there's been a lot of things happening lately.. something just normal but then some life changing events also happened..
but basically life's not been really that busy except a week or 2 after the last post where had to work like mad to make sure everyone's working on top efficiency. so much to do and so little workers i have.. but thank goodness 4 more extra workers has arrived and it makes my life so much easier..
my fields are so much better now but still there're more work to be done.. working on it.. financial year closes end of this month so i've got to boost up the speed and finish up whatever needs to be done to spend up the allocated budget and clear up all fields.. :) so its spending month.. happy for my workers but i'll need to answer it to my manager which at times might be in a bad mood.. :( but guess what.. its raya season so i guess his mood wont be really that bad afterall..
as for life, i'm financially broke.. lol.. not to say broke in like i cant pay my loans n stuff but broke in the sense that i dont have much money lingering around to spend.. but i just hope it all ends next month.. :) paid off my bike gear debts but one last bomb is my bike's road tax.. sad to say its about 600-700 bucks including changing owner's name. then next month i'll be getting the annual incement.. fingers crossed for how much.. but at least it'll be some help.. :)
what else.. yeah.. financial year ends = bonus time.. but we'll have to wait until dec to actually get it.. ya.. i know its crapy but i guess thats part of the company.. hmmm... fingers crossed too about the amount.. but just hope for higher bonus this yr..
few days ago it was hari raya.. had to stay put in the estate to be on duty coz 1 of my staff is a malay and will be off for his raya holiday and another staff had a minor sugery for blader stone.. also was off until after raya.. so the "tuan" had to stay back and "jaga estate".. but good thing i had company to keep me occupied.. hahaha... i shall not elaborate.. but the thing about our church is that somehow news often spreds really quickly with the power of additives i had ppl asking me y was i not at camp.. according to the person, ppl said i was on a cruise.. lol.. hilarious..
alright need to send some workers to home division.. so lazy to send them over.. coz its ady after work and i'm still working as if the company pays me over time WHICH THEY DONT.. :(
i shall stop complaining..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING AT WORK??!!!!
after sometime of working i guess the power of complacency somehow creeps over me.. am i getting lazy or something?? or am i just not doing stuff right?? i really wonder..
lately been scolded by my manager for things.. sometimes i really wonder if its my fault coz i'm just helping other assistants to do their work.. but then at times its my bloody fault.. but the thing is that somethings cant be avoided.. not that i want to make it an issue but its just that circumstances just plays you out..
but honestly speaking my field condition today is really not up to standard and my manager gave me a real big time blasting a week ago.. i know its bad and I'M WORKING ON IT!!! dont expect me to complete things so quickly when you only provide me with a 1:59 worker : hectares ratio!!! some ppl might be super man but i'm sure my workers are not!!!!
here's a list of things i need clearing up.. priority level 1 (least important) - 10 (most important)
1. EFB munching (10)
2. field upkeep, circle spraying, woodies spraying, asytasia spraying (8)
3. maintenance pruning (8)
4. frond stacking (5)
5. beautification (3)
6. staff training course (3)
7. gain back manager and GM's favor (10 X 10)
so yeah.. its alot of things to do.. but then i guess i really have to do it.. coz ITS MY BLOODY JOB!!! and somehow they expect so me to be like what they want.. DAMN.. stressful la..
let me tell u why..!!
1. i'm lame
2. i'm lazy
3. i'm not as smart as they think i am
4. its not easy to control 1450 acres (587hectares) of land ALONE
5. i'm only with ONE year TWO months experience.. not ONCE decade
6. i prefer to sleep at home than going inot the field
7. i's not the kind who goes around scolding ppl.. but i admit i do occasionally..
i think i should quit and sleep at home.. lol.. too bad money dont grow on trees so i'll have to stay and work.. lol....
i guess i'll have to go hardcore cleaning for this few weeks then life will then be easy again for me.. :) weeee... can just laze and lepak at home while everyone else is working their ass off to make their estate look like mine.. :P as if mine's really that good..
but seriously.. its not BAD now.. just not as good as it was before.. i think all this problems started when many workers left to go back to indon after the end of their contract.. i was short of workers and had to train some more workers to fill the place and do more to cover the workers who left.. thats y my workers ratio is so high and the worse part is that i'm suppose to receive another 4 more workers before awal ramadan but somehow my senior assistant and manager decided to use them at home division where their workers are plentiful!!! urh!!! that sucks!!!!
when my mom reads this she'll probably tell me "quit wining start DOING!!!"
alright mom... doing la.. stop bugging... hahahahaa.. just kidding..
anyway.. gtg.. its 7+pm and i just finished my work..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
lately been scolded by my manager for things.. sometimes i really wonder if its my fault coz i'm just helping other assistants to do their work.. but then at times its my bloody fault.. but the thing is that somethings cant be avoided.. not that i want to make it an issue but its just that circumstances just plays you out..
but honestly speaking my field condition today is really not up to standard and my manager gave me a real big time blasting a week ago.. i know its bad and I'M WORKING ON IT!!! dont expect me to complete things so quickly when you only provide me with a 1:59 worker : hectares ratio!!! some ppl might be super man but i'm sure my workers are not!!!!
here's a list of things i need clearing up.. priority level 1 (least important) - 10 (most important)
1. EFB munching (10)
2. field upkeep, circle spraying, woodies spraying, asytasia spraying (8)
3. maintenance pruning (8)
4. frond stacking (5)
5. beautification (3)
6. staff training course (3)
7. gain back manager and GM's favor (10 X 10)
so yeah.. its alot of things to do.. but then i guess i really have to do it.. coz ITS MY BLOODY JOB!!! and somehow they expect so me to be like what they want.. DAMN.. stressful la..
let me tell u why..!!
1. i'm lame
2. i'm lazy
3. i'm not as smart as they think i am
4. its not easy to control 1450 acres (587hectares) of land ALONE
5. i'm only with ONE year TWO months experience.. not ONCE decade
6. i prefer to sleep at home than going inot the field
7. i's not the kind who goes around scolding ppl.. but i admit i do occasionally..
i think i should quit and sleep at home.. lol.. too bad money dont grow on trees so i'll have to stay and work.. lol....
i guess i'll have to go hardcore cleaning for this few weeks then life will then be easy again for me.. :) weeee... can just laze and lepak at home while everyone else is working their ass off to make their estate look like mine.. :P as if mine's really that good..
but seriously.. its not BAD now.. just not as good as it was before.. i think all this problems started when many workers left to go back to indon after the end of their contract.. i was short of workers and had to train some more workers to fill the place and do more to cover the workers who left.. thats y my workers ratio is so high and the worse part is that i'm suppose to receive another 4 more workers before awal ramadan but somehow my senior assistant and manager decided to use them at home division where their workers are plentiful!!! urh!!! that sucks!!!!
when my mom reads this she'll probably tell me "quit wining start DOING!!!"
alright mom... doing la.. stop bugging... hahahahaa.. just kidding..
anyway.. gtg.. its 7+pm and i just finished my work..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Sunday, August 16, 2009
my first ride...
its ady been slightly more than a month that i've been riding my bike up and down, here and there.. but then finally i've officially joined a convoy.. actually this convoy started to be discussed the day i took my bike coz i was bugging the foreman to have one..
finally about a week ago it was confirmed.. thus ride to ulu langat on the 16th aug 2009 was on.
that morning, my bike's mudguard was loose so i brought it to the shop to tighten but in the end the foreman just took the whole thing off and asked me to ride without it.. but basically it makes no difference.. lol...
so we started waiting for everyone to arrive from about 10 and started out trip to the petrol station at about 11. then left for our journey at 11.30. the trip was a mainly winedy roads so really good cornering skills were needed.. whereas me, honestly i'm not really good in it.. but still i had to chase up with them.. but the worse part is that i'm riding a 250cc bike and the rest of them are on >600cc bikes.. HOW TO CHASE LA??!!
so the 13 of us started the journey.. we were broken into 2 groups.. the FAST group and the SLOW group with a fixed tail man. so initially i followed the FAST group hitting corners at high speed.. but somehow i was not good enough.. coz i'm a noob.. lol... so half way to the destination i had to slow down and wait for the SLOW group which was honestly SLOW.. lol.... but still i got some tutoring from few of the seniors including the "SUPER CHOPPER" guy.. but seriously.. he's really good on his chopper..
on the way, some really scary happened.. i entered a sharp corner at high speed and i did not drop my gear.. so my bike swing out and i had to pull myself into the grass to slow down.. it was scary coz at the side there was no railing and beyond the grass it was something like a ravine.. but then thank God i just followed along the grass and did not go near the ledge.. the guy behind me was laughing away during lunch.. but at least i learned my lesson and had some extra tips of cornering...
