once again its wednesday... during school days, wednesday was strongly associated to watching movies.. the movies that was just released like 6 days ago... we would say.. "eheh... today cheap la.. v go movie marathon la.." then we'll head to either 1u, MV or pyramid to catch a movie or 2... but then today... once again a wednesday.. but the problem is i'm in negeri sembilan.. the nearest cinema is about 15 min drive away which shows only outdated movies... my goodness... so yeah... cant watch movie...
today a normal day la.. felt bit lazy n tired coz of some issues la.. alot of thinking and emotional things la.. difficult... so yeah.. but today i was bringing Mr. tan around the tall palm and nursery area.. he's a biotech industrial trainee from UM... so yeah... nice guy la..
today audit again came to continue their work.. then Mr. Chiew also stressed out. lol.. so i n Mr. tan went for dinner without him.. he go cari his gf... dunno for what la.. maybe lepas emo emo.. lol... too bad i no gf to lepas my emo emo... hahahha... anyway.. having tough time la...
so we had some dai chao... n fried tau fu... was ok la.. n not expensive also... so yeah... chinese food.. :) but then have to spend petrol to get there la.. haihz... petrol mahal la...
lately i noticed i'm getting really tan because of the long hrs i spend in the field n under the sun... haihz.... now probably i look malay... someone says tan more man ma... but then now u look at me u wonder who am i.. lol... that bad.. my complexion also getting worse n worse... haihz.... how???!!! sad....
anyway.. if u r reading this... just want to let u know that its not easy for me now... coz its painful... can hardly breath... if u only knew...
k la.. i think i need to sleep early...
remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
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Now u would feel how painful it is,
how hard to take a breath,
How much u hope she would know.
It's exactly the same just when u are not the one feeling it u could keep your cool.
When it's on u,ur also just only human.
yeah.. too bad it seems she has decided..
decided to let go... what more can i say?
if she did not.. she would definitely come running back into my arms.. but she did not.
oh.. honestly speaking... i've felt it all along.. just that i did not want to tell.. i know keeping it ith myself would be best..
What's of saying too bad when u urself never show?
Did u ever let her know ur arms are open for her?
Or u jz keep quite and observe so maybe things will turn ur way but it didn't.
She's not god,won't know wat ur thinkin.
How can things work out if u never express ur thoughts and feeling?
Learn.Don't keep doing the same mistake.
Keeping things within urself isn't cool at all.
Well,sometimes maybe.
But not in ur case.
dont worry mate... i hope i'm doing the right thing...
probably u would do the same if u were me.
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