MER-DE-KA....

have anyone actually thought whats with merdeka?? what does it really mean?? freedom?? justice?? independence??



the meaning of merdeka is independence.. but the question is how far have we taken step of independence?? as for 50 years of independence of the country.. how much have we citizens have become independent?? have we actually strive to be independent personally or is just another celebration that we just celebrate for the sake of it???



this was how it started and all the hard work and dedication that the leaders have put in to take back our country's dignity and liberty... but what have we been doing this 50 yrs??








smoking?? drinking?? drugs??? thats what we have been letting lose and growing for the pass 50 yrs... its time to really think if we want it to end this way... think of our generation.. think of ourselves.. is it worth it????



independence means that we are able to rationally think what is good and bad on our own.. making good choices and decisions that will lead to prosperity not disasters..


if we cant live it out... whats the point holding on to it... take some time to think about it....



Happy Merdeka everyone...

shocking defeat..

had ice hockey league yesterday.. b4 the game.. we were like so confident that we will be so all over them because we had batter players and much more skilled players.. but i guess we were wrong.. the opponent team played their game n they won 3-1.. it was terrible... what could have caused the lost??



1. we were too confident of our abilities
2. some of us were tired (rush back from work or was pumping iron in the gym an hour ago)
3. we looked down on our opponent
4. we did not play the pluck as a team
5. NO communication = NO finishing = NO goals
6. the referee sucked and was totally their side
7. JUST FUCK GARY TAN!!! <--- fucked up referee



so next time.. DO NOT do that if u r playing in whatever sports..!!!



friday another game... we must go WACK THE HELL OUT OF THEM!!!!!!

bordom....

today's sunday again.. but din go out today.. cane back from church then headed straight to bed.. had a long nap.. coz last nite did not have much sleep...


i was woken up by the phone ringing.. it kept ringing n ringing... actually someone wanted to fax over some important documents... but then our fax had something wrong.. so the person kept sending n sending n the phone kept ringing n ringing... n hell it was irritating..... then when my parents came back.. they found out that the wire was plugged wrongly... haihz....


today, my bro got on dota.. its not really fun coz i suck at it but then its just a way to kill time i guess... damn.. i got killed like so many times.. n many time due to my com lagging... urh.. but its just an excuse.. i just purely suck.. lol...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

fighting mode..

somehow this few days i've been kind of irritable.. actually very easily irritable.. i'm not too sure y myself... i guess its either tired-ness by the weather or just period.. lol....


today had some little dispute with the QC ppl... i dont know what attitude did they have or was it my fault... it happened so fast... i was speechless..


here's what happened.. today i had the final touch up of the racking done.. which is installing the safety barriers on the last rack.. so i had an extra rack to put pallets on.. so i helped the finishing department dump lots of good on it so the area would look really tidy coz tomorrow's the company family day n we'll have many visitors...


then along came the QC ppl.. irritating as ever... they r famous for digging into ppl's goods n take what they wat whenever they want... especially when u wan to keep it properly... n yes... thats what happened... i loaded it up on the rack n here came the QC ppl... they ask me to take it down so they can take few samples... n i freaking did.. not 1 pallet but it was like 12 pallets...


ok fine... thats still ok... at about 6 something.. thats like after work.. i stay back at times to finish up my stuff... they came again.. i was putting some other pallets up... the QC ppl ask me to bring down the pallets for her to put back the samples.. so since i was doing something n the pallets were in the way.. so i asked her to either leave it there n tell the finishing head that its there or give me 5 min then i'll bring it to her... i do not know if my english is too bad for a Vietnamese or what but she went back n called her head... n hell the head came n complained... i was like WTF!!! i got work to do also man... " u r not the only person who have work to do" thats my fav phrase lately... i asked her for 5 min then i'll do her stuff but she just walked away... n as a human with ego n emo... u'll freaking be angry... n i was swearing all the way... lol... nothing could piss me off more than ppl turning their back on me..


