Raymond Looi

yesterday, my church organized a evangelistic concert.. hell money was dumped into it.. loads of flayers were made, posters, flag-lines and even banners.. it was a loud hu-ha... but then my honest expectation was not a big crowd because of the not so personal touch of inviting frens..


but then last nite, it was great.. about 140 ppl turned out for his concert... raymond was fantastic.. though he had a sour throat, his voice was still pretty good..


now my mom is a semi fan of his.. telling everyone that he's really good. on top of that, my senior pastor who keeps us from jamming the roof down during worship session is impressed with their PA system and says that he wants to get one for our new church (1 n half yes time)... n guess what i'll propose.. wakakaka.. new drum set with 2 splashes and 3-4 crash.. n maybe 5 toms.. plus walls a surround mic... :) what i can say is DREAM ON JOSHUA.. lol... at least change the drums skin n get me 1 or 2 more splashes or crash.. walls n mic.. a must..


back to the concert.. raymond was good with all his "hau ting ma"(nice to listen?) and his "zang sen biao shi"(applaud to signify).. at the end of the day.. there were 8-9 souls saved.. thankk God for that... :)



n thank God its time for me to head to bed..


zzzZZZ...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

i;m done...

life goes on... n finally i have finished working.. i'm actually quite happy but at the same time kind of sad... coz its like leaving ur frens behind.. but then.. look at the bright side.. i've got time to do what i want again..:) more skating n gaming n SLEEPING!!! weeee.....


glad to say.. i'm finally having holiday and i can sleep in... working was hell coz u have to wake up at 6.30 monday to saturday... besides that.. its a fun filled 3 weeks of holiday for me... from cf camp to trippin to langkawi to maybe a family holiday which was unplanned yet.. lol....


wee...holiday..:) i'm gonna enjoy it..

weird days are back..

lately i've been pretty weird.. i've been showing interest in some not so me things.. been really tired.. been not able to focus much... BEEN CON n PRANKED.. not showing much interest in ice hockey...


yeah... whats wrong with me?? skipped hockey yesterday n today... thats not me... n played futsal.. i suck at it though.. got injured... my toe hurts n i strain my right tight.. urh... only scored 3 goals i think.. my team -> mike, hosea, danny.. danny s looked stunned when he got the ball.. hosea can hardly pass... urh... hahah.. but we did have fun n kicked some butts..


i also got pranked by the tam sisters.. man they r sick... must tell their daddy... they they will suffer the wrath of the BIG tam.. n worse still i got conned by some Vietnamese.. although i was conscious about it.. but who cares... its not everyday u can get conned by them.. lol.... afterall its good that they feel smart for ONCE... hahaha....


its getting late.. time for me to head to my nightly parking lot... i've been sleeping alot today... its good.. coz i'm a pig...



remember to drink more H2O k.. c",)

boozing bazuka..!!!

october is almost here.. and new event we r going to organize.. boozing trips..!!!! yeah.. we'll be drink till we drop.. not really drop but till our hearts content... its actually fun to see how ppl drink n get drunk.. the 2 gals got drunk the last time.. they cried n cried... n damn they stink when they vomit.. but its one hell of an experience.....


this time.. we're making it wild... we'll be heading to the island of the eagles.... y?? coz booze there is cheap man.. n we'll be going all out!!!!


3 days 2 nights... 2 rounds of total boozing til u drop..!! n sure some sight seeing.. going to the beach.. n maybe we'll do a BBQ.. :) i'll need to check my budget... haha.. its all fun.. we'll estimate 3 guys n 3 gals.. y?? coz if u cant talk to a guy.. u can always talk to a gal.. n we guys can fight it out... wakakaka... 3 guys.. 3 different characteristics ONLY 2 DATE OF BIRTH... wanna find out whats that.. u must come..


anyway.. if u ask me honestly.. langkawi does not have much to see.. just some beautiful beach.. the underwater world... n some tourist place which i'm not even near interested in... but what really count is the friendship and fun we have together..


but one more highlight is getting me drunk... i'm a hardcore... according to my track record.. i get tipsy but not drunk... never been drunk b4... yeah man... anyone wants to get me drunk??? hahaha... bring it on... on this trip...


places r open.. msg me if u r interested... estimated budget for trip including lodging, food, and transport by bus - 350 ONLY.. its not cheap.. but u know what... its a life time opportunity mate....

why me??

i sit and think alot.. sometimes i just wonder if i'm actually better off or luckier than many other ppl... am i a person ppl would want to be.. or am i another guy who ppl just looks at n forgets about..? might i even be someone who ppl dont even notice.. something like an invisible person...


makes me think more of what am i doing here on earth.. my goals of life.. what i want.. is getting rich all that matter? or God everything? or are frens and love ones the most important thing in MY life..?? my dream of being a millionaire by the age of 40.. wow... seems pretty difficult if u dont inherit lots of stuff from ur parents.. but it aint impossible...


