H20 k.. c")

4th and 5th of july

4th july 2008

woke up as usual.. went for muster at 6am... din feel like waking up coz was rather cold n tired..

it was pay day.. so at about 2.15pm, all the workers were outside the office waiting for their names to be called to get their long waited salary..

sitting inside, i was next to 70k cash.. wow... could have just ran away n have 2 years of salary advanced.. lol... but yeah. took pretty long to actually distribute the money n stuff.. urh.. tired...

went back had a nap was thinking if i should go for friday bible study.. so i got myself together n headed off at about 7pm.. guess what.. finally..!! a person in church who does not repeat the songs 6 times!!!! she only repeated it twice or maximum 3 times.. my goodness.. thats like so much better.. but sad to say.. her voice and worship leading skills... hiahz... OUT!!!

ps. teoh preached about prayer.. although it was long n there were alot of unnecessary parts.. but i guess i did learn something from it.. :) got back n slept... no questions asked.. TIRED!!!



5th july 2008

morning muster... guess what... kena scolding early in the morning my senior manager..

WHY?? coz the dumb harvesters went around cutting black bunches or known as unripe fruit!!! the mill did grading and came out with some really bad reports..!!!

so i started to go around scolding ppl n stuff. urh... sometimes these ppl.. just dont know how to listen.. but then there r many ways to make them do it!!!! CUT THEIR SALARY!!! muahahahaha..!!!

finished work at about 1pm. went back took a shower n rest then went out with Mr. chiew to buy some stuff for steamboat.. his GF and brother was coming over for dinner at night.. the brother's family were also coming..

so prepared n stuff then started eating about 8+.. had a good time of fellowship n fun.. had good food n enjoyed ourselves.. kind of tired.. but then i'm still really full.. i wan to sleep... :(


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

gold 30 feet above us..

as the CPO prices increases day by day, commodities changes their values.. the previous unwanted oil palm now has turned into gold being planted on trees.. but the question is how do u get gold that are on trees 30-50 feet above us..?



do we climb the tree?



so we use a leader?



or do we use a helicopter??



WRONG... basically we use a fortified harvesting pole created by sime derby.. and here's a picture of how we do it..




so what drops down are bunches of oil palm bunches.. this is a bigger than usual sized bunch probably from 35-40kg
this is an average size bunch weighing about 20-35kg.. the pen as we can see shows the difference of size...

today, i got slightly more hardworking than usual.. usually i'll rather relax n recharge my energy coz working under the sun aint easy.. really sucks up all our energy.. plus.. my "Xiao Bai" (little white) is getting pretty dirty.. even someone said it was awful.. lol..


guess when as the last time i actually washed it..?? 7th jun.. lol... washed it with someone at her place before going for hockey.. hahaha...


when i was washing i was wondering who would help me scrub the tires.. lol... coz she did.. :)


but no matter what.. its clean now.. :) see....

anyway... miss you, You, YOu and YOU.. :)


miss someone loads too.. :)


k la.. sleep time..


zzzZZZ....



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

first ever before...

today, at 8.45am it all started...



something that never in my life happened..



something that would be the starting point of more to come..



i had to do it.. i could not escape..



we had a management meeting with the staff n senior manager..



hahaha.. alright.. so last week the audit came n really did some checking leaving us with some bad comments.. but actually its not my problem.. simply because... i was NEW :P

so the meeting went on until about 10.45... the manager went on n on.. ok ok.. but i guess ppl who r getting old tend to nag more la.. so bare with it.. i got some little roles to play which is good la.. coz i feel i'm getting too free.. nothing much to do.. which is sad...

then made my usual rounds, went home to eat lunch then slept.. the smart me over slept coz was kind of tired plus din set my alarm right... so woke up got my stuff then headed to office to dos some stuff..

got back then went for badminton at about 8 but got back at 9 coz not many ppl play.. sien.. many FFK...


i almost forgot.. last nite..

was the farewell for Mr. Kalai.. so went to a malay restorant.. according to them had nice n cheap food.. alright.. so was not really a feast... we had:

1. fried fish in sweet n sour sauce
2. some vege with salted fish
3. tom yam soup
4. minced meat in egg
5. quail cooked with some sweet sauce

the quail and minced meat wa nice.. the rest... haihz... guess what.. there were 16 ppl n the bill was RM350!!! thats expensive la.. can eat much nicer n more things in a chinese restorant!!!

after that me n chiew went to some chops to look around before going to a little cafe to have some beer.. chilled there for awhile.. chatted n stuff then headed back at about 12.. still have one bottle of heniekken in the fridge.. :)

time to sleep.. need rest..


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)