christmas is NOT x-mas

somehow some really smart ppl decided to shorten the work christmas into x-mas... i dont know y... but this smart dude was really dumb... now days.. ppl even associate christmas with x-man... weird right... but what they say is

christ-mas = x-mas


therefore christ = x

replace christ = x into x-man

so its christ-man

prof. xavior = leader of the x-man

hence represents jesus..

wah... how smart right... but its bull shit...



ok... so what did u do for christmas??... on christmas eve.. went over to chia weai house for a party... was more like a bachelor's party in the beginning.. wah.. i was like holy shit... wtf!!! no chicks.. worse still.. not even gals around... but later few gals came to join the party.. .lol.. urh... or it would have been living hell.. lol...


after the party.. i stayed back to play cards.. then i ended playing 2 rounds of majong... wah.. my first time playing real life majong.. wah... syok.. :P


after that... some of cw's frens decided to go over to another fren's house to drink n get drunk... lol... but the problem was they did not buy alcohol... then they say wanna go some 24 hrs mart to buy wor... there was 7 of us.. n guess what did they buy.... 1 bottle of red wine n 4 bottles or henniken... i was like WTF!!!!! can that make u drunk?? cant even make me.... so i went to pick up a bottle of cheap whiskey... i was afraid they would have a hang over the next day...


so we went over... started out in the garden.. then we were too noisy so the guard came n ask us to quieten so wen went inside... the easiest way to KO ppl n make them drunk is mixing different kinds of alcohol.. so good la.. got whiskey, red wine n beer... lol....


from 7.. it ended up 2 guys still awake n 1 gal who was semi drunk at about 9 in the morning.. then i went back to attend church at 10am... wah... i was also like high high ady... n needed to play the drums... wah... crazy... but amazingly some ppl said i play well.. even better than normally.. lol.. so i guess when i have concerts to play at next time i'll need some help of some booze... lol....


i guess it was a christmas with a twist.. but i enjoyed it n made some really cool frens.. lol.....



marry christmas...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)



going to camp tomorrow morning..:)

long long week...

this week was really long... started off from the penang trip to exams to hockey n also the christmas party in my house that just ended few hours ago...

TOO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT... DONT KNOW WHERE TO START!!!!


ok... penang trip... ummm.. was good.. though was not able to really taste great penang food but it was more like a family trip with my cousins n their parents... my cousin got married... lucky guy.. married a rich, pretty n nice gal.... good luck wai sek... faster have few char siew..!!:P



exams... sucked to the max... adol psy was ok la.. can survive la.. but then management paper was hell... i could not finish studying all.. coz also no mood like shit.. got 9topic... wah... damn alot.... then have to memorize... worse still when i got to school.. was training heavily.. i went in with an umbrella but still got very wet.. n the examination room was freaking cold!!!! the worst part is.. i got a shook of my life when i opened the paper to look at the questions..!!! i did not know what the hell it was asking... i went FUCK for the first time in uni life.... lol.......



then after that... v celebrated yen hong's 21st bday at yuen steamboat.. haihz... v had to wait for the other guys like almost an hour there... but then a big bunch came.. n was pretty nice to have fellowship b4 we go off for a break... :) i'm glad yen hong's happy.. :)


then hockey.. wah... we had the play-offs..... we played hard but somehow the defense were slightly messy n tired.. so was the goalie... we ended a 4-4 draw to go into sudden death... but the best part was naj scored the sudden death goal in only 16 sec... lol... so here we come finals..!!!! weeee!!!!!!


was pretty excited coz our team configuration was really good.. we had good players... we were looking forward to saturday's game...


on saturday... the game... finals... we thought we could pull in a win but little did we know that we would end up being trashed.... we lost to a humiliating score of 5-1... what went wrong?? the defense were screwed up... looked like shit.. giving hell load of break aways for the opponent..!!! worse still.. the forwards were like half in lala land... dreaming all the way...!!! even the senior players could not even pass properly..!!! many stupid mistakes n errors... thats how our gold medal turned into a silver one... hiahz... sad case.....


today... my house had a small bbq christmas party.. just a tiny one... got some frens over... Rachel, simon, caren, xy n chia weai ..... those buggers came so late... lol... but nvm la... i had stuff to do also... they got to my house. first thing was DOG!!! what they said was.. "wah... so cute.. blabla..." hahaha... good la.. its good to have a cute dog at home.. makes life easier especially when wooing gals... :P but thats not the point today... we had a great time... n the food was awesome... thanks mom.. :) those guys enjoyed the food n stuff... we were the last to arrive but
the latest to leave also.. lol.. makes it fair...


ok la.. time to sleep for me... going to lumut tomorrow.. for a 4 days holiday with my family..!!! weee.... sleep sleep sleep + play play play.......



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

love is blind...

many says love is blind... but is it really so??


similar to this concept.. there's a chinese saying " fair skin covers 3 ugly characteristics".. i guess when someone's in love it really does cover up lots of pretty ugly characteristics in a person...


some ppl say that loving a person is overlooking their weaknesses and seeing their strength.. but is it really that true??.. can someone thats totally not compatible to u be ur wife just because u love her? humans are not perfect.. we do have flaws and wrongs.. but how do we handle our flaws is what make us us...


i think that no matter how much and how deep we love a person.. we should open our eyes... open it to c if that person's really what we want... if that person is someone who compliments us... someone who will support u through thick n thin... someone who be there for u...


but the question is how often do we need such a person? the answer... too often for u to notice... look around.. there are people who loves u more than u even know.. ppl who wants to care for u... parents.. frens... and even ppl who loves u for what u r.... but many fail to realize the importance of these ppl...


our parents, our friends, our love ones... they r the source of our life... its where we turn to for help and warmth..


appreciate them... before you lose them....






remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

hockey hockey hockey....

went for hockey on thursday. somehow it was not my day... coz my skates were too tied n somehow i choked on my water n my lungs were pretty bad in oxygen intake... my face even sweat which is usually not common... but then i was tired n there was no goalie around during training so i decided to stand at the goalie position... lol... in ice hockey... the goalie is the most dangerous position that is available... u get pucks flying at u thats more than 100km/hr... n its really painful.. lol..

but then of course they did not send me those killer shots... but i almost got hit by one.. just went by my face.. wah.. n i did not even have my visor... so if i got hit... then bye bye la.... my face will be done with.. koyak habis....


anyway... the itchy backside imran was playing around with the puck when he flipped it n hit right into eugin's face... his visor came down n got a deep cut.. he's now in hospital.. dunno how many stitch...


today.. had a hockey game... my team played well.. n finished with a 8-2 win... its the last game of the season b4 the play offs... but we did not win the league champion... 1 think we were 1 point short... sad case... if we won the last game we could have won it.... damn....


but then next week's the play offs.. we better play well so we can get into the finals n at least beg a trophy... last season my team sucked to the core... so just hope that i can bring back something after spending so much money, time n effort in this sport... hehe...


time to sleep.. its 5am.. wah..... tomorrow going to peneng... weeee.......



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

genting trip

went to genting with my church dudes... urh... was tiring.... sleepy n all but was fun....

who went??
1. karen
2. lisa
3. dorcas
4. charis
5. christopher
6. daniel
7. eric
8. ME..


imagine 8 fellows staying in a tiny first world room.. wah.. its like we can hardly move when sleeping.. especially for us guys....

when we arrived there.. the place was freaking cold.. 6 in the evening... it was misty n all.. wah... i even had to on my lights... sight went only like 7-10 meters in front of the car....

when i was heading to our room, i passed by a really familiar face.. it was stephenie.. it was like she looked at me n i at her but in our heads was saying " this fellow looks familiar.. but somehow cant recall"... i just called her an hour ago.. she says i look stupid eating bread while walking... lol.... hahaha... yeah.. i guess i'll look stupid when i'm not invisible... hahaha....


ok... then v had a buffet dinner at genting hotel... i tell u.. it was fantastic.... although there were not that super many variety of food but their set up n serving method was really good.. they had 7 booth of different culture of food n they had even chefs at each booth to cook what u ordered... was really nice.. n the place was good.. but it was about 48 bucks after tax... thanks to uncle richard that treated us that really ncie dinner.. :)


then we headed back to the room to take the cam n get changed... then went out for a walk n take some pictures... went to starbucks... had a ice blended.. its some new christmas thing.. was pretty good.. u guys should try it... then we header outdoors... walau... the wind was strong n it was damn cold!!!! like shit!!!! then i decided to join daniel to have no jacket.... i did.... n was horribly fun n COLD!!!!!! hahaha...


