waiting death

exam starts tomorrow.. and i need not say anything for everyone to know i have hardly started studying...


i'm sleepy.. been sleeping since 2pm yesterday.. woke up few times.. then went back to bed..


this is my life.. lol...

urh,..!!

honestly.. i'm pretty aware that my final exam in around the corner.. and its really my final exam as i will be graduating really soon... the best part is.. if i fail any paper of the stupid exam, i'll not graduate.. which chances are slim..

but the thing is.. i have not got down to even getting started...

let me check my timetable...

22/04/2008 (tuesday)
1400 - 1600
PHYSIOLOGICAL PSYCHOLOGY

24/04/2008 (thursday)
0900 - 1100
DISORDERS OF CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE

28/04/2008 (monday)
0900 - 1100
SUBSTANCE ABUSE

02/05/2008 (friday)
0900 - 1100
COUNSELLING PRACTICUM

thats the end of my exam....

but guess what.. i have been sitting in front of my laptop and my tv just lazing all day... how smart of me.. :)

the game i've been playing - BATTLE DAWN.. awesome game.. even tommy is playing it... i'll go pwn him soon... muahahaha... but as for now.. i'm getting myself pwned...

remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

the weekend

not much happened over the weekend but it was pretty good...

woke up late on saturday as friday nite was a stay up for no reason.. actually coz i started to play another new online game.. battle dawn.. its pretty cool.. that y u must click on that banner when u view my blog.. so i can get some bonuses.. haha..

there were 2 things that happened on sat..

1. got a letter from KLK

i went to the mailbox to fetch the mails... and i say a letter from KLK to my name.. i was so happy.. after opening it.. i was overjoyed... guess what.. its my letter of confirmation...

I AM NOW EMPLOYED*!!!


*provided i dont fail this sem

never did n i dont plan to.. :P

2. pool side BBQ party

went over to willy's place at about 5+pm.. the rest of the ppl were ady there.. and in the pool.. i did not plan to swim.. so started to prepare n set up the pit.. later we had the BBQ.. ummm.. the food was nice.. chicken wing, sausages, sotong balls, n loads of other food..

we had alot of fun which ended all of us pushing each other in the pool.. even dragged the gals by their hands n legs to literally throwing them into the pool.. lol...

went back so late that i could not wake up the next day.. lol...


sunday was pretty short.. woke up at 10 finding myself late for church.. church starts at 10.. i reached church at 10.30 and i was suppose to play drums... crap.. late..!!! after church had a short meeting then went to pyramid to skate..:) been some time since i last skated.. even worse last played hockey... haihz....

that nice.. went over to sect 2 to watch football...!!

Man United VS Arsenal

final result MU 2 - 1 Arsenal

MU rocks!! Arsenal Sucks!!! who said that they were going to win TWO cups this season??.. hahaha...


monday.. woke up pretty early.. go pick caren n few more guys up to head to subang.. finally get to eat caren mom's delicious pan mee... hahaha... honestly speaking.. it was nice.. had a plate of fried pan mee which was really good and a decent of soup pan mee... haha.. yummy.. must go there again..

after that had a short rest at caren's place then headed over to the studio for band practice.. somehow today all like no feel.. lol.. bad bad bad.. lol... maybe coz exam's coming..

need to study hard n save up money for after exam parties.. lol...

remember drink more H20 k.. c",)

the expensive experience..

the last few days i've been having some pretty expensive experiences... burning a hole in my pocket... OUCH..!! currently.. i'm broke to the core..!!

in thursday.. someone was suppose to accompany to pay the summons.. but then when we got to the police station in PJ, the guy said that u can only appeal the summons that were given in PJ.. so the 300 bucks summon was from kajang and that guy had a meeting on.. so crap.. now noone to accompany me.. n worse still i have to go all the way to kajang... AND I"M A PERSON WHO CANT RECOGNIZE ROADS!!!! ayo....