so we reached our destination which was the "fish farm thai restaurant" the food there was said to be really good.. but my honest opinion.. not good.. just so-so only. and it was bloody expensive.. i think the fried rice was the best dish.. but no doubt the prawns they served was pretty large.. but just not taste.. we sat downa and demanded that we get COLD WATER right away coz the weather was really hot and we were like dried out.. my shirt was basically wet.. and the whole place smelled of sweat.. of course contributed by all the 13 bikers..
the location of the restaurant was really nice.. it was a man made pond and the dining area was build on stliks above the pond. the pond was filled with fishes.. some really big ones.. fish food was also sold and some ppl were throwing it into the pond to see these fishes rushing to have some of it.. realy nice indeed...
lunch menu
1. BBQ talapia (the skales were still on)
2. BBQ lamb slices (was really very little)
3. seafood tom yam soup
4. sotong fried with salted egg (only 1 small plate for 13 ppl to share "crap man")
5. lala with dry chilli
6. belacan paku pakis
7. fried rice
drinks
1. todi (only 1 bottle)
2. mineral water
total sum: RM270
comment: i was not even full and the food was not tasty.. and it was expensive... :(
since sara (the foreman) was bugging everyone to go back early coz his wife was complaining we quickly headed back after lunch.. this time, i tried to put the techniques and advice of the seniors into practice and wow.. really worked.. i was hitting corners at high speed and able to join the FAST group.. in fact i was the first few of the group.. :)
headed back to bahau by another route then had a drink in bahau to cool down before heading back home..
the comment before i went back was that its time for me to change the bike... y? coz this 250cc junk is too slow for me.. lol... the problem is i've only had the bike for less than 2 months..!! and NO MONEY LA!!!!!
all in all i really enjoyed the trip.. cant wait to got for another one.. but then i'll need to save up for new tires if i continue like this.. its expensive.. :(
here's some pic i took during the trip..
Yamaha R6 only 2 months old
parking outside the restaurant (from left kawa z1000, kawa zx10 (mine's behind it), kawa zx6)
sara's kawasaki zx10 (speed demon)
the "super chopper" man
view from the table of the pond
our helmets, jackets, etc..
the fried rice that was the best dish
ah siong (kawa z1000). he's the FAST group leader..
all the miserable food that was expensive..
from left ah dee (kawa zx10), fauzi (kawa zx6), new guy (yamaha R6)
us parking at the road side waiting for the SLOW group on our way back
the truth is the guys needed to take a smoke.. and i had to pee :P
parking at the petrol station. kawa zx10 (left) VS my kawa 250r (right) mine's the definite loser.. lol...
some of those guys queing to fill petrol
finally about a week ago it was confirmed.. thus ride to ulu langat on the 16th aug 2009 was on.
that morning, my bike's mudguard was loose so i brought it to the shop to tighten but in the end the foreman just took the whole thing off and asked me to ride without it.. but basically it makes no difference.. lol...
so we started waiting for everyone to arrive from about 10 and started out trip to the petrol station at about 11. then left for our journey at 11.30. the trip was a mainly winedy roads so really good cornering skills were needed.. whereas me, honestly i'm not really good in it.. but still i had to chase up with them.. but the worse part is that i'm riding a 250cc bike and the rest of them are on >600cc bikes.. HOW TO CHASE LA??!!
so the 13 of us started the journey.. we were broken into 2 groups.. the FAST group and the SLOW group with a fixed tail man. so initially i followed the FAST group hitting corners at high speed.. but somehow i was not good enough.. coz i'm a noob.. lol... so half way to the destination i had to slow down and wait for the SLOW group which was honestly SLOW.. lol.... but still i got some tutoring from few of the seniors including the "SUPER CHOPPER" guy.. but seriously.. he's really good on his chopper..
on the way, some really scary happened.. i entered a sharp corner at high speed and i did not drop my gear.. so my bike swing out and i had to pull myself into the grass to slow down.. it was scary coz at the side there was no railing and beyond the grass it was something like a ravine.. but then thank God i just followed along the grass and did not go near the ledge.. the guy behind me was laughing away during lunch.. but at least i learned my lesson and had some extra tips of cornering...
so we reached our destination which was the "fish farm thai restaurant" the food there was said to be really good.. but my honest opinion.. not good.. just so-so only. and it was bloody expensive.. i think the fried rice was the best dish.. but no doubt the prawns they served was pretty large.. but just not taste.. we sat downa and demanded that we get COLD WATER right away coz the weather was really hot and we were like dried out.. my shirt was basically wet.. and the whole place smelled of sweat.. of course contributed by all the 13 bikers..
the location of the restaurant was really nice.. it was a man made pond and the dining area was build on stliks above the pond. the pond was filled with fishes.. some really big ones.. fish food was also sold and some ppl were throwing it into the pond to see these fishes rushing to have some of it.. realy nice indeed...
lunch menu
1. BBQ talapia (the skales were still on)
2. BBQ lamb slices (was really very little)
3. seafood tom yam soup
4. sotong fried with salted egg (only 1 small plate for 13 ppl to share "crap man")
5. lala with dry chilli
6. belacan paku pakis
7. fried rice
drinks
1. todi (only 1 bottle)
2. mineral water
total sum: RM270
comment: i was not even full and the food was not tasty.. and it was expensive... :(
since sara (the foreman) was bugging everyone to go back early coz his wife was complaining we quickly headed back after lunch.. this time, i tried to put the techniques and advice of the seniors into practice and wow.. really worked.. i was hitting corners at high speed and able to join the FAST group.. in fact i was the first few of the group.. :)
headed back to bahau by another route then had a drink in bahau to cool down before heading back home..
the comment before i went back was that its time for me to change the bike... y? coz this 250cc junk is too slow for me.. lol... the problem is i've only had the bike for less than 2 months..!! and NO MONEY LA!!!!!
all in all i really enjoyed the trip.. cant wait to got for another one.. but then i'll need to save up for new tires if i continue like this.. its expensive.. :(
here's some pic i took during the trip..
Yamaha R6 only 2 months old
parking outside the restaurant (from left kawa z1000, kawa zx10 (mine's behind it), kawa zx6)
sara's kawasaki zx10 (speed demon)
the "super chopper" man
view from the table of the pond
our helmets, jackets, etc..
the fried rice that was the best dish
ah siong (kawa z1000). he's the FAST group leader..
all the miserable food that was expensive..
from left ah dee (kawa zx10), fauzi (kawa zx6), new guy (yamaha R6)
us parking at the road side waiting for the SLOW group on our way back
the truth is the guys needed to take a smoke.. and i had to pee :P
parking at the petrol station. kawa zx10 (left) VS my kawa 250r (right) mine's the definite loser.. lol...
some of those guys queing to fill petrolthe picture are jumbled up..but anyway.. just for viewing...
time for me to get back home to rest.. a tiring week ahead!!! GM's coming for visit on tuesday!!! stress!!!!!
remember to drink more H2o k.. c",)
time for me to get back home to rest.. a tiring week ahead!!! GM's coming for visit on tuesday!!! stress!!!!!
remember to drink more H2o k.. c",)
Thursday, August 13, 2009
in need of motivation
lately i've been lacking of motivation.. motivation to BLOG!! i know its pretty obvious but then yeah.. somehow i've been reading other ppl's blog and noticing things they write.. somehow they write about places, things they do, food, friends, hang out spots, love life and whatever not..
but then somehow i came across this one blog who write basically about someone else.. someone close to the author.. it was a sad story of how 2 lovers came apart because of thier lives although they wanted each other so much. made me really think.. what's love? its being quoted in the bible over and over again about love.. but somehow y cant we have a specific definition of love and how it suppose to be??
thats what it says in the bible.. but then how can this love apply to us? what kind of love is it?
(http://www.akat.com/lovebook.html)
is this what love is?? how we feel? how happy are we with another person??
according to dictionary.com,
LOVE is
its a long definition and pretty much complicated.. but then somehow when ppl talk about love its often related to BGR (boy-girl relationship) type of love..
lets hear from the infamous wikipedia
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres
i think this is one thing ppl fail to do. TRUST, HOPE, PERSEVERE.
to love someone is not to love for a day, but to love for a lifetime.
make sure you understand it when you tell someone "I Love You", show it coz action speaks louder than words.
when someone dear to you comes your way, never think that "what's yours is yours" coz when opportunities goes by, it might never come along again. use this 3 words wisely and timely..
somehow i've been into this song from plain white T's - 1234
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
but then somehow i came across this one blog who write basically about someone else.. someone close to the author.. it was a sad story of how 2 lovers came apart because of thier lives although they wanted each other so much. made me really think.. what's love? its being quoted in the bible over and over again about love.. but somehow y cant we have a specific definition of love and how it suppose to be??
1 Corinthians 13
Love
1If I speak in the tonguesa]">[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,b]">[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
thats what it says in the bible.. but then how can this love apply to us? what kind of love is it?