thinking more of myself personally.. am i a person with adequate qualities??

am i really smart??
am i really good looking??
am i really rich??
am i really reliable?
am i really responsible?
am i really sociable??
am i really a nice person to talk to??
am i??????

sometimes i feel that brands and expectations sealed on me burdens me.. y do i need to live this life like this?? how i wish i was someone else... someone successful.. someone powerful.. someone who just could get his ways without debates... life sucks..!!


does my life really suck?? looking at it in a different perspective..

i've got some great frens..
i've got decent grades in uni.. without studying much..
i've got more than enough money to spend.. basically la.. but usually not enough..
i've got a healthy body.. but a corrupted mind..
i've got a car n my dad pays for my petrol..!!
i've got great parents n good up-bringing..
i've got more than 3 companies offering me jobs even b4 i graduate..
i've got ppl saying i'm good looking (liap cai ->vietman)
i've got a great God..!!!
i've got so much more other do not have...


but how can i be so not contented at times?? how can i be so silly to want to be someone else?? how can i think that i do not have enough??


i guess its just self-pity and my human nature.. i guess life sucks when u believe it does... but look at the bright side... at least we can live another day to see a better tomorrow... at least we can continue writing better story for our life..


look forward ppl..!!! live your life!!!



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

skate baby skate..!!

have not been faithfully updating the blog.. coz just dont have much to write... been pretty busy at work training 2 guys to take over my job... so actually i dont really do much at work but slack around n instructing them n teaching them to do stuff... wakakaka.... n i get paid well.. :P



last nite i did not go for hockey.. coz was partially lazy and had a dinner party on... so yeah... ponteng hockey... so to replace the skipping of hockey training.. i went skating today la... my skating form was pretty off.. but was decent enough today la... n my skates r really blunt... so my cornering r bit sloppy... still i did enjoy myself skating around though there was not many chicks around... lol...


but then after skating for awhile.. i noticed a gal in a green shirt... curly brunette hair.... nice slim body.. n a really pretty face... let me try to describe her looks... ummm... medium sized eyes thats sparkled, small nose slight higher than average, small mouth that had a sweet smile and fair complexion... but the sad thing was.. i was looking at beauty and the beast... her bf.. sucked to the core... not good looking... fatter than ME...!! ummm... had a pretty weird look actually..


she could not skate... yeah.. honestly she sucked... really bad... no technique, no balance, no nothing.. can hardly even walk... n her BF was teaching her how to skate... the best part is he could not do much but walk slightly better than her... lol...


after skating around for awhile.. she did improve slightly.. she was able to walk slowly... her looks were really cute when she walked around.. there were few times where she n her group of frens stopped at my group of hockey skater's corner.. we were "spraying" each other with ice by breaking really hard... n i among those dudes was like the top skater though i admit i;m not that good as compare to other hockey skaters... so i did few tricks n she was like staring at me with that " this guy can really skate" looks... everytime i come around she would put her little head out to see what happens.. lol.. since then she was observing me pretty much.. so was her BF.. lol...


she was off n on the ice for awhile.. i did catch her taking glances at me quite many times but i ignored it n pretended to be too focused in skating... lol..... at the end of the day.. she went off around the same time as i did... i did not get her number nor her name... haihz... sad... was not a total failure but at least i got her attention... hahahaha....


then i had to rush home to attend to my online game... had to attack a kingdom.. yeah... war time.. :) just finish my dinner... maggi tom yam... actually i kind of miss maggi mee.. :)

our eyes

our eyes is the gateway to our heart

our eyes speaks more than a thousand words

our eyes tells stories that words cant

our eyes portrays our hearts desire

our eyes tell you everything you need to know

our eyes never lie

your eyes told me what i needed to know that night. thank you

tired tried

i'm glad that i can still have energy to stay up to write this.. its 4.13pm now.. just got back from church... for the last few days been a crazy time for me.. busy with stuff when i needed to sleep the most.. i'm so worn out and i look horrible...


my last post said that i needed to finish up my report. n i did. but it was all a rush... friday spend the whole day and night working on it.. even at work.. but i took a break for lunch, dinner and or course hockey..:-) but was so fatigue that i hardly could play well.. but i did play la.. drew 3-3... urh.. could have won.... then that night slept a bit.. but spend most of the time working on the report..


satruday morning still working on it.. i finish doing it at about 10.30 then went to the shop to print it.. it was horribly thick.. just printed page alone was about 140-145 pages not including about 60 pages of appendix... i think its the longest report i've ever made... pls dont ask me what i wrote.. i dont know.. hahaha....