so now i have decided to think of a way to make the QC ppl not so irritating.. but have to propose to the director la... but i'll make him say YES.. :P

tired mode

last few days somehow has been really tiring for me.. not too sure why but then its just like urh.. u have to pull urself out from bed.. make urself move from place to place.. even my energy level is like LOW..... its pretty sad...



maybe its just single life is getting on me... but nah... i doubt it... coz its cool n stuff.. u get to go wherever with whoever n stuff.. not that i get tied up in relationships or what but there's also an accountability....


oh yeah... the tired-ness... actually its 12.40 am now... n i just woke up about an hour ago... thats like 11.30pm .. was sleeping since about 6pm... yeah... thats a long sleep... n thats bad.. coz i wasted all the time.. n worse still i MISSED HOCKEY TRAINING!! my mom said i looked sooooooo tired n she also felt tired so went to bed n din call me up... i was like WTH... bad excuse... so i'll be TRYING to sleep later.. if not i'll become a zombie tomorrow at work... oh.. i mean later at work...


my dinner's still in my tummy... but i care less... i was fat... and am fat... and will be fat.. so who cares..:-P i'll just grab a muffin my mom made and maybe a DURIAN then head to bed..:-P



remember to drink more H20 k... c",)

u'll regret if u dont..

some errors in the previous post...

"n today was a pretty interesting day at school.. though there were some fire around.. in like burning fire where ppl might get hurt... let me tell u the whole story since i've got lots of time.."


not school.. its work...

netscape problem..!!

i have been online but have not been writing any post...


here's the reason y...


the bloody netscape keep closing once i open this write new post page.. the worse part is it closes when i'm writing halfway... i hate that... n me as me will be too lazy to re-write it agian...


anyway.. just to conclude what happened last few days...


i got kicked really hard in the butt in hockey... but was hell of an experience.. i got the best player of the competition's jersey... coz mine was also 77.. :-) but i sucked... not really la.. but many of my team members sucked even bigger time than me...


n today was a pretty interesting day at school.. though there were some fire around.. in like burning fire where ppl might get hurt... let me tell u the whole story since i've got lots of time..


ok.. it started off me coming to work n since i cleared the area in front of the rack yesterday.. i was happy.. but when i arrived... the bloody workers placed their goods there ady... i got furious... coz i ady instructed them that that area is a pathway for the reach truck.. not for goods... so i pasted a note saying that i will remove the goods if it is not removed by noon... it was 8.30 then...


as i expected... they did not move a thing... but actually added more to the pile.. so when noon(lunch) came.. i started moving the stuff with a grin on my face.. i knew that trouble would strive up.. but who cares..!! i need to teach ppl to respect others... coz actually i was also not really happy with some ppl's attitude... show them i'm no fool to play with....


n to my surprise.. i did more than striving up trouble.. but i actually made ppl cry... ppl who always wanted their ways n had mega emo problems... she could not find her goods which she was actually packing... woohooo... i proved my point.... she even informed the managing director... lol.... n he actually called me... lol... but then the MD is like so good with me... n i told him the truth which until now i do not believe that i did anything wrong...


then after that... everytime i came around.. they would make sure the space is empty... yeah... hell my tricks r working...


ok... i need to reformant my com.. cz its getting laggy... i dont know y... i did not even surf porn... serious...!!!!

double deaths..

finally the day has arrived... 12 more hrs to the first game.. but 40 min to the first death...


first death is the ISO inspections.. the racking is up which is good.. but the problem is that we have not completely finish labeling and categorizing the goods.. actually not even half.. the place looks clean n decent but the problem is we do not know where to find what.. lol.... n ISO is coming in the afternoon where i'll be off for hockey ady..!!! but then i will still have 4 hrs to fix things... 4 hrs aint a lot..