The Meaning of Love offers and explains a definition of love in a way that is interesting, intense, clear, logical, and meaningful. All relationships --love, infatuation, friendship, dating, marriage, family, community, and professional-- involve three key elements:
- Emotions --how we feel about each other
Ethics --how good or bad we are for each other
Joys --how much we satisfy or dissatisfy each other
(http://www.akat.com/lovebook.html)
is this what love is?? how we feel? how happy are we with another person??
according to dictionary.com,
LOVE is
| 1. | a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. |
| 2. | a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. |
| 3. | sexual passion or desire. |
| 4. | a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart. |
| 5. | (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love? |
| 6. | a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour. |
| 7. | sexual intercourse; copulation. |
| 8. | (initial capital letter ) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid. |
| 9. | affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor. |
| 10. | strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books. |
| 11. | the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love. |
| 12. | the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God. |
| 13. | Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing. |
| 14. | a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L. |
its a long definition and pretty much complicated.. but then somehow when ppl talk about love its often related to BGR (boy-girl relationship) type of love..
lets hear from the infamous wikipedia
Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my boyfriend"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.[3]interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.
comparing these meaning of love and their values, its obvious that when the word love is said, its often so related to feelings, pleasure, emotions and attraction. but never did they mention about what comes to maintain that thing called love..
very often when i look at my parents. how they love each other and how they love me and my brothers although yes we're really a handful. makes me wonder.. how can you really love someone even though they go head to head with you? how do you still love them although they have so many flaws and weaknesses? through the years you get fat, flabby and awesomely ugly.. what's there so good to love anymore? (my parents is not really fat and ugly.. just illustrations)
to me, love is way more than just feelings.. if love is just mere feelings, how can my parents continue to love such a mischief like me for the past 24 yrs.. yeah i know i'm not the worst person on earth but i've been a real pain in the butt probably since the day i was born..
love is a responsibility. a practice we need to maintain and nurture. its a delicate emotion where ppl often mistake and leave it to fade. at the end f the day, many fall apart because they did not nurture this love they have. they did not take responsibility of what they loved..
love is also a habit. a practice. you dont love a person when you feel like it. you love a person because you love them. although many times we fail to realize how much we love someone especially when we are angry or had a bad day. we've heard of many cases of guys hitting their wife and girlfriends although they love them with their lives but what's the reason to all this abuse? the lack of awareness that love is a practice.
we often say that love is unconditional. but what's unconditional? no terms and condition? how is there no condition to give love? look at this again..
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres
lets take a look specifically at this7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres
i think this is one thing ppl fail to do. TRUST, HOPE, PERSEVERE.
to love someone is not to love for a day, but to love for a lifetime.
make sure you understand it when you tell someone "I Love You", show it coz action speaks louder than words.
when someone dear to you comes your way, never think that "what's yours is yours" coz when opportunities goes by, it might never come along again. use this 3 words wisely and timely..
somehow i've been into this song from plain white T's - 1234
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
boring updates
basically not been blogging coz basically i've been super lazy.. been to this NEW POST page really many times but then just did not find the mood to actually write anything.. but yeah.. lots of things happened lately..
basically its mostly karen's wedding.. this 2 fellow has ady been together for 5 yrs.. so yeah.. time to get married and repopulate the church.. i'm not sure how many will they have but my guesses... nothing less than 3.. lol...
damn i'm lazy to write anything.. just cant find the mood.. until i get the right mood.. i'll just leave u with some pic..
remember tod rink more H20 k.. c",)
basically its mostly karen's wedding.. this 2 fellow has ady been together for 5 yrs.. so yeah.. time to get married and repopulate the church.. i'm not sure how many will they have but my guesses... nothing less than 3.. lol...
damn i'm lazy to write anything.. just cant find the mood.. until i get the right mood.. i'll just leave u with some pic..
remember tod rink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, July 24, 2009
awesomely blur + lazy..!!
its been 2 weeks i've been at my company's 4th and final training course.. topic = rubber..
its something i've not really studies about as my estate does not have rubber.. so the whole 2 weeks i was like dumb.. lol... could hardly catch up with the terminology and names they were using to call things.. but i think i'm much much better now..
but somehow my test is in about 35 min and i dont really know what i should be studying.. honestly i've been sooooo lazy since few days ago to even open up my file to have a look at my notes.. so basically i've got hardly anything in my head.. lol.. but the weird thing is that i can answer my frens when they ask me about this n that.. hahaha...
i've got my notes and computer in front of me now... guess what.. i choose the computer.. hahaha... enough words for this few days... after exam, its freedom!!! probably until my results comes out 3 moths later.. lol.... but as for now.. i'll just enjoy the moment.. i think i should go to sleep.. at least to let my blank brain rest..
i cant wait for monday to ride my bike again... urh!!.. i should give it a name.. any suggestion??.. hahaha
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
its something i've not really studies about as my estate does not have rubber.. so the whole 2 weeks i was like dumb.. lol... could hardly catch up with the terminology and names they were using to call things.. but i think i'm much much better now..
but somehow my test is in about 35 min and i dont really know what i should be studying.. honestly i've been sooooo lazy since few days ago to even open up my file to have a look at my notes.. so basically i've got hardly anything in my head.. lol.. but the weird thing is that i can answer my frens when they ask me about this n that.. hahaha...
i've got my notes and computer in front of me now... guess what.. i choose the computer.. hahaha... enough words for this few days... after exam, its freedom!!! probably until my results comes out 3 moths later.. lol.... but as for now.. i'll just enjoy the moment.. i think i should go to sleep.. at least to let my blank brain rest..
i cant wait for monday to ride my bike again... urh!!.. i should give it a name.. any suggestion??.. hahaha
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, July 17, 2009
Being EMO
lately been pretty much lazy to blog and stuff but since i have basically nothing better to do now so yeah.. i'll do it..
i'm currently in ipoh.. having a 2 weeks training course which i will spend 4 days out of the 12 days course in bahau (my estate region).. we'll be taking that 5-6 hrs journey on monday n back here on thursday.. major waste of time.. but i guess since the company is paying for all the expenses so i'll rather not comment too much..
been a pretty difficult course for me as its about rubber and i know 0% about rubber since i'm from an oil palm estate. so yeah.. been doing some reading up myself or i'll look like a "DUNGU" in class and in the field.. cant let that happen..!!! lol...
so been very free after 4pm so basically been roaming around ipoh.. from the supermarkets to the streets, from the coffee shops to the pubs.. but yeah.. is boring.. even tried playing football in the clubhouse field and now half of us have body aches.. lol...
so yeah.. back to the title..
emo.. i believe that its usually something that we dont call upon yet it comes so naturally.. but this few days.. or maybe more like TODAY, i feel like i want to be emo.. but somehow just cant.. its been a long and boring day and i just feel that i should be emo.. but somehow i'm not..
OOI!!.. dont laugh u bugger!! i know its funny..
its just a feeling.. but then i dont know.. my love life's ummm... like that lor... still single... my bike's at the workshop waiting for me to get back and bring it for rides.. my bank's basically empty, i've got enough food and drink.. what's there to be emo about.?.. NOTHING..
i'm just being ridiculous.. so pls ignore me..
i cant wait to get back to bahau n go for rides on my bike... urh!!!... y must i be stuck here when half my heart is in bahau.. lol....
i really do not know what else to blog about now.. haihz...
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
i'm currently in ipoh.. having a 2 weeks training course which i will spend 4 days out of the 12 days course in bahau (my estate region).. we'll be taking that 5-6 hrs journey on monday n back here on thursday.. major waste of time.. but i guess since the company is paying for all the expenses so i'll rather not comment too much..
been a pretty difficult course for me as its about rubber and i know 0% about rubber since i'm from an oil palm estate. so yeah.. been doing some reading up myself or i'll look like a "DUNGU" in class and in the field.. cant let that happen..!!! lol...
so been very free after 4pm so basically been roaming around ipoh.. from the supermarkets to the streets, from the coffee shops to the pubs.. but yeah.. is boring.. even tried playing football in the clubhouse field and now half of us have body aches.. lol...
so yeah.. back to the title..
emo.. i believe that its usually something that we dont call upon yet it comes so naturally.. but this few days.. or maybe more like TODAY, i feel like i want to be emo.. but somehow just cant.. its been a long and boring day and i just feel that i should be emo.. but somehow i'm not..
OOI!!.. dont laugh u bugger!! i know its funny..
its just a feeling.. but then i dont know.. my love life's ummm... like that lor... still single... my bike's at the workshop waiting for me to get back and bring it for rides.. my bank's basically empty, i've got enough food and drink.. what's there to be emo about.?.. NOTHING..
i'm just being ridiculous.. so pls ignore me..
i cant wait to get back to bahau n go for rides on my bike... urh!!!... y must i be stuck here when half my heart is in bahau.. lol....
i really do not know what else to blog about now.. haihz...