then we headed back to the room n started playing pictionary.. its a guessing game where a person needs to draw n the team member guess... wah.. i suck a drawing... 1 thing u should not ask me to do is draw to express myself...!!! i suck to the MAX.. but hell i can guess.... lol.... lost 2 rounds n had to strip our shirts n even do a belly dance... hahaha.....


after that we started playing PES on the ps2 daniel brought... hahaha.. was fun... but then was then dragged to join the truth or dare game... hahaha... it went wild especially when the dare option came... we did dances with underwear on the head, bras.. n even put on lips stick n kiss the mirror... was hilarious... everyone went wild for awhile... then the gals slept while the guys stayed up n play ps.....


when we slept.. we realize that we did not have enough place.. n daniel snored like roaring thunder.. lol... worse still i slept next to eric who could not stay still while sleeping.. the fellow twisted n turned n worse still took more n more place... haihz... slept for few hrs then decided not to sleep anymore.. coz too difficult to sleep... then we checked out n went walking around.... looking like total zombies...


thank goodness the gals did not find anything so interesting there decided to head home... we stop by sg. choh for lunch then headed home.. the first thing i did when i got home was to on the air-con then zzzzZZZZ...........


its 2.20 am now... n its time to zzzzZZZZZ.....



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

hockey...

ok... not i'm in a mood to continue...

about bad hockey week...

1. went public skating on thursday... strained my muscle bit..
2. had hockey on thursday night.. after not playing hockey for more than a month.. lost the touch of stuff.. n my joints were really stiff.. even missed few good chances n tackles..
3. leg still hurt...
4. dont know y.. but i sucked..
5. friday had a game.. i did not do that well coz i was positioned as forward.. which i cant play at all..
6. out goalie was really in bad shape..
7. the defense were like superman that did not know how to come back to their position..
8. everyone were like grouping around the ring which was really bad... we should be playing in a box for easy passing.. n stuff..
9. it was sucky all over.. nvm.. this friday.. still have another game... hopefully do better.. lol...

ending on a high note...

can anything be better than going out for supper n ending with a superb nice bowl or curry mee.. n come home at 2 am to find out that there's a bowl of one of the finest beef fried kwey teow on the table specially for u??...

that was my high note for this week... it was a sucky week... pretty bad... there were 3 major things...

1. damn emo week..
2. bad hockey performance
3. give ppl FFK
4. got a good hair cut that does not really suit me
5. broke
6. both my phones out of credit


what can be worse??:P at this moment.. but i'm glad i've survived to tell u about it..:P


it will be a horrible long post.. so i'll break it up...

1. emo week
- if u know the show deep impact.. i cried when i watched it.. i never cried while watching a movie b4.. not even passion of the Christ..
- i guess.. some gals does really impact my life even with the smallest gesture.. if u only knew.. lol..
- ya la.. gal issue la.. cause me emo.. sometimes i also dunno y i need to go through this shit... i should go like "TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT SUCKER".. then i'll just take something thats hanging n waiting for me.. then i'll have a GF who loves me more than i do.. :P wakakaka.. too bad my life dont go this way... my love life sucks right now.... hahaha... but not the worse la..
- dont wanna continue about it..


2. bad hockey performance
- i'll not talk about it now.. talk about it in the next post
- remind me if i ont post it in 2 days..


3. FFK
- getting FFKed is one of my top most HATED thing... next to Qing up...
- there was someone who i asked to go skating on thursday since i was free...
- the person said ok.. meet there...
- i did not have a good sleep.. but still i woke up..
- got ready n all then when i left.. i sms the person.. did not reply until i almost reach..
- guess what.. the sms says "Wei..i'm still home..my mom don let me go la...my bro sat tomorrow..how?"
- what i wanted to answer was not good. so i so should not post it.. :P
- next time.. dont FFk me again.. i dont like it... if u ever have a chance again la..

4. hair cut
- went to hair asia
- i left my condo at 7pm n arrived at 8.30.. was a 30 min jam n 45 min hunt.. could not find it..!!
- its a new salon by thomas n guys..
- its quite cheap.. director's cut + wash = 35 ONLY.... good rite..
- the guy who washed my hair was good.. gave me a good massage after i jammed for 30 min n looked for them for 45 min
- then the guy who cut my hair was pretty good.. he slowly explained everything he did n stuff.. even though they were suppose to close at 8.30-9.. he finished cutting my hair at 9.30...
- thanks.. i'll definitely help u promote ur salon.. lol...
- too bad he gave me a jap hair style but i'm a straight hair guy n my face... its fugly.. cant go with it.. lol...
- but nvm. i'll live with it... :P


5 + 6 broke n mega broke
- some of u know y.. but i dont want to tell lol..
- its good enough u guys know that i'm dead broke
- if u have some spare change or money.. u can bank it unto my account.. lol...


last of all.. i'm a happy person now.. coz i'm home.. n i have my pillow.. wakakaka!!!!!

going to sleep right now..



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

pic from segi ball

actually there r more... but then.. eh... still with the owner of the cam...

malaysia boleh spirit

yesterday.. protest had once again occurred in the heart of the city to pass a partition to the king on indian rights that not been given by the government...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m96FCTKHNA8


after the protest regarding the fair election incident, Malaysians have been constantly raising issues of their discontentment and suppressed anger towards the goverment. what has this indicated? for the past decade, Malaysia had proven their worth as top 5 most corrupted nations in the world. yet little has been done.. what will happen if this goes on??


will migrating be an alternative route? will this country strictly enforce islam to curb problems? will this nation fall apart and once again become a 3rd word country?


the future is in ur hands.. election is coming soon.. what will the current ruling party do to overcome this situation and be at peace with all the protest. will firing tear gas and chemical water at people help? or is it just a gesture of desperation?

SEGI collage

on thursday... went to SEGI collage ball nite... n i tell u... for 90 bucks.. it was not worth it.... let me tell u y..


1. the FOOD.. although it was buffet, the variety of food was little n it tasted worse than what i can cook.... n they call themselves chefs!!!! worse still their dessert tasted like crap... they dont know how to cook..!! they dont know how to bake.. n probably they had a distortion of taste buds...

2. the organization n table arrangement was HORRIBLE... here's y.. me n my fren arrived late.. ok.. fair that most of the ushers were inside ady... but then arrived then gave the tickets n stuff.. but the worse thing was that they did not have proper table arrangement.. it was a free for all.. n they were like one place here n one place there... its was horrible.. n the thing is that we waited to be seated for so long that i could have driven back to rawang n back... we had to wait for the all the other ppl to sit down b4 they could actually find a place for us.. worse still they asked us to sit at a table just few seconds b4 the other guess came back from taking their food.. it was so embarrassing..

3. the performance.. was walau... like super cacat-ed n worse still there the dance was too damn long la... it was almost 10 min.. worse still.. the dances sucked... imagine me dancing.. yeah.. just slightly better maybe... lol.. they were like kayu all the way... then doing weird moves n stuff during freestyle time.. or when there's a solo n they r at the background... n oh.. there was one belly dancing.. ayo... u get anyone also can do better.. the movement was like too small for a stage performance... i was wondering of they just got anyone who wanted t perform then het then on stage.. how smart... n better still her top nearly dropped of... lol... damn funny...

4. Ms. & Mr. SCKL ( segi collage kuala lumpur).. was awesomely silly... u now y... coz it was funny how they were dressed in somehow unwanted cloths n gowns look alike sponsored by france and taipei.. the dresses were like wah... 10 decades old... so old fashion n stuff... urh... then they had that top 3 males n females answer question as if they were Ms astro.. lol... n best part is the questions were superbly stupid n ridicules.. the questions were something like this:

"if there was a flood and u had a vehicle to only save 1 person, would it be your mother, the person u love or an elderly women"


for guy "have a look at the female participants. if given a choice, who would u choose to be your wife and who would u choose to be ur mistress??"

walao.. damn stupid... besides that they were not actually that good looking n pretty... n worse still their cat-walking skills... one word.... BAD... haihz.....