the second death is the hockey game.. n yes... the rules has changed to semi contact.. n as a defender.. i can tell u it sucks.. i can nudge a player coming face front at u.. its a fault... WTF!!!! then what r we suppose to do??? run away from them?? but then its all good coz those pro players shows no mercy (as if i need any)..



i'll be without internet again for probably 2-3 days.. so will update the massive results later on... lol....

hockey fear...

thursday is coming soon.. n its the begining of the 3 days Visit Malaysia Year ice hockey competition... few teams from malaysia, singapore and indonesia will take part in this competiton.. n i tell u.. they r good players... it actually scares me when i think of it... i'm like so sucky n the guys on my line is like even worse.. i'm not sure ghow r we going to stand up even when those so called professional players come rushing down the sides... urh... its FEAR n Horror that runs through my head as i wait for the day i step on the ice...



anyway.. good news is i'm looking at the final touch up of the racking.. which is good..coz i can start working on the record and precess system tomorrow.. which will be crazy n head banging... but still.. its god that its done... on saturday... the reach truck's power stearing went dead.. i dunno y.. maybe i'm too ganas.... turning n turning.... but glad its now in the workshop.. will be done by tomorrow.. :-) then can once again dump all the stuff on the rack..


i'm still sick but recovering slowly.. which is good la.. coz thursday... HOOCKEY COMPETITION.. DAMN SCARED...!!! but will be at my best....



n oh yes... yesterday.. bought a new pair of shoe... n its white... its for me to jog.. really need to work on my stamina n lose some weight... believe it or not... i'm about84 kgs... hahaha... so the shoe will turn black or more like yellow really soon...

NO INTERNET>>>!!!!!

yes ppl.. i have been missing for like more than a week.. this is because I THINK that my modem is dead... its really dead.. n for real...


once again i'm down with i dunno what.. but its pretty bad.. its like i cant do much things.. even walking around n carrying a small stack of flyers also makes me sweat... its like i only have the energy of a kid.. thank God for creating smarter humans than me that invebted the reach truck (quite similer to forklift).. yeah... moves n lifts with just a twitch of a handle.. but still i'm sweating like crap.. coz its a 6 meter rack... n its quite scary to put stuff up that high...


the 2nd phase is begun ady... done up 3 rows.. 5 more rows to go... yahoo... then my project is up.. but then main concern is not if its up but how can i make it run effectively.. as we all know... malaysians have pretty stupid attitudes... n yes.. its hard to change... its like inborn... maybe its because of the food we eat.. lol..


its time for me to go back.. i cant wait to go back n hit my bed... but then ihave to stay back slightly longger.. coz the racking guys r not done with that 3 rows yet.. little bit more.. maybe another 30 min to an hour la.. haihz.... then i'll get caught in the jam.. damn...

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last few days has been terrible.. NO INTERNET!!!! NO LIFE!!! the bloody dunno modem or streamyx is dead.. sence i think 3 days ago... bloody sucky to live without the internet.. no online games.. no chatting.. no porn.. :-P hahaha.. but then at least i was pretty busy last few days.. been outn at work most of the time... so its good aso la.. dont have to suffer the wrath of bordem..



anyway.. had a good weekend... not really good in like good but more life fulfilling n yet filled with pretty bad luck...


friday.. had a good time with my cell group... had a BBQ.. thanks to huei liq's chocolate taht went too well with the mashmellows.. wah... i tell u it was marvelous.. hahaha... then exchanged phone with huei liq... was boring coz her phone was not really busy... lol.. had 1 or 2 dudes sms in ut was not those flirty kind so no fun..


saturday... wah... was a day of suffering.. work time ends at 12.30 but i had to stay until around 4.. was getting the place ready for racking today.. (but the racking not could not make it today.. coz lorry problem) me n 3 workers stayed back pulling tables n pallets around.. n i tell u.. the view from the office is magnificent.. u can actually see a sea of pallets.. something u dont see everyday.. haha... but the ppl will curse me for doing this la.. coz taking good will be 100 times harder than 3 days ago.. but then in about 3 days taking n looking for goods will be 50 times easier than previously until eternaty.. lol... worth it rite.. just 3 days of suffering..