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, July 3, 2009
the end of the bike hunt..
about a month ago i started off a bike hunt.. a real serious one.. somehow many doors were open but was not the suitable one.. but then this is one of the funny indecent that gave me, sara n siva a really big laugh..
take a real close look at this bike.. its a kawasaki zxr250. location: termeloh.
looks nice right.. so here's the story..
about a week and half ago, sara (motor foreman) saw this ad on mudah.com.my.. this motor was on sale.. how much?? a shocking 8.5k ONLY.. usually this bike is worth up to 15k in johor and peneng. but yeah... EIGHT point FIVE thousand ONLY!!! super cheap...
so quickly i called up the owner to make a viewing appointment that afternoon itself.. so we set off to termeloh at about 4.30pm raching there at about 7.10pm.. so upon reaching, i called the owner.. and to my disappointment, he said it was just sold to someone else.. DAMN.. it was really disappointing.. so we stopped beside the road then out of a sudden, the bike went past us.. so we quickly got back into the car n chased after it..
weeving through the traffic chasing a bike capable to hit a top speed of 240km/hr... but actually he was only riding at like 70km/hr.. lol... so finally we caught up then waved him to stop.. in our minds were saying that since we've came this far at least we take a look at the bike.. but the guy did not stop.. sara heard the sound of the bike's engine and he mentioned that it had some engine problems but was not 100% sure.. but too bad the bike paced up n left us behind..
so what a major diappointment.. traveled allthe way for 2 hrs n did not even see or test the bike.. urh!!!!!!!
yesterday, i was suppose to take my bike from johor with sara n siva.. but then got posponed coz they had to go pick up a bike.. and guess what... the bike was this zxr250..
the new owner wanted to sell it for 10.5k this time.. wow... making 2k.. but the finniest part was that the bike's condition was really bad.. the crank shaft was ady half gone.. it would cost about 3-4k to replace it...
i would say.. thank God i did not take it.. was so tempting that time to just grab whatever bike available.. but yeah... so we had a good laugh today about that guy being so fast in taking away the chance for us to spend more money.. lol....
anyway, tomorrow will be going down to jb to pick my bike up.. the kawasai ninja 250r.. honestly speaking its a really good deal.. if placed on a market price average it'll be at least 17-18k..
but i got it real cheap.. :P
here's the bike
sweet??? yeah.. i cant wait to ride it.. ady got all my safety gears except the boots.. damn its expensive.. but sive keeps bugging me to get them of i'll regret like HIM.. he had an accident on his zx14 (1400cc bike) 3 weeks ago.. n his leg got hit quite badly n he's still limping today.. so he bugs me to buy all the gears so i wont be like him.. hahaha...
anyway its almost durian time.. bought like 100kg of durian to treat my workers.. its almost the peak season so its rather cheap. but still 100kg is not cheap.. :P ciao...
i would say.. bike hunt 09' officially ends tomorrow at 1pm.. :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
take a real close look at this bike.. its a kawasaki zxr250. location: termeloh.
looks nice right.. so here's the story..about a week and half ago, sara (motor foreman) saw this ad on mudah.com.my.. this motor was on sale.. how much?? a shocking 8.5k ONLY.. usually this bike is worth up to 15k in johor and peneng. but yeah... EIGHT point FIVE thousand ONLY!!! super cheap...
so quickly i called up the owner to make a viewing appointment that afternoon itself.. so we set off to termeloh at about 4.30pm raching there at about 7.10pm.. so upon reaching, i called the owner.. and to my disappointment, he said it was just sold to someone else.. DAMN.. it was really disappointing.. so we stopped beside the road then out of a sudden, the bike went past us.. so we quickly got back into the car n chased after it..
weeving through the traffic chasing a bike capable to hit a top speed of 240km/hr... but actually he was only riding at like 70km/hr.. lol... so finally we caught up then waved him to stop.. in our minds were saying that since we've came this far at least we take a look at the bike.. but the guy did not stop.. sara heard the sound of the bike's engine and he mentioned that it had some engine problems but was not 100% sure.. but too bad the bike paced up n left us behind..
so what a major diappointment.. traveled allthe way for 2 hrs n did not even see or test the bike.. urh!!!!!!!
yesterday, i was suppose to take my bike from johor with sara n siva.. but then got posponed coz they had to go pick up a bike.. and guess what... the bike was this zxr250..
the new owner wanted to sell it for 10.5k this time.. wow... making 2k.. but the finniest part was that the bike's condition was really bad.. the crank shaft was ady half gone.. it would cost about 3-4k to replace it...
i would say.. thank God i did not take it.. was so tempting that time to just grab whatever bike available.. but yeah... so we had a good laugh today about that guy being so fast in taking away the chance for us to spend more money.. lol....
anyway, tomorrow will be going down to jb to pick my bike up.. the kawasai ninja 250r.. honestly speaking its a really good deal.. if placed on a market price average it'll be at least 17-18k..
but i got it real cheap.. :P
here's the bike
sweet??? yeah.. i cant wait to ride it.. ady got all my safety gears except the boots.. damn its expensive.. but sive keeps bugging me to get them of i'll regret like HIM.. he had an accident on his zx14 (1400cc bike) 3 weeks ago.. n his leg got hit quite badly n he's still limping today.. so he bugs me to buy all the gears so i wont be like him.. hahaha...
anyway its almost durian time.. bought like 100kg of durian to treat my workers.. its almost the peak season so its rather cheap. but still 100kg is not cheap.. :P ciao...
i would say.. bike hunt 09' officially ends tomorrow at 1pm.. :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Monday, June 29, 2009
which one??!!
basically now i'm in a delima.. which to buy.. its like 2 similar things but with different pro n con..
here's the thing..
ITEM 1: kawasaki ninja 250r
pro:
1. only 8 months old
2. nice paint job
3. good condition and still within guarantee period
4. new model so easy to find spare parts = cheaper spare parts
5. new bike no engine problems. crank shaft, valve, etc
6. slightly lower maintenance
con:
1. less power (top speed n acceleration) compared to zxr250
2. 2 cylinder (higher petrol petrol consumption n less power)
3. sharp n not so nice exhaust sound (sound like zzr or rxz)
ITEM 2: kawasaki ZXR250
pro:
1. bike condition - tip top
2. higher performance compared to ninja 250r
3. exhaust sounds awesome
4. high top speed n pick up
con:
1. manufactured year: 1997 (12 yrs old!!!)
2. slightly more difficult to find parts
3. might have faulty parts coz OLD ady..
4. not safe for long distance ride
5. need to do new paint job (RM300-700)
so yeah... lets assume the price is the same.. which would u pick???!!! i'm thinking of pciking the ninja 250r..
1. i dont want to crash n die in an accident. :P
2. its a really good offer coz i'm getting it way lower than market price
3. when i sell it off again in say 2-3 yrs i can get more than what i bought it for
4. its new.. so expect to see less problems and able to run for long distance
5. looks better compared to the zxr250
haihz.. but then the 250r less power leh.. not syok... that day i tested a suzuki gsx 600.. wahlau.. super syok.. its like with the slight turn of the trotle u're ady at 160km/hr... the zxr250 also ok ok only.. its pretty good for it's class ady.. this week i'll go test out the 250r.. c what is it like.. :)
update u guys again soon..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
here's the thing..
ITEM 1: kawasaki ninja 250r
pro:
1. only 8 months old
2. nice paint job
3. good condition and still within guarantee period
4. new model so easy to find spare parts = cheaper spare parts
5. new bike no engine problems. crank shaft, valve, etc
6. slightly lower maintenance
con:
1. less power (top speed n acceleration) compared to zxr250
2. 2 cylinder (higher petrol petrol consumption n less power)
3. sharp n not so nice exhaust sound (sound like zzr or rxz)
ITEM 2: kawasaki ZXR250
pro:
1. bike condition - tip top
2. higher performance compared to ninja 250r
3. exhaust sounds awesome
4. high top speed n pick up
con:
1. manufactured year: 1997 (12 yrs old!!!)
2. slightly more difficult to find parts
3. might have faulty parts coz OLD ady..
4. not safe for long distance ride
5. need to do new paint job (RM300-700)
so yeah... lets assume the price is the same.. which would u pick???!!! i'm thinking of pciking the ninja 250r..