after submitting the report went over to digital mall to buy some printer ink for my dad.. then bought some other stuff including a new game.. :) previously games at digital mall was only 5 bucks.. now its 10 bucks..!!! dont buy from there anymore!!! wanted to go skating but then some guy by the name of Jackie chan was coming to sunway pyramid n the worse thing is he booked the skating ring... TO MAKE IT INTO A SITTING HALL..!!!!! WTF!!! yeah.. so could not skate la.... n me as usual will not sleep when i have time... so i started play the game.. was ok la... n i played it from 2 to 10pm... yeah.. my eyes at that time was about to pop out.. but y should care...


packed my stuff and went to pyramid at 10++ had McD for dinner then played hockey.. n i was tired that i could hardly skate n also had breathing difficulties.. i usually dont have breathing difficulties.. i guess its the combination of stress and fatigue-ness.. so i only played hockey for awhile la... then headed home to the condo in pj.. reached about 2++am


sunday morning had to wake up at 7 coz had music practice at 815.. shit.. so early... ok lor.. went la.. but was so DAMN tired... n yes.. i slept like a log in church... hahaha.... then went distribute fliers for a concert happening in our church on the 29th of this month... yeah.. really good looking guy... n i heard he sing well... at least better than me... i cant sing for nuts...:P


i'm still thinking if i should sleep or play my game... urh.. .decisions...!!! sometimes just hate them...

ouch..!!!

its thursday and i need to submit my report on saturday.. i have not even completed half of my report and i am a long way to go.. i'm tired and have to work again tomorrow!!! urh.. life sucks!!!!



today i did one of the most silly thing at work...i actually ran and knocked my head against the horizontal beam of the rack... i actually landed straight on my butt after hitting it.. i tell u it was hard... n my vision went blur for few seconds after hitting... i have a bump on my head now. :(



here's some photo i have b4 and after the racking in the factory..

before

after




before

after




cool rite.. its a beauty...


my supervisor.. she's still single n available.. n really LAME..!!!

those orange beams were the things i knocked mt head la... damn solid la... harder than my head... :P

monday mood..

headed to work today with one of my eyes red.. it started since sunday morning.. i guess did not have enough sleep plus the rubbing of it... urh... felt horrible though no pain..


last nite went to see fireworks.. ummm... was there super early to avoid traffic but then no point.. coz was dead bored... but the fireworks did come.. it was not as fantastic as i expected but there were some climax which was beautiful... but then it was also kind of boring coz we had to wait for the higher fireworks to actually see it... but the ones on the floor seemed much more fantastic.. so i'll pay for see it next time... wakakaka...



today... went to work.. many ppl were quite free coz we had not too many jobs on hand.. its the low season.. but then me as me.. i'll look for things to do.. or more like had things still needed to be done... yeah. i was busy n time flew my... was like too fast today.. did not have enough time..


n after the other 2 trainees went back leaving me alone.. actually felt bit lonely.. lol.. i guess i'm used to having them around to help me out... need to thank them for being there n helping me a handful... but then life still have to go on.. n i'm stuck with 2 reach truck... dunno what to do with them.... hahaha...

merdeka celebration...

today's one merdeka i will remember..



today my hockey team took on some team in the khas league.. we had 8 players and 1 goalie.. they had ummm.. i think 10 players n 1 goalie... we lost the last 2 games n we needed a come back...


b4 the game started.. we were gearing up n wow... i forgot to bring my socks... damn it sucks to wear ur skates without socks... i was not alone.. our goalie forgot to bring his too.. n naj always plays without socks.. it so gross...


ok that was only part one... then without socks.. skating feels weird... yeah.. imagine urself one day walking on the streets without ur underwear... something seems to be missing...


we came in n played.. my team put up a good game although with some flaws but we managed to pull a 11-0 victory.. :-) but i actually played a bad game.. made some mistakes n did not skate well.. but at least i did not let any goals in...


today i experienced something i usually do to others.. which is a really hard mid ice body check... its like ramming into a person with ur shoulders... it was a non contact game n i ady got 2 stupid penalties for some really minor things which might not even be considered a foul.. yeah... i collected 2 penalties this game.. was damn fucking lame.. its like a set up by the referees.. on purpose... but thats not the thing to remember.. the real deal was done by number 11... he actually gave me a flying check in front of my own goal... i fell n rammed into the goal post...


hahaha... it was actually fun... but i cant ram him coz the referee was on their side.. so if i see that guy in any full or semi body contact competitions .. he's going to be so dead... wakakaka....


i just hope that they'll give an extra award at the end of the season... the most penalties player... yeah. i'm sure it will be one of my team members... coz the fucking khas sucks!!! their refereeing r like totally one sided n their players plays girls... u cant pressure them.. coz they r TAU FU!!!


urh... just ask them go fuck themselves...