so i drove all the way to kajang lor.. thank God the place police station was on the main road.. saw it then went in thinking that appealing for discount would be like a conversation thing.. but the had to talk to a sulky face police women before knowing that had to write a letter to state the reason y i deserve a discount.. so ok la.. went back to the car to write the stupid letter... so with my wonderfully stupid n lousy BM.. i wrote a letter in horrible writing..

so i headed back to the station still wondering if my letter was convincing enough to get me some discounts.. thank goodness i was given 50% on that 300 bucks summon... thats a total saving of 150.. awesome... then since i had a 100 bucks summon was thinking if i should go to selayang to appeal again n get it cheaper by 50 bucks.. but then no la.. no time.. so ended up paying 330 for all 4 summons... haihz... poorer by 330 ady.. sad case..

then today (friday) had presentation.. it was ok la.. not too bad neither was it like superb.. anyway.. my physiological psychology presentation was i think 24.4/25 i believe highest in the whole class.. muahahaha... today.. last class of my uni life.. 3 years had passed... seemed so fast... sob sob...

after class headed down to sunway to get my hair cut.. went to my new regular hair saloon.. hair asia.. not bad la.. for junior cut only 15 bucks n senior cut 25.. usually go for senior cut but then today.. they were all transfered to ss2 branch.. n guess what.. i got a director cut... it's usually 65 but then he gave me only 55.. haha.. saved my 10 bucks... but still its pretty expensive for a hair cut.. afterall i cut my hair on 1 - 1 n half month's time.. sad sad... but then no doubt this stylist called jordan was pretty good.. told me alot about hair n types of it n stuff like that...

so he gave me a so called basic + bit to stylish touch.. simple but nice.. he also said something like its a more western type of hairdo.. tidy n stuff.. ummm.. actually i like it...

here's some pic of my new hair..



dont really see much difference rite.. but then i guess its my photo taking skills la.. lol...


here some bloody vain shot.. poser shit... n see.. i'm getting damn fat.. everyone complaining i look fat when i'm in formal cloths.. especially in THIS.. lol.... fat fat fat...




time to continue my tv... i'm broke now.. :P


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

is this the worst day of my life..??!!

goodness... today have not been going my way... worse still.. my dad came back at 10.30pm with some horrible news.... haihz...


started off today with a shock.. my mom came rushing into my room in some loud mode asking y am i still in bed at 8.30am... i only wanted to wake up at 9.30.. but urh... disturbance... !!!!!!

woke up... got online n got some stuff done... did not really go the way i wanted it to... but nvm... left for selayang to te police station to pick up the summons report so that i can bring it to my dad's office so that someone could help me out with it... then got to my dad's office.. he was bit busy so since i was in a hurry so i said i'll come back later..

headed back to the condo for my shower n got changed... i received like so damn many calls from derick... partly also coz i din pick it up la.. but damn its irritating.. its like i'm ady in a bad mood + i'm running late + he reminds me that i'm late... DAMN... it sucks...

got to class late... actually 5 min late... but then thank God out tutor was nice.. hahaha... got my mid term paper back.. and it was shocking that i only scored 54 or something near that... WTF!! y so low??>>!!!

then my presentation... i was not prepared... probably super under prepared... and crap i sucked to the core... my mind was blur... i was unprepared... and shit just kept coming out...

wrong words...
bad explanation..
very sloppy fluency..
confusing (at least thats what i think)..
not up to par..
just SHITY!!!!

after that went out for lunch with caren.. i was also blur.. suddenly like nothing to talk about... the topics we had for the past 3yrs all stuck.. usually we have like so many things to talk n laugh about... also dunno what happen to me.... probably my motto of life now is "LIFE SUCKS!!!"..

then after that headed back to my dad's office... hoping i can settle the summon things... but then ayo... the appealing time was only B4 lunch..!!!! OMG..!! i missed it!!!! shit!! crap!!!! so now i will have to wait until thursday to settle it coz the guy only free then... and my road tax is expiring in few days... 12th is my final day...!!! haihz... crapy......... i really need to get it done!!! and its 480 bucks!!!! haihz... broke broke...

then i headed back to rawang... and OMG... i actually wanted to go into the touch-n-go lane.. but somehow.. my brains were not working.. i went right into the smart tag lane... WTF!!!???!!! the siren went off.. walau... malu gila..!!! then the bloody malay lady.. gave me that dirty look.. fuck her man... u were paid to do so la.... i guess thats y she's working there... not in some air-coned office on the top floor of a building... damn her...

the good thing is i got home safely.. so since my luck was so bad i decided to stay home for the rest of the day... just live off my TV and laptop... i survived...

my dad came back with news... guess what was it... my dad said....