1. i dont want to crash n die in an accident. :P
2. its a really good offer coz i'm getting it way lower than market price
3. when i sell it off again in say 2-3 yrs i can get more than what i bought it for
4. its new.. so expect to see less problems and able to run for long distance
5. looks better compared to the zxr250
haihz.. but then the 250r less power leh.. not syok... that day i tested a suzuki gsx 600.. wahlau.. super syok.. its like with the slight turn of the trotle u're ady at 160km/hr... the zxr250 also ok ok only.. its pretty good for it's class ady.. this week i'll go test out the 250r.. c what is it like.. :)
update u guys again soon..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Sunday, June 21, 2009
FATHER'S DAY POST
basically there's nothing to do with father's day.. was just another lame title i decided to put..
its been ages since i've blogged.. basically not much updates but i'm all over being emo over relationships but now i'm pretty much emo about other things...
SPORTS BIKES!!!
basically i've been craving to own a sportsbike since i was in uni.. but daddy said "NO!! when u earn ur own money then only u buy" thats y its a white Myvi.. urh...
i've been looking from bahau to seremban. kl to even ipoh and worse part went to peneng.. but no i did not go so far to look at bikes.. but WANTED TO..
since that craze went on i was about to take a bike when the seller decided to sell it off to a higher bidder.. so.. NO MORE BIKE.. :( but then i decided to buy a helmet first.. since i'll have to spend the money anyway.. so yeah.. this is the helmet i got..
SOL hornet race full face helmet
its just part of the protective gear i need to buy.. there are still stuff like riding jacket, gloves, pants and shoes which put together would not be cheap... how i wish i'll be getting my bonus tomorrow.. :)
time to head back to bahau... jon's picking me.. no need to drive.. no need to waste money on petrol.. weee... :)
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
its been ages since i've blogged.. basically not much updates but i'm all over being emo over relationships but now i'm pretty much emo about other things...
SPORTS BIKES!!!
basically i've been craving to own a sportsbike since i was in uni.. but daddy said "NO!! when u earn ur own money then only u buy" thats y its a white Myvi.. urh...
i've been looking from bahau to seremban. kl to even ipoh and worse part went to peneng.. but no i did not go so far to look at bikes.. but WANTED TO..
since that craze went on i was about to take a bike when the seller decided to sell it off to a higher bidder.. so.. NO MORE BIKE.. :( but then i decided to buy a helmet first.. since i'll have to spend the money anyway.. so yeah.. this is the helmet i got..
SOL hornet race full face helmet
its just part of the protective gear i need to buy.. there are still stuff like riding jacket, gloves, pants and shoes which put together would not be cheap... how i wish i'll be getting my bonus tomorrow.. :)
time to head back to bahau... jon's picking me.. no need to drive.. no need to waste money on petrol.. weee... :)
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, May 29, 2009
its in!!!
since i shifted to my new division, i did up a really big pond, got the pump and filters.. spend a real deal of money on it.. but somehow, for the past 3-4 months NO MONEY TO BUY FISH!!!!
at last.. i bought 18 carps aka japanese koi to dump it inside.. 18 fishes.. but honestly the pond still looks really empty.. its so big that probably i'll need like 100 fishes to make it look like there are fishes in it.. lol.. but no worries.. i'll be working on it...
URH!!! have to spend more money..!! that pond ady took like more than 1k.. :(
anyway, had some work problems.. not really work problems but more like some ppl has some personal problems n grudges what he could not differentiate if it was work or whatever not.. so he had to make such a big issue about it...
this wonderful person brought the state union representative to have a discussion to settle the so called "problem" with the so called employers (manager + assistant managers). ended up more like a big quarrel and letters (surat) was flying everywhere as to pin each other down.. but at the end of the day, no solid decision was made but one this we all know... the guy who caused all the trouble is being framed as a problematic person and full of nonsense.. i'm not sure if he knows it.. but even his own union committee members realizes so..
to me, its not the happiest ending i would want but i'm satisfied.. but regardless of the matter, i'll be expecting more from him shortly.. so my new propagate mission is to break up his trust men and pull the to my side of the line..:) which should not be difficult.. afterall, their salary comes from my hand.. :)
i'm evil.. thou shall not mess with me.. :P
remember to drink more H2o k.. c",)
at last.. i bought 18 carps aka japanese koi to dump it inside.. 18 fishes.. but honestly the pond still looks really empty.. its so big that probably i'll need like 100 fishes to make it look like there are fishes in it.. lol.. but no worries.. i'll be working on it...
URH!!! have to spend more money..!! that pond ady took like more than 1k.. :(
anyway, had some work problems.. not really work problems but more like some ppl has some personal problems n grudges what he could not differentiate if it was work or whatever not.. so he had to make such a big issue about it...
this wonderful person brought the state union representative to have a discussion to settle the so called "problem" with the so called employers (manager + assistant managers). ended up more like a big quarrel and letters (surat) was flying everywhere as to pin each other down.. but at the end of the day, no solid decision was made but one this we all know... the guy who caused all the trouble is being framed as a problematic person and full of nonsense.. i'm not sure if he knows it.. but even his own union committee members realizes so..
to me, its not the happiest ending i would want but i'm satisfied.. but regardless of the matter, i'll be expecting more from him shortly.. so my new propagate mission is to break up his trust men and pull the to my side of the line..:) which should not be difficult.. afterall, their salary comes from my hand.. :)
i'm evil.. thou shall not mess with me.. :P
remember to drink more H2o k.. c",)
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
THE weekends
been a really crazy weekend for me.. not because of work or programs but because of emotional tension within me.
things between Be and me begin to be pretty complicated after she left for japan for about a month. i dont know.. but i guess long distance relationship just could not work out for us. so somehow she decided that we should go out own ways..
although i ady did expect that coming somehow or other i still felt my heart breaking into pieces after she said it. there was this sense of hopelessness and somewhat really heavy thing in my heart.. i cried... :(
but then i've been doing alot of thinking.. what was the reason of me being so sad to the extend of crying?.. was it because i had deep feelings for her or was it just the side effect of living in the estate? it really made me think.. how did this stoned heart joshua wong became so soft??.. i'm cold blooded if some of you might not know..
my evaluation is that its both together.. somehow i've got down to being serious about relationships and what caren always reminded me to do.. "cherish ur gf yea".. even now i can still picture her face in my tiny brains.. honestly, its not nice to have it in my head now coz it only reminds me of her and its pretty sad of what i thought would be a happy ending.
the estate also did play a factor. as i live alone i dont have much ppl to be attatched to so more than often its the closest ppl i'll be communicating with. since we've been together she's been the one who i communicate with the most although she's so far away.. i guess this caused a sudden change in communication level so i guess it'll be much lonlier without someone who's always there for u to talk to..
but anyhow, it best that we went our own ways.. coz of many many reasons..
thanks to my frens who went crazy after MU won the throphy n really did keep me from being emo and all.. also some of my old uni mates.. :) yeah... love u guys:) and my mom although she's pretty long winded but thanks.. tkae care and dont get H1N1 ok mom.. :P
its a tough time but dont worry ppl.. i'll be fine... just keep in mind that "I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE AGAIN!!" Weeeeeee.....
time to go!!!
remember to drink more H20 k..
things between Be and me begin to be pretty complicated after she left for japan for about a month. i dont know.. but i guess long distance relationship just could not work out for us. so somehow she decided that we should go out own ways..
although i ady did expect that coming somehow or other i still felt my heart breaking into pieces after she said it. there was this sense of hopelessness and somewhat really heavy thing in my heart.. i cried... :(
but then i've been doing alot of thinking.. what was the reason of me being so sad to the extend of crying?.. was it because i had deep feelings for her or was it just the side effect of living in the estate? it really made me think.. how did this stoned heart joshua wong became so soft??.. i'm cold blooded if some of you might not know..
my evaluation is that its both together.. somehow i've got down to being serious about relationships and what caren always reminded me to do.. "cherish ur gf yea".. even now i can still picture her face in my tiny brains.. honestly, its not nice to have it in my head now coz it only reminds me of her and its pretty sad of what i thought would be a happy ending.
the estate also did play a factor. as i live alone i dont have much ppl to be attatched to so more than often its the closest ppl i'll be communicating with. since we've been together she's been the one who i communicate with the most although she's so far away.. i guess this caused a sudden change in communication level so i guess it'll be much lonlier without someone who's always there for u to talk to..
but anyhow, it best that we went our own ways.. coz of many many reasons..
thanks to my frens who went crazy after MU won the throphy n really did keep me from being emo and all.. also some of my old uni mates.. :) yeah... love u guys:) and my mom although she's pretty long winded but thanks.. tkae care and dont get H1N1 ok mom.. :P
its a tough time but dont worry ppl.. i'll be fine... just keep in mind that "I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE AGAIN!!" Weeeeeee.....
time to go!!!
remember to drink more H20 k..