5. the emcee..... there were talkative.. actually too talkative.. they even did a session of lame magic show.. lol.. but then the worse part is the program kept stalling.. means that the emcees had to do silly stuff to prolong the time because the models were like not dressed... so the male emcee (aaron) went on telling superb cold jokes or more like story.. n it was terrible.. they did try to interact with the crowd near the middle of the program but then they started too late coz the crowd were not tuned to interact with them since the beginning...

6. they actually had a dance floor n opened it for dancing.. but guess what happened... they had more like a clubbing session... n worse still.. i now know that segi ppl dont really go clubbing or more like those present that day dont go clubbing.. lol... dont ask y...

urm... thats all for now la....


another thing is sunway pyramid ice sucks!!! for now.. its 19 buck per head n its damn crowded.. to add on the it they have partition away a part of the ice for those holiday lesson package thing n reducing the area for public skating... stupid!!!!!! if u really want to skate... dont go there... i heard that there's a new ring thats going to open.. but i'm not too sure where.. i heard its an olympic size.. whic is 3 times bigger than the one is pyramid..!!!


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

busy week...

the week that pass was a pretty hectic weak.. had assignments, mid terms, n some other stuff including skating..:P


basically was a very normal week.. nothing special happened... just that my eyes.. yeah.. fully recovered ady.. there's only a small line there.. i'll just assume its the scar.. but looks like its going off soon... hahaha... ppl were like asking wah... y so fast heal.... anyway... finally i had a good sleep last nite after 2 days of little sleep... amazingly i survived... somehow just could not sleep last 2 days... even i was tired.. when i lay on the bad... keep turning.... hiahz....


this week.. ponteng hockey.. lazy to go down to sunway when u back in rawang.. school holidays started ady.. my bro will be home n banging the computer day after fay, hour after hour.... haihz... no hope man that guy..!!!

the injuries

the initial wound

after cleaning still damn ugly

the pirate

getting fugly

since friday.. its been the most ugly moment i had in my life... its like i've never been really had scars or be actually ashamed with my looks.. besides being kind of fat.. but i guess fat's not really the issue now... after the accident on friday... its like i've became a scar faced dude... its pretty sad when actually u go out n when ppl look at u they see deformity n they give u that really gross look....


honestly i'm guilty at times when i come across these kind of things.. i guess its my pay back time... almost half my right cheek is bruised because of the accident n its like sour.. its not really internal bleeding but more of external.. the skin is not dry n kind of dark red-black kind... n its hard n rough... its pretty ugly.. plus i've got a stitch right at the conner of my eyes... its sad...



but i guess its part of life.. u learn from different point of views... me who use to walk along the street n ppl admiring my looks now am even afraid to walk into school... its like i've turn into a beast... but then actually it will heal in no time... lol... so i guess i'll just have to face the fact that it was an accident n get on with life.. just eat more fruits, drink more water n pray that it heals fast.... at least i did not break a leg or have my face totaled.. lol...


so guys be careful no matter what sports u r playing... hahaha... but still i love ice hockey... its still the coolest game in town.. :P

OUCH!!!...

umm.. after a week.. nothing much happen.. just going to school n back.. sleep n stuff..


but yesterday something exciting happen.. i had a ice hockey league game against the thunders.. KHAS(kelab hockey ais saga) as usual damn kia su.. dump in some superb players from a higher devision.. n so we had to play harder la.. actually it cheating coz not suppose to.. its was more than half the team who were actually higher devision players...


the first period ended us on top 3-2... was amazing how we actually hold them back.. their players were all good and we had some intermediate players.. like me..:P no la... there r worse la...


then in the 2nd period.. out team loss a goal.. and ended 3-3... we had 1 more period to go and we had to put more effort... in the 3rd period.. we were very offensive.. had lots of chances but their goalkeeper was fantastic.. he was just superb denying all out attempts.. until we found the net putting us 1 point in top... when i got on.. we were playing a good game until 1 of the opposing players got the puck from a through pass... i rushed down and tried to stop him.. i did but we slammed into each other that it made me fly few feet away n got a deep cut just below my right eyes.. its was bleeding like hell but had to continue unto the whistle blow after about 30 seconds..


i had to retire from this game coz of the injury and sadly the game ended 4-4... i was not that disappointed coz we put up a good game and to me i personally felt that i did well coz i did not let any goals in..:-) it was a good game and our teammates did put in enough effort..


back to the injury... yeah... i got cleaned up n was still able to undress n pack up my back n put it in my car b4 heading to sunway hospital.. at the hospital there was another patient who had a cut on the eyes also... n guess what... that smart fellow was having a friendly tekwondo match with glasses on... dumb ass rite... lol.... but his was serious la.. much worse than mine..


went in.. took out my contacts then waited for the doctor to see me... she then came.. clean it up, game me TWO jabs.. one on my ass n one on my shoulder.. then she game me ONE stitch to stop my bleeding... actually she said i had a small chunk of meat that came off.. lol.... so then took my medicine n stuff then drove back to pj with only 1 eye coz 1 was covered with a pad.. to keep it closed... so i spend the rest of my night looking like a pirate..


but the best part is the doctor game me 2 days MC so i did not need to sit for my mid term on saturday.. lol... wakakaka.. i'll have more time to study...


sad to say i look much uglier now... lol... half my face is bruised n bad... i've got red marks all around my eyes.. making me look like i just got wacked by some ppl.. lol..


but who cares.. will post the pic up when i transfer it from my phone... dunno y cant transfer now... something's wrong....


just want to remind all u ppl out there.. dont play too aggressive sports if u cant stand taking injuries.. dont come complaining about ur injuries when u get them.. its part of the sports.. but actually it was quite a good experience to get injured.. lol....


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

done

today was the catwalk... honestly speaking.. was not really keen of actually doing it coz was pretty lame.. not really lame la.. but like.... ummm.. kind of off standard... but guess what.. i was wrong.. the other models did well n the crowd was wild... lol.. yeah... they were like cheering like crazy model after model.. lol.... afterall.. its the world's favorite herry potter series book.. had all 7 of them... cool rite....


but the campaign went pretty well.. then i got stuck at so called god mother's diners coz she needed some help.. haihz.. sien.. almost done... leaving soon.. head back to pj.. grab my hockey bag n to pyramid i go..!!!


tomorrow's sunday... its church... n have to wake up early... urh... btw... i only had about 3 hours sleep last nite n i'm seriously longing to sleep...!!!!



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

today..

today.. had a long day... started class at 10.. then straight until 1.30pm...

had lunch with su mei... long time din c her liao... had a pretty good time talking n catching up with things... afterall i missed 1 whole sem from utar when i was doing my training...


after that had to go back to uni for catwalk training at 4.. hiahz... sien like shit... walk n walk n walk.. urh... then somemore thier music damn fast.. i walk like train... then finally i decided not to follow the tempo.. feels weird but at least i dont look weird when doing the catwalk... the wrose part is we'll be walking a book... damn.. i hate books....!!!!!! urh!!!! kill me pls.. n its damn hard to pose with books.... coz i cant live WITH it!!!!!


ok.. fine then we finish training about near 8pm.. went to ming tian at ss24... ok.. good. then this smart wilson bought a super spicy sausage.. n was like asking us to try it... n WTH!!! it was freaking spicy.. i took a decently big bite n i still feel it now after about 2 hrs!!!... lol....


the best part was there was this guy.. a dancer for the event.. he was so called super power able to eat spicy stuff... n he took a small bite n he went totally red... so smart ass jolene challenged n offered to give him half the bar of dark chocolate jenifer bought from canada... the guy had to finish up the whole stick n not drink water until the count of 30.... the guy did it... n hell he was in pain.. his expression was like hell funny.. we had it recorded on video n it should be on youtube really soon.. i'll post the url then... but i tell u the process was super funny..........!!!!! had a great laugh n ppl around was like what r this ppl doing.. lol.... but who cares... we enjoyd ourselves..!!! lol....



time to go home.. sleep time.. got training still to do tomorrow... long day.....


my lips can still feel the sting... n its really red..... haihz....


