MER-DE-KA....

have anyone actually thought whats with merdeka?? what does it really mean?? freedom?? justice?? independence??



the meaning of merdeka is independence.. but the question is how far have we taken step of independence?? as for 50 years of independence of the country.. how much have we citizens have become independent?? have we actually strive to be independent personally or is just another celebration that we just celebrate for the sake of it???



this was how it started and all the hard work and dedication that the leaders have put in to take back our country's dignity and liberty... but what have we been doing this 50 yrs??








smoking?? drinking?? drugs??? thats what we have been letting lose and growing for the pass 50 yrs... its time to really think if we want it to end this way... think of our generation.. think of ourselves.. is it worth it????



independence means that we are able to rationally think what is good and bad on our own.. making good choices and decisions that will lead to prosperity not disasters..


if we cant live it out... whats the point holding on to it... take some time to think about it....



Happy Merdeka everyone...

shocking defeat..

had ice hockey league yesterday.. b4 the game.. we were like so confident that we will be so all over them because we had batter players and much more skilled players.. but i guess we were wrong.. the opponent team played their game n they won 3-1.. it was terrible... what could have caused the lost??



1. we were too confident of our abilities
2. some of us were tired (rush back from work or was pumping iron in the gym an hour ago)
3. we looked down on our opponent
4. we did not play the pluck as a team
5. NO communication = NO finishing = NO goals
6. the referee sucked and was totally their side
7. JUST FUCK GARY TAN!!! <--- fucked up referee



so next time.. DO NOT do that if u r playing in whatever sports..!!!



friday another game... we must go WACK THE HELL OUT OF THEM!!!!!!

bordom....

today's sunday again.. but din go out today.. cane back from church then headed straight to bed.. had a long nap.. coz last nite did not have much sleep...


i was woken up by the phone ringing.. it kept ringing n ringing... actually someone wanted to fax over some important documents... but then our fax had something wrong.. so the person kept sending n sending n the phone kept ringing n ringing... n hell it was irritating..... then when my parents came back.. they found out that the wire was plugged wrongly... haihz....


today, my bro got on dota.. its not really fun coz i suck at it but then its just a way to kill time i guess... damn.. i got killed like so many times.. n many time due to my com lagging... urh.. but its just an excuse.. i just purely suck.. lol...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

fighting mode..

somehow this few days i've been kind of irritable.. actually very easily irritable.. i'm not too sure y myself... i guess its either tired-ness by the weather or just period.. lol....


today had some little dispute with the QC ppl... i dont know what attitude did they have or was it my fault... it happened so fast... i was speechless..


here's what happened.. today i had the final touch up of the racking done.. which is installing the safety barriers on the last rack.. so i had an extra rack to put pallets on.. so i helped the finishing department dump lots of good on it so the area would look really tidy coz tomorrow's the company family day n we'll have many visitors...


then along came the QC ppl.. irritating as ever... they r famous for digging into ppl's goods n take what they wat whenever they want... especially when u wan to keep it properly... n yes... thats what happened... i loaded it up on the rack n here came the QC ppl... they ask me to take it down so they can take few samples... n i freaking did.. not 1 pallet but it was like 12 pallets...


ok fine... thats still ok... at about 6 something.. thats like after work.. i stay back at times to finish up my stuff... they came again.. i was putting some other pallets up... the QC ppl ask me to bring down the pallets for her to put back the samples.. so since i was doing something n the pallets were in the way.. so i asked her to either leave it there n tell the finishing head that its there or give me 5 min then i'll bring it to her... i do not know if my english is too bad for a Vietnamese or what but she went back n called her head... n hell the head came n complained... i was like WTF!!! i got work to do also man... " u r not the only person who have work to do" thats my fav phrase lately... i asked her for 5 min then i'll do her stuff but she just walked away... n as a human with ego n emo... u'll freaking be angry... n i was swearing all the way... lol... nothing could piss me off more than ppl turning their back on me..


so now i have decided to think of a way to make the QC ppl not so irritating.. but have to propose to the director la... but i'll make him say YES.. :P

tired mode

last few days somehow has been really tiring for me.. not too sure why but then its just like urh.. u have to pull urself out from bed.. make urself move from place to place.. even my energy level is like LOW..... its pretty sad...



maybe its just single life is getting on me... but nah... i doubt it... coz its cool n stuff.. u get to go wherever with whoever n stuff.. not that i get tied up in relationships or what but there's also an accountability....


oh yeah... the tired-ness... actually its 12.40 am now... n i just woke up about an hour ago... thats like 11.30pm .. was sleeping since about 6pm... yeah... thats a long sleep... n thats bad.. coz i wasted all the time.. n worse still i MISSED HOCKEY TRAINING!! my mom said i looked sooooooo tired n she also felt tired so went to bed n din call me up... i was like WTH... bad excuse... so i'll be TRYING to sleep later.. if not i'll become a zombie tomorrow at work... oh.. i mean later at work...


my dinner's still in my tummy... but i care less... i was fat... and am fat... and will be fat.. so who cares..:-P i'll just grab a muffin my mom made and maybe a DURIAN then head to bed..:-P



remember to drink more H20 k... c",)

u'll regret if u dont..

some errors in the previous post...

"n today was a pretty interesting day at school.. though there were some fire around.. in like burning fire where ppl might get hurt... let me tell u the whole story since i've got lots of time.."


not school.. its work...

netscape problem..!!

i have been online but have not been writing any post...


here's the reason y...


the bloody netscape keep closing once i open this write new post page.. the worse part is it closes when i'm writing halfway... i hate that... n me as me will be too lazy to re-write it agian...


anyway.. just to conclude what happened last few days...


i got kicked really hard in the butt in hockey... but was hell of an experience.. i got the best player of the competition's jersey... coz mine was also 77.. :-) but i sucked... not really la.. but many of my team members sucked even bigger time than me...


n today was a pretty interesting day at school.. though there were some fire around.. in like burning fire where ppl might get hurt... let me tell u the whole story since i've got lots of time..


ok.. it started off me coming to work n since i cleared the area in front of the rack yesterday.. i was happy.. but when i arrived... the bloody workers placed their goods there ady... i got furious... coz i ady instructed them that that area is a pathway for the reach truck.. not for goods... so i pasted a note saying that i will remove the goods if it is not removed by noon... it was 8.30 then...


as i expected... they did not move a thing... but actually added more to the pile.. so when noon(lunch) came.. i started moving the stuff with a grin on my face.. i knew that trouble would strive up.. but who cares..!! i need to teach ppl to respect others... coz actually i was also not really happy with some ppl's attitude... show them i'm no fool to play with....


n to my surprise.. i did more than striving up trouble.. but i actually made ppl cry... ppl who always wanted their ways n had mega emo problems... she could not find her goods which she was actually packing... woohooo... i proved my point.... she even informed the managing director... lol.... n he actually called me... lol... but then the MD is like so good with me... n i told him the truth which until now i do not believe that i did anything wrong...


then after that... everytime i came around.. they would make sure the space is empty... yeah... hell my tricks r working...


ok... i need to reformant my com.. cz its getting laggy... i dont know y... i did not even surf porn... serious...!!!!