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
office freak!!
lately i've been spending alot of time in the office.. not because i have alot of work but simply because i've found a spot that allows me to have good internet connection.. lol..
at times i'll go to the office like 9 or 10pm just to get online to do my mails n stuff.. but at least i dont pay my broadband bills to have sucky connection from now on..:)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
at times i'll go to the office like 9 or 10pm just to get online to do my mails n stuff.. but at least i dont pay my broadband bills to have sucky connection from now on..:)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Sunday, May 10, 2009
hurray!!!
i lost 5kg in 2 weeks.. i guess diet's working kind of abit but then its like of a torture..!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, May 8, 2009
have you ever had that feeling that life's just a pass time? some times its like you dont have a purpose and goal in life.. just lost your sense of directions..
if you do, i feel you...
YOU NEED GOD!!! lol...
anyway, been hell of a week and its finally friday.. will be doing back home tomorrow coz its mother's day:) love you mum..
basically tomorrow i'll go storm crabtree & evelyn mid valley branch to get stuff for my mum and aunty. its good coz i have a 30% discount as crabtree & evelyn is a subsidary compay of KLK.. i'm still wondering what should i get for my mum.. but i need to check out the store then decide..
day before yesterday, i decied to do something that i usually dont and not need to.. i escorted the lorry to the mill which was about 27-30km away on my bike!!!! the hot sun, the dust and everything that comes in riding a honda EX5... but one thing i realize is that this silly motorcycle could actually reach the top speed of 110km/hr... lol... wow... but then it was on a main road.. if i would hit the bike at 110km/hr in the field, i would hit a stone and fly about 30 meters away.. and probably die.. :P but then it was a hell of an experience.. maybe i'll try it another time or probably try riding back to rawang.. lol.. but the thing about EX5 is that u'll need to make stops and cant go on full rav the whole trip coz there's no radiator..
in the evening, went out with cheah for dinner.. he wanted to eat w0estern food.. so yeah.. we did.. but since i'm on the meat diet, i had to give all my so wonderful smelling chips and dilicious looking salad to cheah.. my lemon sauce chicken chop was horrible but i fried sotong which i would rate as excellent.. i'll be having fried sotong next time.. and it was only rm6.50:) yummy..
thursday night, i had a farewell dinner for my hervesters who will be going back to indon and also a treat for my other harvesters.. it did not cost much.. abi'mout 200 but i'm broke and i'm going to claim it from the company.. lol... all in all had a good chat with some harvesters..
basically my goal of work is to make my workers happy so they will be more willing to work hard for me.. especially the harvesters.. coz they r the main sourse of income for the estate..
i think its enough of words for one day... have a good day ppl..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
if you do, i feel you...
YOU NEED GOD!!! lol...
anyway, been hell of a week and its finally friday.. will be doing back home tomorrow coz its mother's day:) love you mum..
basically tomorrow i'll go storm crabtree & evelyn mid valley branch to get stuff for my mum and aunty. its good coz i have a 30% discount as crabtree & evelyn is a subsidary compay of KLK.. i'm still wondering what should i get for my mum.. but i need to check out the store then decide..
day before yesterday, i decied to do something that i usually dont and not need to.. i escorted the lorry to the mill which was about 27-30km away on my bike!!!! the hot sun, the dust and everything that comes in riding a honda EX5... but one thing i realize is that this silly motorcycle could actually reach the top speed of 110km/hr... lol... wow... but then it was on a main road.. if i would hit the bike at 110km/hr in the field, i would hit a stone and fly about 30 meters away.. and probably die.. :P but then it was a hell of an experience.. maybe i'll try it another time or probably try riding back to rawang.. lol.. but the thing about EX5 is that u'll need to make stops and cant go on full rav the whole trip coz there's no radiator..
in the evening, went out with cheah for dinner.. he wanted to eat w0estern food.. so yeah.. we did.. but since i'm on the meat diet, i had to give all my so wonderful smelling chips and dilicious looking salad to cheah.. my lemon sauce chicken chop was horrible but i fried sotong which i would rate as excellent.. i'll be having fried sotong next time.. and it was only rm6.50:) yummy..
thursday night, i had a farewell dinner for my hervesters who will be going back to indon and also a treat for my other harvesters.. it did not cost much.. abi'mout 200 but i'm broke and i'm going to claim it from the company.. lol... all in all had a good chat with some harvesters..
basically my goal of work is to make my workers happy so they will be more willing to work hard for me.. especially the harvesters.. coz they r the main sourse of income for the estate..
i think its enough of words for one day... have a good day ppl..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
when it comes, it comes BIG time
there's a saying about things that happens to comes according to season and the aura you possess..
basically it means that it comes in waves of good incidents and bad incidents.. the questions is how do we know if its a good time or bad time?
the answer, WE DONT KNOW!!!
somehow lately its been a bad time on a streak.. its like i've been awarded the worse luck prize for a week or something.. its been pretty bad.. from relationship to work to even to sports.. its really sucky when its like the whole world is crashing on you..
even now, how i frame my work process in work is being affected.. my job plans for my workers seems pretty much not very effective and somehow i've been missing out many things here and there.. its probably coz i cant really focus or something.. besides that i'm getting scolded because of other ppl fault and for me continuing what the previous person said was right..
the list of things i did wrong and got screwed for:
1. i decided to send one of my worker to hospital coz my senior assistant did not do it when he was suppose to. but it was the wrong choice coz today was pay day and i had to be back at the estate before noon to take the money from the security van. got messed up but was able to clear things.
2. my work in the morning was horrible.. basically it was because of many indonesian going back and also some changs my manager wanted.. so basically i screwed up and had some ppl without jobs and i was blur for awhile but finally able to clear things out.. sigh..
3. when i was awy at ipoh for training, my senior assistant was managing my estate.. so basically know what was happening. but then i was good enough to help him do up his contract work order and also do his home do his home division one too.. but guess what.. i just followed the data he gave me which i too tot was silly but i still did it without questioning him.. but the end results... i got the blame and my manager screwed me.. COZ OF HIM!!!! DAMN!!!
4. my staff did up the CRD (CheckRoll Distribution) when i was going to the hospital that did not let me check it befire sending it to my manager.. i instructed him to take note of few items which was sensitive but he forgot to.. n again manager called me and gave me one BIG screwing.. the worst part is that the thing i got scolded for was actually an instruction made by my senior assistant and a practice by him which somehow hide from my manager.. but then i doubt that he was hiding it but probably somehow got the manager's eyes off it.. but BECAUSE OF HIM I GOT SCREWED BIG TIME..!!! F*** HIM!!! so much so for senior position causing problems for us!!! haihz... too bad i cant totally cut off all my afiliations with him.. coz he's still y senior assistant.. damn him!!!
ok... i'm done with my anger management.. so now for the good stuff...
i got my confirmation letter after i got back from my course.. so basically i'm the few who got it and i'm glad to say.. hurry!!!! but the thing with this KLK (Kedekut Lagi Kedekut) is that they will only give u increment after 1 year of service.. not on confirmation.. i did bring up the issue to my general manager and regional director but i guess its the company policy so i'll just have to live with it until i finish with my bond then decide if this company is worth staying on.. but the regional director promised that they will consider a higher increment for those who confirmed earlier.. so yeah.. i'll be looking forward to it.. coz increment suppose to come in about 1 month plus.. :) but then again.. fingers cross coz its part of politics to keep ppl happy until the forgt about the issue.. lol...
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
basically it means that it comes in waves of good incidents and bad incidents.. the questions is how do we know if its a good time or bad time?
the answer, WE DONT KNOW!!!
somehow lately its been a bad time on a streak.. its like i've been awarded the worse luck prize for a week or something.. its been pretty bad.. from relationship to work to even to sports.. its really sucky when its like the whole world is crashing on you..
even now, how i frame my work process in work is being affected.. my job plans for my workers seems pretty much not very effective and somehow i've been missing out many things here and there.. its probably coz i cant really focus or something.. besides that i'm getting scolded because of other ppl fault and for me continuing what the previous person said was right..
the list of things i did wrong and got screwed for:
1. i decided to send one of my worker to hospital coz my senior assistant did not do it when he was suppose to. but it was the wrong choice coz today was pay day and i had to be back at the estate before noon to take the money from the security van. got messed up but was able to clear things.
2. my work in the morning was horrible.. basically it was because of many indonesian going back and also some changs my manager wanted.. so basically i screwed up and had some ppl without jobs and i was blur for awhile but finally able to clear things out.. sigh..
3. when i was awy at ipoh for training, my senior assistant was managing my estate.. so basically know what was happening. but then i was good enough to help him do up his contract work order and also do his home do his home division one too.. but guess what.. i just followed the data he gave me which i too tot was silly but i still did it without questioning him.. but the end results... i got the blame and my manager screwed me.. COZ OF HIM!!!! DAMN!!!