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

monday again..:(

after a SHORT weekend... it once again time to roll... urh... the weekend mood has not done yet... had few things to do but the usual me.. urh.. lazy.... pure laziness.. i wonder if i'm really a human or a pig...

i had to search for some info of the management principle paper - XXX not done!!!
i had to go play ice hockey - XXX not done
i wanted to wash my car - XXX not done
i wanted to get new contacts - XXX not done
i wanted to DL some movies - DONE :)
i wanted to buy new slipers - XXX not done
i wanted to read up my tutorials - XXX not done
i wanted to do my vision - XXX mega not done


nothing else ady.. so its task completed 1 out of 8... thats 12.5% completed.. mega not EFFECTIVE!!!! thats really bad... i guess have to do it in school lor... haihz... the worse thing when school starts is the assignments.. i just hate it.. n know everyone else does... so i guess i'll just have to live with it...


time to go... its raining.. wish i could still stay in bed... but i'll do that tomorrow..:P

after 1 week of class

finally class started. i'm glad i dont have to work anymore.. although i get more money working than studying.. but 1 thing i need to say is that when u r working.. u dont have much time to spend it.. haihz... but when u r studying.. u spend money like drinking water.. it just disappears.. one min u have loads of cash in ur wallet.. the next thing u know its empty.. but life still goes on...


anyway... class was ok.. only 2 sub for this short sem.. one management principle paper n 1 adolescent development paper... both of it is quite interesting.. but U HAVE TO READ UP FOR MORE INFO!!!! damn.. i hate that sentence..


ok.. then started staying at the condo again... was kind of boring la.. coz imagine urself staying alone in a 27k square foot condo... urh... yeah.. n scary also... n there's no internet there... my dad din wan to let me apply.. coz he says its a waste of money for ONE person to use ONE whole connection... but then i went scouting.. guess what i found... celcom broadband!!! mega cool gadget.. not too expensive but... the devise cost RM 650-1200..!!! freaky!!!!!


then on thursday... i kena FFk again... this jiajia fellow.. smsed me n tell me its her bday today... then she asked me to go sunway skating.. so i canceled my tuition n headed for sunway right after class.. mana tau.. she told me she's not skating after i went into the ring...... terrible rite... yeah.. but then was not too bad la.. bumped into an ex uni mate... senior la... n her frens.. made some new frens la.. its good i guess.. lol....


then today after tuition.. headed to skateline... place where they sell roller hockey equipments... wanted to buy a pair of roller hockey skates.. not normal roller skates... but then i found out that that place desperately needs some improvement and reimbursement of hockey skates..its like totally no choice of hockey skates... sad case.. n on top of that, the freaking expensive... if u have a choice.. buy ur skates online.. NEVER GO THERE>>>!!!!


enough have been written.. i also type until sien ady... another time only update...

last day of work.!! :)

finally it the last day.. n i really mean last day coz next week uni starting.. its only like 4 hrs into work n i've ady slept for about 2 hrs.. lol.. yeah.. its that bad.. nothing much to do... just do my occational rounds.. walk around.. disturb ppl.. urh.. bored...


but nvm.. i get paid for sitting around n do nothing... lol... good enough for me.. but then the dread is the waking up in the morning.. when its really the best time to sleep.. u'll have to get ur bums up n head for work... sad...!!!


today's the factory's quite quiet coz many have taken it off for the past 2 days n there's nothing much to do because lorries have been ban from going onto the highways.. so cant send stuff.. sad case.. but then i'm glad too coz i cans it in front of the com n play games.. lol. n surely do my daily routine -> sleeping at work.. lol...


almost lunch break.. go burn cd.. then send my car for washing during lunch.. :)

2nd last day of work

since i practically do not have anything to write today.. so i shall tell u how incompetent i am..


today went to work.. un-usually, i was EARLY.. wow.. coz no jam.. all go back kampung..


then when i arrived.. had to take down some goods so take lor.. but then started raining so could not load the trailer so i stopped .. then after putting some goods then i went to the office.. stone for awhile n chit chat... then slept until lunch...


after lunch... in my late fashion.. came back.. walked around the factory for awhile then went back.. had to take down more stuff.. so go take lor... n also put some stuff back up.. then i continue sleeping n chit chatting..


sometimes i dont get y am i working there.. i sleep more than i work.. n i walk around more than anything.. but then i was away for a week n just a single week, that department got hammered in the HOD meeting.. haihz.. sad... but then.. at least i'm back for a week... but i guess its my presence that count.. hahaha.. joshua aura...


things i planned today..
1. wash my car (NOT DONE)
2. take a nap (DONE but only awhile)
3. meet up with old fren (going to after this)
4. clear up by closet (FAILED LIKE SO LONG)
5. i cant remember what else.. but then hell my competency is low and is going down the drain..!!!

ok i better get going...

apa la.. kena tagged pulak..!!!

must i do this?? i'm so lazy..!!! this is really difficult..!!!! cant think..


Seven things to be done before my death

1. become a millionaire (by 40)
   
2. buy a superbike
   
3. kick wildcat's butts in ice hockey
   
4. travel the world
   
5. complete the mission God gave me (holy)
   
6. get married and have a family (i guess)
   
7. see myself successful
   

Seven things I will not do even if it kills me

1. deny God
   
2. stop loving ice hockey
   
3. smoke
   
4. do drugs
   
5. stop talking for 1 day
   
6. not sleep when i really want to
   
7. being sarcastic.. cant help it.. sorry...
   

Seven things I do when I'm away from the public

1. dig my nose
   
2. go topless and run around the house
   
3. sulk
   
4. thinking really deep thoughts
   
5. sleep like a pig (do i?)
   
6. fart
   
7. do stuff i aint suppose to do..
   

Seven fav sentences/quotes

1. remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)
   
2. WTH
3. yeah man..
   
4. huh?? or ha??
   
5. do u miss me?
   
6. dunno wor...
   
7. why??
   

Seven favourite songs from all time

1. coast to coast - westlife
   
2. i swear - cant remember who
   
3. when the music fades <-- Christian song
   
4. forever - too many artist sing it
   
5. songbird - kenny G
   
6. more than words - westlife
7. dunno liao.. when i like then i like la...
   

Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did

1. spoil my skates
   
2. spoil my laptop
   
3. scratch my car
   
4. tell my secret to others
   
5. challenge me
   
6. dont do what i ask u to
   
7. lie to me
   

Seven people to tag

1. stephy
2. junjun
   
3. grace
   
4. jiajia
   
5. ice
   
6. huei liq
   
7. sandy

yeah.. i'm finally done.. my brain juice running low...

CF camp..

CF camp was great!!! although i'm like half dead and worn out.. but it was good.. learn how to actually make my own vision and missions of life so that life can be more purposeful.. besides that, there were lots of exciting events that happened... one of which was very spiritual..


the camp site was at cameron highlands and was quite cold especially during the nights.. the best part was some of the heaters in the showers were spoiled.. n i got a cold shower..!!! hell it was cold.


though the games were few, but it was good.. bernerd pulled off a good game on the last night which was something like clue-do.. it was exciting and mind boggling.. a game ppl should really try playing..


on the last nite.. me, bernard, david, cheong keen, justin and dewgem were the mega humans playing big 2 until about 7.30am... but guess what.. we became zombies for the next few hour...


then another highlight of the camp was when we were heading back to pj... a so called quite bus became the most happening place around... few of us were talking and sharing each other's experience in relationships.. we talked, joked and listened to other share their experience.. more and more ppl joined... n it was really a great experience and fun to be able to listen to all kinds of different love stories... there was a great bond n i'm sure some ppl were encouraged and blessed through it... everyone were so attentive and excited when other told their love tales.... it made the bus trip so short that going back seemed to be only an hour...


got back then went out for dinner with ivan to watch th MU vs Wigan match... n hail to the mighty MU trashed Wigan 4-0.. 4 2nd half goals from teves, c.ronaldo (2) and rooney.. was a fantastic display of football..


k i'm so tired. need to head to bed now... will post some pic when i get it...

this is raymond looi..