HE WAS SACKED!!!!!!!




I REPEAT. HE WAS SACKED!!!!!



the catch was that
1. he will still have 3 years salary...
2. he does not need to go to office as someone else has been placed in his position...
3. he still will have his office..
4. he only has to advise the guy taking over his position...

the worst thing is that..

HE WILL BE SO DAMN FREE AND WILL BE HOME A LOT... AND HE WILL BE AROUND TO BUG ME!!!! EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!



DIE...


alright enough of me.. i think i should not stay up too late... quickly end my bad day.. hope that i can have a better day tomorrow...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

peneng trip

finally back from peneng... somehow the road trip back seemed much longer than the one going.. but then nvm.. could not wait to get home...

anyway.. i was not at the island but at mainland.. prai to be specific.. stayed at sunway hotel which was ok la.. the best there ady.. so yeah... even had free internet... muahaha... so was practically using it all the time...

sat night, had dinner at a chinese restaurant near by.. was quite big.. n the food was really good... i think i had ostrich meat for the first time in my life.. its was bit tough but tasted like i also dunno what... lol.. but it was ok la.. did not taste horrible... after that i went back to the room.. then at about 11+ went to old town coffee to have supper..

sunday.. as usual.. go church. bla bla bla.. then my dad had a meeting to resolve some problems.. so sat in.. listen.. was boring n all la.. but then.. ya.. i made it.. was a 2 n half hour meeting.. n i suddenly feel so matured...

then, v went to peneng island to pick my mom up... got there.. picked her up.. n guess what me n my dad did.. v ordered peneng laksa n cendol n actually ate it in the car.. wah.. i tell u.. it was really difficult to eat.. coz have to hold this n that... actually my first time eating stuff like that in bowls in the car.. lol... but yeah... jammed all the way to peneng island... sure must eat something b4 leaving rite... save time ma... hahaha...

then headed back after that.. got home at about 10pm.. started war in utopia again.. n tomrorow presentation... so time for me to sleep...


remember to drink more h20 k.. c",)

OMG..!!

today at 9.20am.. i received a sms from my dad asking me to call up my car insurance agent... i was wondering y would i need it after i have send the cheque to them ady...

but then i found out that it was my road tax... cant renew.. coz i've got expired traffic summons.. dated from god knows when... crap!!!.... the worse part is that it was even when i had my P license... and i was still driving the other car... according to them all the summons i had to pay b4 being able to renew my license.. so guess what...

1. driving without seat belt - RM 60
2. crossing the line of some shit road - RM 100
3. driving with expired license - RM 300 (FUCK YOU)

total = RM460... i'm ady broke enough.. u want to make my life eve worse?? FUCKING POLICE!!! dunno what police diraja malaysia... fuckers diraja malaysia then got la...

nvm.. anyway.. the driving without license thing... i tell u crapy la... i ask u la.. if u renew ur license for 2 years.. u renewed it on 22/9/2005... when is it suppose to expire?? 21/9/2007 right... but guess what... it expired on 05/05.2007.... WTF?!!!!! how can!!! the period i got the summon was on 10/5/2007... stupid right..??.. so was it my wrong?? their license duration also count wrongly... somemore dare to give me summon... fuck them la... fucking losers!!! anyway.. afterall what they want is bribery... bunch of useless, greedy, low classed, skill-less, brainless, fucked up, lazy, etc morons..!!!!!

but thanks to ppl like me their work goes on... anyway... hell with them... i need to sleep going to peneng tomorrow morning... crap.. need to wake up early... AGAIN...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)