4. my staff did up the CRD (CheckRoll Distribution) when i was going to the hospital that did not let me check it befire sending it to my manager.. i instructed him to take note of few items which was sensitive but he forgot to.. n again manager called me and gave me one BIG screwing.. the worst part is that the thing i got scolded for was actually an instruction made by my senior assistant and a practice by him which somehow hide from my manager.. but then i doubt that he was hiding it but probably somehow got the manager's eyes off it.. but BECAUSE OF HIM I GOT SCREWED BIG TIME..!!! F*** HIM!!! so much so for senior position causing problems for us!!! haihz... too bad i cant totally cut off all my afiliations with him.. coz he's still y senior assistant.. damn him!!!
ok... i'm done with my anger management.. so now for the good stuff...
i got my confirmation letter after i got back from my course.. so basically i'm the few who got it and i'm glad to say.. hurry!!!! but the thing with this KLK (Kedekut Lagi Kedekut) is that they will only give u increment after 1 year of service.. not on confirmation.. i did bring up the issue to my general manager and regional director but i guess its the company policy so i'll just have to live with it until i finish with my bond then decide if this company is worth staying on.. but the regional director promised that they will consider a higher increment for those who confirmed earlier.. so yeah.. i'll be looking forward to it.. coz increment suppose to come in about 1 month plus.. :) but then again.. fingers cross coz its part of politics to keep ppl happy until the forgt about the issue.. lol...
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Saturday, April 18, 2009
back..
its been sometime since i really sat down and blogged.. been pretty busy with life and all.. plus i had internet connection problem and my laptop hard disk died.. so yeah.. i was left with a non functional laptop for sometime.. but anyhow, its ady been fixed and working perfectly well...
i'm currently at attending training school at ipoh until the 26th of april.. but then it'll get crazy again once i get back to the estate.. but all in all, life is good... :)
let me introduce a new person in my life..:)
my babe, Yeng Be.. :)
its really weird how we actually met but yeah.. somehow thing got ironed out and we're in love..:)
my first pic with her rosemund's place.. until today this top she's wearing is still my fav top for her.. i dont know y myself but i guess its just N.I.C.E :)
initially she was pretty nice to be.. so i gave her a piggie back ride on the beach..
i'm currently at attending training school at ipoh until the 26th of april.. but then it'll get crazy again once i get back to the estate.. but all in all, life is good... :)
let me introduce a new person in my life..:)
my babe, Yeng Be.. :)
its really weird how we actually met but yeah.. somehow thing got ironed out and we're in love..:)
my first pic with her rosemund's place.. until today this top she's wearing is still my fav top for her.. i dont know y myself but i guess its just N.I.C.E :)initially she was pretty nice to be.. so i gave her a piggie back ride on the beach..
but then she turned evil and tortured me like crazy... lol... but i guess i enjoyed it.. (not that i'm SM or anything)
her sis (Ze), mum (auntie Pam), Be and Me :)
oh.. i got to tell u about her mom... she's really awesome.. although her mom is a homemaker but she actually decorated the whole house and its really superb.. she sewed the curtains n even actually made her own wall paper.. she's super happening and basically treats her children like her bro n sis.. but then she's also kind strict when she needs to and her spaghetti is wow... something u should not miss...
there's Be cam whoring.. something she dont really do.. she claims this is her first time.. but yeah.. its nice alright.. love ya Be..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
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somehow i feel like blogging but yet somehow everytime i open this page up, my mind cant seem to find the words and my fingers cant find the keys...
but no matter what. been a pretty light n easy week.. got new bed, new dressing table, astro, curtains will be fixed up next sat, pond's all sealed and ready to take in the filter and fish, finally got down to starting to take my B full license (>500cc motorcycle license).
today, something out of the ordinary happened..
1. 5 bags of fertilizer went missing.. worth about 300 bucks
2. the indian temple was broken into and gold chain worth about 500 was stolen
so i was pretty worried and trying to figure out what the hell happened.. was it done on purpose or was just mere thief..
after searching and questioning, found out that the silly workers loaded an extra 5 bags of fertilizer that day.. no case close.. :)
then just before i left for kl, my mandore n the security guard was quarreling... over some personal issues which been boiling for a really long time.. events even before i came.. so yeah.. got it settled then zoomed back with cheah to church the now home to enjoy a nice family steamboat... :) weeee....
makan time.. later MU vs Blackburn :)
GO MU!!!!!
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
but no matter what. been a pretty light n easy week.. got new bed, new dressing table, astro, curtains will be fixed up next sat, pond's all sealed and ready to take in the filter and fish, finally got down to starting to take my B full license (>500cc motorcycle license).
today, something out of the ordinary happened..
1. 5 bags of fertilizer went missing.. worth about 300 bucks
2. the indian temple was broken into and gold chain worth about 500 was stolen
so i was pretty worried and trying to figure out what the hell happened.. was it done on purpose or was just mere thief..
after searching and questioning, found out that the silly workers loaded an extra 5 bags of fertilizer that day.. no case close.. :)
then just before i left for kl, my mandore n the security guard was quarreling... over some personal issues which been boiling for a really long time.. events even before i came.. so yeah.. got it settled then zoomed back with cheah to church the now home to enjoy a nice family steamboat... :) weeee....
makan time.. later MU vs Blackburn :)
GO MU!!!!!
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Monday, February 9, 2009
new curtains..!!!
finally i got down to getting myself a set of curtain to make my house look more like a HOUSE.. took off early to head to segamat to but the cloth materials..
its a big house with big windows... 50 meters of material was needed... was looking around.. those that caught my eyes cost like 25 per meter, 29.90 per meter, 18 per meter and so on.. so from choosing one colour, i mixed some expensive and cheaper materials to come out with this:
cream white in colour with little silver leaves.
Location: sitting room, dinning table
cream white with silver waves
location: entrance to kitchen
golden brown with little curly patterns
location: 2 of the guest rooms + toilet
super colourful stripes
location: 2 master room (my room) + toilet
golden and brown mix with flowery pattern
location: upper panel of the kitchen windows
got some other accessories and things which cost a sum of RM520.00... was less than i expected.. it was the last day of a special sale and we got extra discounts for buying alot.. i guess i got there on the right day :)
to complete the whole curtain, adding some other things and workmen, its gonna be about rm670.00... haihz..... $$$ fly away... :(
but at least i'm starting to build what i call my HOME :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
its a big house with big windows... 50 meters of material was needed... was looking around.. those that caught my eyes cost like 25 per meter, 29.90 per meter, 18 per meter and so on.. so from choosing one colour, i mixed some expensive and cheaper materials to come out with this:
cream white in colour with little silver leaves.
Location: sitting room, dinning table
cream white with silver waves
location: entrance to kitchen
golden brown with little curly patterns
location: 2 of the guest rooms + toilet
super colourful stripes
location: 2 master room (my room) + toilet
golden and brown mix with flowery pattern
location: upper panel of the kitchen windows
got some other accessories and things which cost a sum of RM520.00... was less than i expected.. it was the last day of a special sale and we got extra discounts for buying alot.. i guess i got there on the right day :)
to complete the whole curtain, adding some other things and workmen, its gonna be about rm670.00... haihz..... $$$ fly away... :(
but at least i'm starting to build what i call my HOME :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, January 23, 2009
loads of question marks after a typical chinese dinner..
its been some time since i went to a typical chinese dinner.. but this time round.. it has left me feeling pretty weird and curious about the perception of these village ppl..
so since i was invited by the ketua kampung.. so i went.. wondered awhile of what to wear.. but coincidentally all my formal cloths were at rawang.. so i went in a black t-shirt and jeans.. lol....
when i got there, i felt so under-dressed and although many were not in super good quality cloths but at least they had collars.. there were loads of ppl.. CHINESE ppl.. mostly cina ah peks and aunties.. so i met up with Dato' Leong (the ketua kampung) and got introduced to some other ketua kampung and some MCA ppl..
when i was about to sit at a random table, Dato' Leong dragged me to his table.. the VIP table.. i was like "shocked".. under-dressed, kid like and sitting with ppl who's probably 3-4 times my age.. lol.. ppl from the back was taking peeps to see who's this "fellow" who's sitting with all the VIP..
the program was super lengthy and without much entertainment.. basically the agenda was just allowing ppl from my table to go on stage and give speeches. of course.. EXPECT ME..
then for the opening ceremony, i've never seen so many ppl doing an opening ceremony in my whole entire life.. i think it was about 20-25 ppl up on stage to do a 2 sec opening ceremony.. lol... this sums up to a little observation i've been doing with rural area places ppl..