Raymond Looi

yesterday, my church organized a evangelistic concert.. hell money was dumped into it.. loads of flayers were made, posters, flag-lines and even banners.. it was a loud hu-ha... but then my honest expectation was not a big crowd because of the not so personal touch of inviting frens..


but then last nite, it was great.. about 140 ppl turned out for his concert... raymond was fantastic.. though he had a sour throat, his voice was still pretty good..


now my mom is a semi fan of his.. telling everyone that he's really good. on top of that, my senior pastor who keeps us from jamming the roof down during worship session is impressed with their PA system and says that he wants to get one for our new church (1 n half yes time)... n guess what i'll propose.. wakakaka.. new drum set with 2 splashes and 3-4 crash.. n maybe 5 toms.. plus walls a surround mic... :) what i can say is DREAM ON JOSHUA.. lol... at least change the drums skin n get me 1 or 2 more splashes or crash.. walls n mic.. a must..


back to the concert.. raymond was good with all his "hau ting ma"(nice to listen?) and his "zang sen biao shi"(applaud to signify).. at the end of the day.. there were 8-9 souls saved.. thankk God for that... :)



n thank God its time for me to head to bed..


zzzZZZ...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

i;m done...

life goes on... n finally i have finished working.. i'm actually quite happy but at the same time kind of sad... coz its like leaving ur frens behind.. but then.. look at the bright side.. i've got time to do what i want again..:) more skating n gaming n SLEEPING!!! weeee.....


glad to say.. i'm finally having holiday and i can sleep in... working was hell coz u have to wake up at 6.30 monday to saturday... besides that.. its a fun filled 3 weeks of holiday for me... from cf camp to trippin to langkawi to maybe a family holiday which was unplanned yet.. lol....


wee...holiday..:) i'm gonna enjoy it..

weird days are back..

lately i've been pretty weird.. i've been showing interest in some not so me things.. been really tired.. been not able to focus much... BEEN CON n PRANKED.. not showing much interest in ice hockey...


yeah... whats wrong with me?? skipped hockey yesterday n today... thats not me... n played futsal.. i suck at it though.. got injured... my toe hurts n i strain my right tight.. urh... only scored 3 goals i think.. my team -> mike, hosea, danny.. danny s looked stunned when he got the ball.. hosea can hardly pass... urh... hahah.. but we did have fun n kicked some butts..


i also got pranked by the tam sisters.. man they r sick... must tell their daddy... they they will suffer the wrath of the BIG tam.. n worse still i got conned by some Vietnamese.. although i was conscious about it.. but who cares... its not everyday u can get conned by them.. lol.... afterall its good that they feel smart for ONCE... hahaha....


its getting late.. time for me to head to my nightly parking lot... i've been sleeping alot today... its good.. coz i'm a pig...



remember to drink more H2O k.. c",)

boozing bazuka..!!!

october is almost here.. and new event we r going to organize.. boozing trips..!!!! yeah.. we'll be drink till we drop.. not really drop but till our hearts content... its actually fun to see how ppl drink n get drunk.. the 2 gals got drunk the last time.. they cried n cried... n damn they stink when they vomit.. but its one hell of an experience.....


this time.. we're making it wild... we'll be heading to the island of the eagles.... y?? coz booze there is cheap man.. n we'll be going all out!!!!


3 days 2 nights... 2 rounds of total boozing til u drop..!! n sure some sight seeing.. going to the beach.. n maybe we'll do a BBQ.. :) i'll need to check my budget... haha.. its all fun.. we'll estimate 3 guys n 3 gals.. y?? coz if u cant talk to a guy.. u can always talk to a gal.. n we guys can fight it out... wakakaka... 3 guys.. 3 different characteristics ONLY 2 DATE OF BIRTH... wanna find out whats that.. u must come..


anyway.. if u ask me honestly.. langkawi does not have much to see.. just some beautiful beach.. the underwater world... n some tourist place which i'm not even near interested in... but what really count is the friendship and fun we have together..


but one more highlight is getting me drunk... i'm a hardcore... according to my track record.. i get tipsy but not drunk... never been drunk b4... yeah man... anyone wants to get me drunk??? hahaha... bring it on... on this trip...


places r open.. msg me if u r interested... estimated budget for trip including lodging, food, and transport by bus - 350 ONLY.. its not cheap.. but u know what... its a life time opportunity mate....

why me??

i sit and think alot.. sometimes i just wonder if i'm actually better off or luckier than many other ppl... am i a person ppl would want to be.. or am i another guy who ppl just looks at n forgets about..? might i even be someone who ppl dont even notice.. something like an invisible person...


makes me think more of what am i doing here on earth.. my goals of life.. what i want.. is getting rich all that matter? or God everything? or are frens and love ones the most important thing in MY life..?? my dream of being a millionaire by the age of 40.. wow... seems pretty difficult if u dont inherit lots of stuff from ur parents.. but it aint impossible...


thinking more of myself personally.. am i a person with adequate qualities??

am i really smart??
am i really good looking??
am i really rich??
am i really reliable?
am i really responsible?
am i really sociable??
am i really a nice person to talk to??
am i??????

sometimes i feel that brands and expectations sealed on me burdens me.. y do i need to live this life like this?? how i wish i was someone else... someone successful.. someone powerful.. someone who just could get his ways without debates... life sucks..!!


does my life really suck?? looking at it in a different perspective..

i've got some great frens..
i've got decent grades in uni.. without studying much..
i've got more than enough money to spend.. basically la.. but usually not enough..
i've got a healthy body.. but a corrupted mind..
i've got a car n my dad pays for my petrol..!!
i've got great parents n good up-bringing..
i've got more than 3 companies offering me jobs even b4 i graduate..
i've got ppl saying i'm good looking (liap cai ->vietman)
i've got a great God..!!!
i've got so much more other do not have...


but how can i be so not contented at times?? how can i be so silly to want to be someone else?? how can i think that i do not have enough??


i guess its just self-pity and my human nature.. i guess life sucks when u believe it does... but look at the bright side... at least we can live another day to see a better tomorrow... at least we can continue writing better story for our life..


look forward ppl..!!! live your life!!!



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

skate baby skate..!!

have not been faithfully updating the blog.. coz just dont have much to write... been pretty busy at work training 2 guys to take over my job... so actually i dont really do much at work but slack around n instructing them n teaching them to do stuff... wakakaka.... n i get paid well.. :P



last nite i did not go for hockey.. coz was partially lazy and had a dinner party on... so yeah... ponteng hockey... so to replace the skipping of hockey training.. i went skating today la... my skating form was pretty off.. but was decent enough today la... n my skates r really blunt... so my cornering r bit sloppy... still i did enjoy myself skating around though there was not many chicks around... lol...


but then after skating for awhile.. i noticed a gal in a green shirt... curly brunette hair.... nice slim body.. n a really pretty face... let me try to describe her looks... ummm... medium sized eyes thats sparkled, small nose slight higher than average, small mouth that had a sweet smile and fair complexion... but the sad thing was.. i was looking at beauty and the beast... her bf.. sucked to the core... not good looking... fatter than ME...!! ummm... had a pretty weird look actually..


she could not skate... yeah.. honestly she sucked... really bad... no technique, no balance, no nothing.. can hardly even walk... n her BF was teaching her how to skate... the best part is he could not do much but walk slightly better than her... lol...


after skating around for awhile.. she did improve slightly.. she was able to walk slowly... her looks were really cute when she walked around.. there were few times where she n her group of frens stopped at my group of hockey skater's corner.. we were "spraying" each other with ice by breaking really hard... n i among those dudes was like the top skater though i admit i;m not that good as compare to other hockey skaters... so i did few tricks n she was like staring at me with that " this guy can really skate" looks... everytime i come around she would put her little head out to see what happens.. lol.. since then she was observing me pretty much.. so was her BF.. lol...


she was off n on the ice for awhile.. i did catch her taking glances at me quite many times but i ignored it n pretended to be too focused in skating... lol..... at the end of the day.. she went off around the same time as i did... i did not get her number nor her name... haihz... sad... was not a total failure but at least i got her attention... hahahaha....


then i had to rush home to attend to my online game... had to attack a kingdom.. yeah... war time.. :) just finish my dinner... maggi tom yam... actually i kind of miss maggi mee.. :)

our eyes

our eyes is the gateway to our heart

our eyes speaks more than a thousand words

our eyes tells stories that words cant

our eyes portrays our hearts desire

our eyes tell you everything you need to know

our eyes never lie

your eyes told me what i needed to know that night. thank you

tired tried

i'm glad that i can still have energy to stay up to write this.. its 4.13pm now.. just got back from church... for the last few days been a crazy time for me.. busy with stuff when i needed to sleep the most.. i'm so worn out and i look horrible...


my last post said that i needed to finish up my report. n i did. but it was all a rush... friday spend the whole day and night working on it.. even at work.. but i took a break for lunch, dinner and or course hockey..:-) but was so fatigue that i hardly could play well.. but i did play la.. drew 3-3... urh.. could have won.... then that night slept a bit.. but spend most of the time working on the report..