then had a good dinner is ss2 with my neighbours.. i dont know y we had to travel like 35 km to have a meal when we just stay opposite each other.. lame rite.. but we had so much crab that i can puke crab that nite.. i can still feel the crab in my crap... :-P then after that.. went for hockey... once again the super "big head prawn" me forgot to bring my contact lense... n sooooo... the brave but dumb me decided to play with my specs on... i did play with my specs on b4 n was never in my hockey life hit on my face b4... but wow.. lucky me... when i checked aka tackle or knock down a junior (mega freaking junior.. cant even skate properly) the idiot hold his stick up n the stick wacked right into my face... i got stun for few seconds n my specs were damned.. i told the guy to watch out for his stick next time n guess what he asked me to quit checking ppl.. lol... HELLO... FOR GOODNESS SAKE I'M A DEFENDER... IF I DONT CHECK PPL THEN WHO WILL?? OUR COACH?? ANYWAY... THAT GUYS GOING TO DIE WHEN HE PLAYS AGAINST ME AGAIN.. i'm the team B basher.. even some of the team A players r afraid of me.. what more this guy who cant even skate properly...


but good also la.. got a great reason to change my specs... lol...


ah... n sunday... wakakaka... went to church in pj.. followed my dad... some pretty traditional church... when worship.. stand, sit, stand, sit... wah... then went to MV with my dad ate.. bought some stuff like that la.. typical my dad shopping la. go computer shop look for some new cool stuff... so called his toys la... coz his old toy kena lightning strike ady.. habis bakar.. :-P oh.. but his com is still new.. haha...


after that went skating lor... michelle invited ma.. was life tired n stuff ady but then since promised so go la.. n wah.... probably my luckiest day in ice... lol.. had like ummmm... i think 6 or 7 pretty gals teman me skate... the other hockey dudes were so envious of me.. i tell then i intro they malu malu... ceh.. ownself tak berani then wan to talk so much... but nvm.. like i care.. :-P


when i got back was near dead.. my energy batt was like -20% but then had to finish up some stuff n then got into bed.. sms for awhile then tertidur ady...


woke up this morning n my house internet still down.. bloody!!!! so now in office lor.. waiting for the rack to come n be installed.. but not coming today.. :-( only tomorrow.. so just sitting around n planning.. smsing.. talking.. chatting.. stoning.. n playing with the sticker books.. lol... yes.. its S.T.I.C.K.E.R B.O.O.K.S... got so many n so nice... lol... exported one.. disney... big box.. etc... not found in malaysia... i've got a collection in my house.. i show u if u wan to see.. really cool books... n expensive.. but for me... FREE.. weee..... :-)


i think i've written enough.. i dont know what am u going to do after this.. but lunch is coming near... n oh ya... my phone got some problem so im using another phone that might not have some of u guy's numbers.. so.... if i as u who r u.. pls... dont get offendered...



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

movie day..

went to watch a rise of blood hunter in the evening.. i heard it was actually written by a malaysian.. n for the first time.. i can say that its one good product of a malaysian.. :)



today was a pretty free day at work.. did not really do much.. confirmed that the racking will be coming on monday.. i cant wait for it to come coz its what i've been working on for the past 2 months... i hope its worthwhile...


after that, it will be a busy week ahead again.. getting the goods all up on it n well labeled as well as sought out.. ISO will be coming for an inspection on 16th aug... thats the first day of my VMY competition... so will not be around for that few days....


n oh... open day will make us busier ppl... thats on the 28th aug... urh.... tak mau la.. i'll ady be occupied with last min briefing and training for the employees to keep the place clean... but then i guess little more responsibility wont kill me.. :-p