1. they like to be involve in activities which allows them to hold positions
2. they often give excessive attention and recognition to ppl with position although not relevant
3. they tend to grab as many position as possible
4. they take A LOT of pride in their positions
5. the higher their position, the louder they talk and criticize ppl
6. politicians more than often give empty promises (even if they've lost the election)
after that, there was a karaoke session where a mixture of good singers and self proclaimed good singers (horrible) came on stage to perform their songs.. before they had enough, the emcee cut them off for a lucky draw.. 400+ ppl and about 60-70 prizes. to my surprise, once the last draw's number was called, almost everyone stood up and started walking out.. NO good night or thank you speech... my goodness...
so, i also ciao la.. said good bye, thank you, shook some hands then balik rumah to sleep..!!!
tomorrow's last day of work.. gonna leave early back home if possible to do some cny cloths shopping + cut my messy hair.. the best part... HOLIDAY FOR COUPLE OF DAYS..!!! :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
so since i was invited by the ketua kampung.. so i went.. wondered awhile of what to wear.. but coincidentally all my formal cloths were at rawang.. so i went in a black t-shirt and jeans.. lol....
when i got there, i felt so under-dressed and although many were not in super good quality cloths but at least they had collars.. there were loads of ppl.. CHINESE ppl.. mostly cina ah peks and aunties.. so i met up with Dato' Leong (the ketua kampung) and got introduced to some other ketua kampung and some MCA ppl..
when i was about to sit at a random table, Dato' Leong dragged me to his table.. the VIP table.. i was like "shocked".. under-dressed, kid like and sitting with ppl who's probably 3-4 times my age.. lol.. ppl from the back was taking peeps to see who's this "fellow" who's sitting with all the VIP..
the program was super lengthy and without much entertainment.. basically the agenda was just allowing ppl from my table to go on stage and give speeches. of course.. EXPECT ME..
then for the opening ceremony, i've never seen so many ppl doing an opening ceremony in my whole entire life.. i think it was about 20-25 ppl up on stage to do a 2 sec opening ceremony.. lol... this sums up to a little observation i've been doing with rural area places ppl..
1. they like to be involve in activities which allows them to hold positions
2. they often give excessive attention and recognition to ppl with position although not relevant
3. they tend to grab as many position as possible
4. they take A LOT of pride in their positions
5. the higher their position, the louder they talk and criticize ppl
6. politicians more than often give empty promises (even if they've lost the election)
after that, there was a karaoke session where a mixture of good singers and self proclaimed good singers (horrible) came on stage to perform their songs.. before they had enough, the emcee cut them off for a lucky draw.. 400+ ppl and about 60-70 prizes. to my surprise, once the last draw's number was called, almost everyone stood up and started walking out.. NO good night or thank you speech... my goodness...
so, i also ciao la.. said good bye, thank you, shook some hands then balik rumah to sleep..!!!
tomorrow's last day of work.. gonna leave early back home if possible to do some cny cloths shopping + cut my messy hair.. the best part... HOLIDAY FOR COUPLE OF DAYS..!!! :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Thursday, January 22, 2009
the post without pictures..... again.....
for the past few yrs, i feel that CNY and many major celebrations has lost it's colors, excitement and meaning.. probably work, studies and all the other stuff have been cramping my up that i did not have time to take notice..
but this year, i've been having many pre CNY goodies.. :)
1. free hardware -> i went over to one of my estate's supplier to get some hardware to do up my pond as i just moved to this new place.. its an awesomely big but really shallow.. so i got ppl to dig and redo the whole thing.. so i got some tools, netting n some other stuff.. so happen, the boss was in a good mood n i wanted to pay.. but he told me not to.. was on him.. weee...
2. free dinner X 2 -> monday, supplier belanja dinner at a chinese halal hotel.. 10 course meal with only 7 ppl per table.. my goodness.. it was like super full... after that, went bowling.. man i'm so lousy at it.. my score was i think only 90+.. another dinner tonight.. got invited by the ketua kampung.. its like a chinese kampung having their CNY celebration dinner.. good time to get to know the kampung ppl in case i get into some trouble.. muahaha.. plus go check out if there's any chicks around.. :P
3. cheaper stuff -> thanks to my dog (messy) i needed to send my shoe to repair + buy a new shoe in dec.. i've been going back to the shop to take that shoe i think about 3 times.. and on the 4th time.. i got it.. only cost me 25 bcuks when it was suppose to be 35.. :) then i went to buy some other stuff for my house.. cabinet, toaster bla bla bla.. got to know this shop owner (aunty) and she gave me some really decent price.. :) weeee.....
4. free car service -> need i explain more?? CNY gift.. muahahahaha...
5. loads of oranges -> basically in my new estate, its me and one staff.. yesterday a new staff came.. but our suppliers gave us like 12 + 1 +1 (my pongkam) of oranges.. what to do.. go distribute to workers la.. they so happy.. lol....
6. ANG PAU!!!! -> not yet.. soon to come.. :) weeee.... the only ppl who rugi is my parents.. muahahahaha... thanks mom, thanks dad:)
this year bigger ang pau can??
i'll take some pic of my new house soon.. n post it.. hopefully.. :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
but this year, i've been having many pre CNY goodies.. :)
1. free hardware -> i went over to one of my estate's supplier to get some hardware to do up my pond as i just moved to this new place.. its an awesomely big but really shallow.. so i got ppl to dig and redo the whole thing.. so i got some tools, netting n some other stuff.. so happen, the boss was in a good mood n i wanted to pay.. but he told me not to.. was on him.. weee...
2. free dinner X 2 -> monday, supplier belanja dinner at a chinese halal hotel.. 10 course meal with only 7 ppl per table.. my goodness.. it was like super full... after that, went bowling.. man i'm so lousy at it.. my score was i think only 90+.. another dinner tonight.. got invited by the ketua kampung.. its like a chinese kampung having their CNY celebration dinner.. good time to get to know the kampung ppl in case i get into some trouble.. muahaha.. plus go check out if there's any chicks around.. :P
3. cheaper stuff -> thanks to my dog (messy) i needed to send my shoe to repair + buy a new shoe in dec.. i've been going back to the shop to take that shoe i think about 3 times.. and on the 4th time.. i got it.. only cost me 25 bcuks when it was suppose to be 35.. :) then i went to buy some other stuff for my house.. cabinet, toaster bla bla bla.. got to know this shop owner (aunty) and she gave me some really decent price.. :) weeee.....
4. free car service -> need i explain more?? CNY gift.. muahahahaha...
5. loads of oranges -> basically in my new estate, its me and one staff.. yesterday a new staff came.. but our suppliers gave us like 12 + 1 +1 (my pongkam) of oranges.. what to do.. go distribute to workers la.. they so happy.. lol....
6. ANG PAU!!!! -> not yet.. soon to come.. :) weeee.... the only ppl who rugi is my parents.. muahahahaha... thanks mom, thanks dad:)
this year bigger ang pau can??
i'll take some pic of my new house soon.. n post it.. hopefully.. :)
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, January 16, 2009
after 7 months..
due to complains from multiple ppl that i've not been blogging so i'm start again.. hiahz.. dunno where to start.. so many things happened this 2 months..
but guess what.. today marks the date where i hit 7 months of working in the plantation sector.. a sector that noone would even imagine me going in to.. but i guess it was wrong.. its only 2 months more to either early confirmation (good performance) or regular confirmation (1year).. i need to start bugging my manager to confirm me ady.. lol...
anyhow, my new house's smaller than my previous one, smaller garden, smaller room, smaller kitchen but a really big pond.. hahaha... *lazy to upload pic coz connection super slow n unstable*
besides that i'm learning up the new estate.. tomorrow there will be a new staff coming.. indian guy previous from united plantation (suppose to be a very god plantation). i also not sure y he's coming to klk.. its like degrading his planter's status.. lol.. but nvm.. i'll hear from him tomorrow...
back to watching tv..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
but guess what.. today marks the date where i hit 7 months of working in the plantation sector.. a sector that noone would even imagine me going in to.. but i guess it was wrong.. its only 2 months more to either early confirmation (good performance) or regular confirmation (1year).. i need to start bugging my manager to confirm me ady.. lol...
anyhow, my new house's smaller than my previous one, smaller garden, smaller room, smaller kitchen but a really big pond.. hahaha... *lazy to upload pic coz connection super slow n unstable*
besides that i'm learning up the new estate.. tomorrow there will be a new staff coming.. indian guy previous from united plantation (suppose to be a very god plantation). i also not sure y he's coming to klk.. its like degrading his planter's status.. lol.. but nvm.. i'll hear from him tomorrow...
back to watching tv..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
Friday, January 9, 2009
shifting
its been almost 5 months plus since i shifted into this house.. but now.. time to move out and move on... moving to rompin was something i was honestly looking forward to.. but then now as i move out, i dont feel like moving.. its like shifting to a place where u belong to a place where u dont know nothing.. hiahz... as i type now they r shifting all my stuff including my POLLOWS onto the lorry.. going off to rompin.. :( haihz...
need to go.. pack up the rest of my stuff.. (only computer left n some food in the fridge..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
need to go.. pack up the rest of my stuff.. (only computer left n some food in the fridge..
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
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