satruday morning still working on it.. i finish doing it at about 10.30 then went to the shop to print it.. it was horribly thick.. just printed page alone was about 140-145 pages not including about 60 pages of appendix... i think its the longest report i've ever made... pls dont ask me what i wrote.. i dont know.. hahaha....


after submitting the report went over to digital mall to buy some printer ink for my dad.. then bought some other stuff including a new game.. :) previously games at digital mall was only 5 bucks.. now its 10 bucks..!!! dont buy from there anymore!!! wanted to go skating but then some guy by the name of Jackie chan was coming to sunway pyramid n the worse thing is he booked the skating ring... TO MAKE IT INTO A SITTING HALL..!!!!! WTF!!! yeah.. so could not skate la.... n me as usual will not sleep when i have time... so i started play the game.. was ok la... n i played it from 2 to 10pm... yeah.. my eyes at that time was about to pop out.. but y should care...


packed my stuff and went to pyramid at 10++ had McD for dinner then played hockey.. n i was tired that i could hardly skate n also had breathing difficulties.. i usually dont have breathing difficulties.. i guess its the combination of stress and fatigue-ness.. so i only played hockey for awhile la... then headed home to the condo in pj.. reached about 2++am


sunday morning had to wake up at 7 coz had music practice at 815.. shit.. so early... ok lor.. went la.. but was so DAMN tired... n yes.. i slept like a log in church... hahaha.... then went distribute fliers for a concert happening in our church on the 29th of this month... yeah.. really good looking guy... n i heard he sing well... at least better than me... i cant sing for nuts...:P


i'm still thinking if i should sleep or play my game... urh.. .decisions...!!! sometimes just hate them...

ouch..!!!

its thursday and i need to submit my report on saturday.. i have not even completed half of my report and i am a long way to go.. i'm tired and have to work again tomorrow!!! urh.. life sucks!!!!



today i did one of the most silly thing at work...i actually ran and knocked my head against the horizontal beam of the rack... i actually landed straight on my butt after hitting it.. i tell u it was hard... n my vision went blur for few seconds after hitting... i have a bump on my head now. :(



here's some photo i have b4 and after the racking in the factory..

before

after




before

after




cool rite.. its a beauty...


my supervisor.. she's still single n available.. n really LAME..!!!

those orange beams were the things i knocked mt head la... damn solid la... harder than my head... :P

monday mood..

headed to work today with one of my eyes red.. it started since sunday morning.. i guess did not have enough sleep plus the rubbing of it... urh... felt horrible though no pain..


last nite went to see fireworks.. ummm... was there super early to avoid traffic but then no point.. coz was dead bored... but the fireworks did come.. it was not as fantastic as i expected but there were some climax which was beautiful... but then it was also kind of boring coz we had to wait for the higher fireworks to actually see it... but the ones on the floor seemed much more fantastic.. so i'll pay for see it next time... wakakaka...



today... went to work.. many ppl were quite free coz we had not too many jobs on hand.. its the low season.. but then me as me.. i'll look for things to do.. or more like had things still needed to be done... yeah. i was busy n time flew my... was like too fast today.. did not have enough time..


n after the other 2 trainees went back leaving me alone.. actually felt bit lonely.. lol.. i guess i'm used to having them around to help me out... need to thank them for being there n helping me a handful... but then life still have to go on.. n i'm stuck with 2 reach truck... dunno what to do with them.... hahaha...

merdeka celebration...

today's one merdeka i will remember..



today my hockey team took on some team in the khas league.. we had 8 players and 1 goalie.. they had ummm.. i think 10 players n 1 goalie... we lost the last 2 games n we needed a come back...


b4 the game started.. we were gearing up n wow... i forgot to bring my socks... damn it sucks to wear ur skates without socks... i was not alone.. our goalie forgot to bring his too.. n naj always plays without socks.. it so gross...


ok that was only part one... then without socks.. skating feels weird... yeah.. imagine urself one day walking on the streets without ur underwear... something seems to be missing...


we came in n played.. my team put up a good game although with some flaws but we managed to pull a 11-0 victory.. :-) but i actually played a bad game.. made some mistakes n did not skate well.. but at least i did not let any goals in...


today i experienced something i usually do to others.. which is a really hard mid ice body check... its like ramming into a person with ur shoulders... it was a non contact game n i ady got 2 stupid penalties for some really minor things which might not even be considered a foul.. yeah... i collected 2 penalties this game.. was damn fucking lame.. its like a set up by the referees.. on purpose... but thats not the thing to remember.. the real deal was done by number 11... he actually gave me a flying check in front of my own goal... i fell n rammed into the goal post...


hahaha... it was actually fun... but i cant ram him coz the referee was on their side.. so if i see that guy in any full or semi body contact competitions .. he's going to be so dead... wakakaka....


i just hope that they'll give an extra award at the end of the season... the most penalties player... yeah. i'm sure it will be one of my team members... coz the fucking khas sucks!!! their refereeing r like totally one sided n their players plays girls... u cant pressure them.. coz they r TAU FU!!!


urh... just ask them go fuck themselves...

MER-DE-KA....

have anyone actually thought whats with merdeka?? what does it really mean?? freedom?? justice?? independence??



the meaning of merdeka is independence.. but the question is how far have we taken step of independence?? as for 50 years of independence of the country.. how much have we citizens have become independent?? have we actually strive to be independent personally or is just another celebration that we just celebrate for the sake of it???



this was how it started and all the hard work and dedication that the leaders have put in to take back our country's dignity and liberty... but what have we been doing this 50 yrs??








smoking?? drinking?? drugs??? thats what we have been letting lose and growing for the pass 50 yrs... its time to really think if we want it to end this way... think of our generation.. think of ourselves.. is it worth it????



independence means that we are able to rationally think what is good and bad on our own.. making good choices and decisions that will lead to prosperity not disasters..


if we cant live it out... whats the point holding on to it... take some time to think about it....



Happy Merdeka everyone...

shocking defeat..

had ice hockey league yesterday.. b4 the game.. we were like so confident that we will be so all over them because we had batter players and much more skilled players.. but i guess we were wrong.. the opponent team played their game n they won 3-1.. it was terrible... what could have caused the lost??



1. we were too confident of our abilities
2. some of us were tired (rush back from work or was pumping iron in the gym an hour ago)
3. we looked down on our opponent
4. we did not play the pluck as a team
5. NO communication = NO finishing = NO goals
6. the referee sucked and was totally their side
7. JUST FUCK GARY TAN!!! <--- fucked up referee



so next time.. DO NOT do that if u r playing in whatever sports..!!!



friday another game... we must go WACK THE HELL OUT OF THEM!!!!!!

bordom....

today's sunday again.. but din go out today.. cane back from church then headed straight to bed.. had a long nap.. coz last nite did not have much sleep...


i was woken up by the phone ringing.. it kept ringing n ringing... actually someone wanted to fax over some important documents... but then our fax had something wrong.. so the person kept sending n sending n the phone kept ringing n ringing... n hell it was irritating..... then when my parents came back.. they found out that the wire was plugged wrongly... haihz....


today, my bro got on dota.. its not really fun coz i suck at it but then its just a way to kill time i guess... damn.. i got killed like so many times.. n many time due to my com lagging... urh.. but its just an excuse.. i just purely suck.. lol...


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

fighting mode..

somehow this few days i've been kind of irritable.. actually very easily irritable.. i'm not too sure y myself... i guess its either tired-ness by the weather or just period.. lol....


today had some little dispute with the QC ppl... i dont know what attitude did they have or was it my fault... it happened so fast... i was speechless..


here's what happened.. today i had the final touch up of the racking done.. which is installing the safety barriers on the last rack.. so i had an extra rack to put pallets on.. so i helped the finishing department dump lots of good on it so the area would look really tidy coz tomorrow's the company family day n we'll have many visitors...


then along came the QC ppl.. irritating as ever... they r famous for digging into ppl's goods n take what they wat whenever they want... especially when u wan to keep it properly... n yes... thats what happened... i loaded it up on the rack n here came the QC ppl... they ask me to take it down so they can take few samples... n i freaking did.. not 1 pallet but it was like 12 pallets...


ok fine... thats still ok... at about 6 something.. thats like after work.. i stay back at times to finish up my stuff... they came again.. i was putting some other pallets up... the QC ppl ask me to bring down the pallets for her to put back the samples.. so since i was doing something n the pallets were in the way.. so i asked her to either leave it there n tell the finishing head that its there or give me 5 min then i'll bring it to her... i do not know if my english is too bad for a Vietnamese or what but she went back n called her head... n hell the head came n complained... i was like WTF!!! i got work to do also man... " u r not the only person who have work to do" thats my fav phrase lately... i asked her for 5 min then i'll do her stuff but she just walked away... n as a human with ego n emo... u'll freaking be angry... n i was swearing all the way... lol... nothing could piss me off more than ppl turning their back on me..


so now i have decided to think of a way to make the QC ppl not so irritating.. but have to propose to the director la... but i'll make him say YES.. :P

tired mode

last few days somehow has been really tiring for me.. not too sure why but then its just like urh.. u have to pull urself out from bed.. make urself move from place to place.. even my energy level is like LOW..... its pretty sad...



maybe its just single life is getting on me... but nah... i doubt it... coz its cool n stuff.. u get to go wherever with whoever n stuff.. not that i get tied up in relationships or what but there's also an accountability....


oh yeah... the tired-ness... actually its 12.40 am now... n i just woke up about an hour ago... thats like 11.30pm .. was sleeping since about 6pm... yeah... thats a long sleep... n thats bad.. coz i wasted all the time.. n worse still i MISSED HOCKEY TRAINING!! my mom said i looked sooooooo tired n she also felt tired so went to bed n din call me up... i was like WTH... bad excuse... so i'll be TRYING to sleep later.. if not i'll become a zombie tomorrow at work... oh.. i mean later at work...


my dinner's still in my tummy... but i care less... i was fat... and am fat... and will be fat.. so who cares..:-P i'll just grab a muffin my mom made and maybe a DURIAN then head to bed..:-P



remember to drink more H20 k... c",)

u'll regret if u dont..

some errors in the previous post...

"n today was a pretty interesting day at school.. though there were some fire around.. in like burning fire where ppl might get hurt... let me tell u the whole story since i've got lots of time.."


not school.. its work...

netscape problem..!!

i have been online but have not been writing any post...


here's the reason y...


the bloody netscape keep closing once i open this write new post page.. the worse part is it closes when i'm writing halfway... i hate that... n me as me will be too lazy to re-write it agian...


anyway.. just to conclude what happened last few days...


i got kicked really hard in the butt in hockey... but was hell of an experience.. i got the best player of the competition's jersey... coz mine was also 77.. :-) but i sucked... not really la.. but many of my team members sucked even bigger time than me...


n today was a pretty interesting day at school.. though there were some fire around.. in like burning fire where ppl might get hurt... let me tell u the whole story since i've got lots of time..


ok.. it started off me coming to work n since i cleared the area in front of the rack yesterday.. i was happy.. but when i arrived... the bloody workers placed their goods there ady... i got furious... coz i ady instructed them that that area is a pathway for the reach truck.. not for goods... so i pasted a note saying that i will remove the goods if it is not removed by noon... it was 8.30 then...


as i expected... they did not move a thing... but actually added more to the pile.. so when noon(lunch) came.. i started moving the stuff with a grin on my face.. i knew that trouble would strive up.. but who cares..!! i need to teach ppl to respect others... coz actually i was also not really happy with some ppl's attitude... show them i'm no fool to play with....


n to my surprise.. i did more than striving up trouble.. but i actually made ppl cry... ppl who always wanted their ways n had mega emo problems... she could not find her goods which she was actually packing... woohooo... i proved my point.... she even informed the managing director... lol.... n he actually called me... lol... but then the MD is like so good with me... n i told him the truth which until now i do not believe that i did anything wrong...


then after that... everytime i came around.. they would make sure the space is empty... yeah... hell my tricks r working...


ok... i need to reformant my com.. cz its getting laggy... i dont know y... i did not even surf porn... serious...!!!!

double deaths..

finally the day has arrived... 12 more hrs to the first game.. but 40 min to the first death...


first death is the ISO inspections.. the racking is up which is good.. but the problem is that we have not completely finish labeling and categorizing the goods.. actually not even half.. the place looks clean n decent but the problem is we do not know where to find what.. lol.... n ISO is coming in the afternoon where i'll be off for hockey ady..!!! but then i will still have 4 hrs to fix things... 4 hrs aint a lot..



the second death is the hockey game.. n yes... the rules has changed to semi contact.. n as a defender.. i can tell u it sucks.. i can nudge a player coming face front at u.. its a fault... WTF!!!! then what r we suppose to do??? run away from them?? but then its all good coz those pro players shows no mercy (as if i need any)..



i'll be without internet again for probably 2-3 days.. so will update the massive results later on... lol....

hockey fear...

thursday is coming soon.. n its the begining of the 3 days Visit Malaysia Year ice hockey competition... few teams from malaysia, singapore and indonesia will take part in this competiton.. n i tell u.. they r good players... it actually scares me when i think of it... i'm like so sucky n the guys on my line is like even worse.. i'm not sure ghow r we going to stand up even when those so called professional players come rushing down the sides... urh... its FEAR n Horror that runs through my head as i wait for the day i step on the ice...



anyway.. good news is i'm looking at the final touch up of the racking.. which is good..coz i can start working on the record and precess system tomorrow.. which will be crazy n head banging... but still.. its god that its done... on saturday... the reach truck's power stearing went dead.. i dunno y.. maybe i'm too ganas.... turning n turning.... but glad its now in the workshop.. will be done by tomorrow.. :-) then can once again dump all the stuff on the rack..


i'm still sick but recovering slowly.. which is good la.. coz thursday... HOOCKEY COMPETITION.. DAMN SCARED...!!! but will be at my best....



n oh yes... yesterday.. bought a new pair of shoe... n its white... its for me to jog.. really need to work on my stamina n lose some weight... believe it or not... i'm about84 kgs... hahaha... so the shoe will turn black or more like yellow really soon...

NO INTERNET>>>!!!!!

yes ppl.. i have been missing for like more than a week.. this is because I THINK that my modem is dead... its really dead.. n for real...


once again i'm down with i dunno what.. but its pretty bad.. its like i cant do much things.. even walking around n carrying a small stack of flyers also makes me sweat... its like i only have the energy of a kid.. thank God for creating smarter humans than me that invebted the reach truck (quite similer to forklift).. yeah... moves n lifts with just a twitch of a handle.. but still i'm sweating like crap.. coz its a 6 meter rack... n its quite scary to put stuff up that high...


the 2nd phase is begun ady... done up 3 rows.. 5 more rows to go... yahoo... then my project is up.. but then main concern is not if its up but how can i make it run effectively.. as we all know... malaysians have pretty stupid attitudes... n yes.. its hard to change... its like inborn... maybe its because of the food we eat.. lol..


its time for me to go back.. i cant wait to go back n hit my bed... but then ihave to stay back slightly longger.. coz the racking guys r not done with that 3 rows yet.. little bit more.. maybe another 30 min to an hour la.. haihz.... then i'll get caught in the jam.. damn...

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last few days has been terrible.. NO INTERNET!!!! NO LIFE!!! the bloody dunno modem or streamyx is dead.. sence i think 3 days ago... bloody sucky to live without the internet.. no online games.. no chatting.. no porn.. :-P hahaha.. but then at least i was pretty busy last few days.. been outn at work most of the time... so its good aso la.. dont have to suffer the wrath of bordem..



anyway.. had a good weekend... not really good in like good but more life fulfilling n yet filled with pretty bad luck...


friday.. had a good time with my cell group... had a BBQ.. thanks to huei liq's chocolate taht went too well with the mashmellows.. wah... i tell u it was marvelous.. hahaha... then exchanged phone with huei liq... was boring coz her phone was not really busy... lol.. had 1 or 2 dudes sms in ut was not those flirty kind so no fun..


saturday... wah... was a day of suffering.. work time ends at 12.30 but i had to stay until around 4.. was getting the place ready for racking today.. (but the racking not could not make it today.. coz lorry problem) me n 3 workers stayed back pulling tables n pallets around.. n i tell u.. the view from the office is magnificent.. u can actually see a sea of pallets.. something u dont see everyday.. haha... but the ppl will curse me for doing this la.. coz taking good will be 100 times harder than 3 days ago.. but then in about 3 days taking n looking for goods will be 50 times easier than previously until eternaty.. lol... worth it rite.. just 3 days of suffering..


then had a good dinner is ss2 with my neighbours.. i dont know y we had to travel like 35 km to have a meal when we just stay opposite each other.. lame rite.. but we had so much crab that i can puke crab that nite.. i can still feel the crab in my crap... :-P then after that.. went for hockey... once again the super "big head prawn" me forgot to bring my contact lense... n sooooo... the brave but dumb me decided to play with my specs on... i did play with my specs on b4 n was never in my hockey life hit on my face b4... but wow.. lucky me... when i checked aka tackle or knock down a junior (mega freaking junior.. cant even skate properly) the idiot hold his stick up n the stick wacked right into my face... i got stun for few seconds n my specs were damned.. i told the guy to watch out for his stick next time n guess what he asked me to quit checking ppl.. lol... HELLO... FOR GOODNESS SAKE I'M A DEFENDER... IF I DONT CHECK PPL THEN WHO WILL?? OUR COACH?? ANYWAY... THAT GUYS GOING TO DIE WHEN HE PLAYS AGAINST ME AGAIN.. i'm the team B basher.. even some of the team A players r afraid of me.. what more this guy who cant even skate properly...


but good also la.. got a great reason to change my specs... lol...


ah... n sunday... wakakaka... went to church in pj.. followed my dad... some pretty traditional church... when worship.. stand, sit, stand, sit... wah... then went to MV with my dad ate.. bought some stuff like that la.. typical my dad shopping la. go computer shop look for some new cool stuff... so called his toys la... coz his old toy kena lightning strike ady.. habis bakar.. :-P oh.. but his com is still new.. haha...


after that went skating lor... michelle invited ma.. was life tired n stuff ady but then since promised so go la.. n wah.... probably my luckiest day in ice... lol.. had like ummmm... i think 6 or 7 pretty gals teman me skate... the other hockey dudes were so envious of me.. i tell then i intro they malu malu... ceh.. ownself tak berani then wan to talk so much... but nvm.. like i care.. :-P


when i got back was near dead.. my energy batt was like -20% but then had to finish up some stuff n then got into bed.. sms for awhile then tertidur ady...


woke up this morning n my house internet still down.. bloody!!!! so now in office lor.. waiting for the rack to come n be installed.. but not coming today.. :-( only tomorrow.. so just sitting around n planning.. smsing.. talking.. chatting.. stoning.. n playing with the sticker books.. lol... yes.. its S.T.I.C.K.E.R B.O.O.K.S... got so many n so nice... lol... exported one.. disney... big box.. etc... not found in malaysia... i've got a collection in my house.. i show u if u wan to see.. really cool books... n expensive.. but for me... FREE.. weee..... :-)


i think i've written enough.. i dont know what am u going to do after this.. but lunch is coming near... n oh ya... my phone got some problem so im using another phone that might not have some of u guy's numbers.. so.... if i as u who r u.. pls... dont get offendered...



remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)

movie day..

went to watch a rise of blood hunter in the evening.. i heard it was actually written by a malaysian.. n for the first time.. i can say that its one good product of a malaysian.. :)



today was a pretty free day at work.. did not really do much.. confirmed that the racking will be coming on monday.. i cant wait for it to come coz its what i've been working on for the past 2 months... i hope its worthwhile...


after that, it will be a busy week ahead again.. getting the goods all up on it n well labeled as well as sought out.. ISO will be coming for an inspection on 16th aug... thats the first day of my VMY competition... so will not be around for that few days....


n oh... open day will make us busier ppl... thats on the 28th aug... urh.... tak mau la.. i'll ady be occupied with last min briefing and training for the employees to keep the place clean... but then i guess little more responsibility wont kill me.. :-p

after the weekend...

the weekends r so called the leisure time.. but then somehow.. mine's always the opposite... it makes me so much more tired n fatigue.. its non stop programs during the weekend.. thats y i did not write anything...


did not really do much but then more of having fun...



saturday... worked til about 1 then headed home to have a rest b4 going to church for a birthday bash... was really fun with all the ppl.. games.. songs... yeah... was fun..... because of the birthday thing, had to ffk a fren who asked me to join them for an outing... haihz... really sorry... but i did try to make it up by skiping hockey n yam cha with them at pj... jauhnya... was all tired when i got back... then only had like 3 n half hr sleep b4 waking up n going to church...



sunday... after church.. went skating.. :-) with some church members n colleagues.. had a good time there.. then headed to asia cafe for dinner.. n wow... happening place.. really got bigger since the last time i went there coz usually when i go there.. its like 2-3am... no ppl n all the stalls closed ady... but still happening la.. lol...



monday... worked... in the rain... jacking goods up into the container for exporting with a forklift... got semi wet... but was fun.. :-P
then had to rush back home take a shower then headed to cheras for my dad's company anniversary.. had a fantastic speaker... a paralyzed from neck down yet a strong and passionate women for God... i tell u... the will power in her is far greater than many of us... she's just amazing...


tuesday... just started it.... will post it when i do finish it..

a loss

had hockey yesterday not.. was the semi finals for a dunno what cup la.. its an iromn-man series so its 10 min per half for 2 halves... without change of plyaers... was damn tiring...


so the game started off in pretty fast pase.. we were bombarding the opposing team but failed to produce any goals in the first half.. after the first 10 min, all of us were bit exausted.. imagine skating at high speed for 10 min... breaking n sprinting.. its damn tiring.. the first half ended us down by 1-0.. goal by azlan.. a sub for the junior player that did not turn up today... n he was a senior player... wth..!!! how can a senior player replace a junior player.. not fair la..


anyway, our team produced an early goal to tie it.. we had many chances n good efforts but the goalie was like a great wall holding off ll the shoots... then mid of the 2nd hanf, azlan again took a good chance a found the back of the net... we were all tired and realy frustrated.. pushed on but failed to produce goals.. sad... no luck..


overall i can say it was a good game.. decently fast.. not that good passing game as the last game.. good chances n lots of shoots.. good body contact.. at least for me la.. was smashing abd being smashed so can make thier players tired.. wakaka.. technique... so the game ended n we lost... bye bye finals... bye bye trophies...

THE INTERNET

i'm glad to have the internet back... i was without the internet for slightly more than 24 hrs... n its was sad... was like lost the source of life.. lol...


noeday.. the internet has been like a part of life n entertainment to many ppl... especially young ppl.. but for the older working ppl.. the internet functions as a work tool n also communication tool... how can we live without the internet??..


so here's something to all those who read... a question from me...


pls give me feedback k..:-)


the question is can u live without the internet?? why??

today's tuesday...

tuesday,, another day at work.. today.. it was a tiring but fulfilling day.. me , the other 2 practical student and Mr Tam(executive director of the company) headed to a so called store nearby to clear out the place so that we could move more goods over...


we went there n we were looking for the store for sometime.. we could not find it... coz that area was not really occupied n most of the shops were unused.. there was no sign board of the road n was pretty difficult to find...


finally when we found it, i expected it to be nicely arranged n big... but to my amaze.. the place was ina mess n was filled with dirt n stuff... n it was quite small.. there was a hand pallet truck there for us to pull the pallets but there were steps on both entrance... it was bad...


to cut the story short... we really did a massive clean up.. we actually dumped a whole bin full of goods to throw.. the bin's not small measurement is about length- 2.5 to 3 meter, with- 1.5 to 2 meters and height- 1.7 meters.. that was how big... at the end of it.. it was about 3pm.. we were all tired n covered with dirt... felt so dirty... but then happy coz i dumped so much rubbish...


tomorrow.. will be going back there again... to clear out somemore... wow.....


n oh yes.. my dad came back at about 9++ was out a for a dinner with someone who he intro a daughter of a fren of his to the person's son... n i tell u.. that gal's a hot babe... too bad that guy's son was ady dating another gal.. n yes.. my dad brought some food back.. the uncle purposely da bao for us... n guess what it was a gigantic prawn... was not a lobster.. but it was almost as big as a lobster... n it was nice.. the way they cooked it.. it was sweet n spicy... n just right... i think its the biggest prawn i've eaten in my life...



today... somehow u got abit emo... so was bit rough with some words.. i also dunno y.. maybe tired.. n some stuff might have triggered it... i guess when u r single u tend to think more when u see or come over stuff about relationship.. ur flood gates of emotion starts to open up... n out come streams of thoughts n emotions... its not that its bad.. but sometimes gets messy when projected in an unhealthy way... i'm sorry to those who kena... really sorry..


ok. its time for bed... nite.


remember to drink more H20 k.. c",)